by v1s10ns » Tue Mar 05, 2019 3:22 pm
i miss you so much. i wasn't even close to you, i shared one class with you for 2 years and was only an acquaintance to you, but it still hurts. you were so young, you never deserved this. you only made others smile and laugh. it's crazy thinking that i'm now farther along in my grade than you ever will be even though you were always older than me. one day i will be older than you were when you died, and i can't accept that. i miss you. people always say that it gets better, pain fades, but it doesn't. you just slowly forget. it's been over a year since your death and i still randomly think about you; things remind me of you. nobody ever really talked about you at all after a week after your death. a few people posted about it on the year mark but that's it. i miss you and we weren't ever close, you barely knew me, but i remember you. you were so sweet. i remember that one time when i saw you in publix in your boy scouts uniform, and the next day you were like "i saw you at publix yesterday!" it sounds so random but it was so representative of your personality now that i think of it, pure and postitive and fun. i can't even imagine how your family and close friends felt, and still feel. it's hard because i live so close to where you died. last november i went there and put a candle down even though it was raining, because it was the year anniversary. i miss you all the time, your death had a huge impact in my life. i hope that wherever you may be now, you have eternal happiness because that's all you ever brought to us. rest in peace. <3
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