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by pikachuiscool » Thu Mar 21, 2019 11:09 am
i try to be nice, i try giving out rares i had to trade for, but now i closed it i was doing it to feel better, after losing my grandmother and no, it just backfires i cant do anything right, im just rude ig, i think ill just stick around on this thread and try to gift ppl, im just going to quit after i give every rare and all mt good stuff, i joined this game to be close with my mother she has been playing since 2008 and i feel bad for quitting on her but it just too much. after i closed the pound i got nasty pm's of people saying rude things, their yelling at me over pixels in a game met for people to have fun. sorry to quit on this commuity, but ill stay to talk if anyone needs it, thank you guys
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by bookshelf » Thu Mar 21, 2019 2:19 pm
-i don't think anybody cares about me except family.
i don't have friends
thinking back, the last close friend i had was in the freaking sixth grade
it's been?? years?? how haven't i made a decent friend yet
i haven't even had a kinda friend since last year
i don't know i just feel helpless and i'm so damn bored with ,,everything,,
i never do anything new
i swear i'm getting worse at art
i barely leave the house
my plants are dying
my homework's late
i just don't know what to do really
how do i pick myself up
how do i stop feeling like this
sometimes i have these days where i'm just so happy and content
and the next day i feel like everything's horrible, my life is a wreck, i'm a mess, nobody likes me
sometimes i lay in bed and ignore everything and then i'm not able to fall asleep and i wake up and i feel absolutely horrible
those are the worst days
they're getting more common
i'm only eating junk and i need to stop
it makes me feel even worse
but i'm always home alone because the rest of my family has a life and i dont know how to cook
sometimes i want to cry but i force myself not to because i don't want anybody to hear
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by Atlas ♥ » Thu Mar 21, 2019 8:50 pm
It hurts so much not being able to tell someone you love
them.
It hurts so much knowing they won't feel the same way,
so you watch them fall in love with another person.
You lay awake all night, thinking about them. Yet they're
peacefully and blissfully sleeping with someone else in
their arms.
It hurts so much, yet you have to greet them with a smile
every morning and tell them you're fine when really you're
not.
You have to contain your tears and put on a mask, so they
won't suspect anything. You want them to recognise you
sincerely love them yet you don't want to ruin the
friendship.
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by skyline » Thu Mar 21, 2019 9:43 pm
is this how i'm going to be for the rest of my life? why can't i find myself?
he was so nice to you, what's keeping you from those feelings? are you gay? are you bi? are you so ever possibly straight? why do you feel so uncomfortable? why can't you feel what others feel? what's missing from you? why are you like this? are you just scared? is that the problem? if it is will that go away? all your friends know their sexuality. hell even your twelve year old sister does, she has a boyfriend for christ sake. so why don't you? you've been assuming you're aromantic because you don't experience any sort of attraction, maybe you are and nobody can change that. but why? everyone finds someone for themselves sooner or later. so why can't you?
i feel so bad for letting him down. should i though if i was unhappy? i don't think i like guys.. because if i did i would've liked him. i know i would've. but i want to at the same time i just... can't
what's wrong with me?
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