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by Valac » Wed Mar 13, 2019 2:46 pm
when people ask me what I like I kinda sit their awkwardly because I'm super embarrassed of everything I enjoy. I like to think I don't care about other peoples opinions on me but I clearly do. It's weird. I just wish I could be happy with who I am.
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by chop top » Wed Mar 13, 2019 2:48 pm
i don't think i'm myself. i feel like i just stepped out of my body and became one with everything around me, like feelings wise, to the point where i absorbed too much and began to collapse on myself and i'm infinitely small. everything feels like it's too much and i don't want to get smaller. and then, at the same time, i don't feel anything. everything is just crushing me. i just want things to be over. i wish i had my friend back. he was all i had. but that's all i worry about now. it's been 3 weeks now, longer than we knew each other, and i can't begin to imagine what he even did to himself to get taken away for that long.
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by Eclectic » Wed Mar 13, 2019 6:31 pm
I wish I didn't make a mess out of everything I do. I always seem to screw something up, and then I overthink it, and then it makes me panic, and next thing I know I'm 100% positive someone hates me even though they honestly probably don't and it ruins my whole day.
I ruin lots of my whole days.
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by Amaranthos » Wed Mar 13, 2019 8:22 pm
this may be the longest depressive episode i've had in five years
i'm scraping together the energy to take care of myself, i'm managing to eat, stay clean, exercise, try my best to talk to people so i won't grow lonely... i'm doing everything on my checklist, but i'm not feeling the slightest signs of improvement
i'm so tired of not having motivation to do anything because all my energy is spent on things that should require few to none of it
i just wanna be able to do more than just exist again
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by appi » Thu Mar 14, 2019 1:19 am
please someone tell me to give up on this hopeless crush. i'm running around in circles.
i'm suffering.
i'm suffering.
i'm suffering so much. right now my thoughts are cascading on top of one another. i can't deal with this.
i can't deal with the emotions that is brought in by my crush please tell my mind to give up and stop already.
it's painful in a way that's not physical at all and you can't describe. please, i want it to stop.
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