TheComfortCorner | V.8

[Atlas ♥]

Honestly, I haven't been doing well.

My mental and physical health has declined over the past 2 weeks.
I thought once my course started up, I'd get back into my routine..
But I was incorrect.

My sleeping patterns are irregular, I've been skipping meals and now
I've isolated myself from my social life.

But I'm fine, and I will continue to tell myself that. :)

[Blaire]

I'm scared to leave because I don't know what to do once I do. I'll have no one. x\

[farewell]

I’ve said it before but I really wish I had someone unbiased to talk to. I’m tired of people just telling me what I want to hear all the time because they’re either intimidated by me or they don’t want to “hurt my feelings.”

[ChocoDog935]

If anyone wants to talk with me after a tough day, send me a PM! I know I seem intimidating to talk to, but I suffer from GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) and Depression (Diagnosed). I'm good right now for those, but I must mention I'm often taunted and bullied at school, so that doesn't help at all. I'm scared to go back to school since the school is spreading another false rumor about me that isn't even close to true. It's something I would never even say :0

[emporio!]

wow so things arent great, right now
probably gonna be more absent from here for a bit? idk if anyone cares but hey, its out there
aside from that im just really upset about today? came out to b's family, since im tired of them calling me my old name + pronouns, and his mom was sure to put emphasis on my new name but always use the wrong pronouns. im not sure if she was doing it on purpose but it,, wasnt fun either way
hhh

[Loxo]

I’m really upset right now. I’m still hung up about a death that occurred eight months ago.
Why does it still hurt me to think about him? Why does his name catch in my throat like a ball of thorns? Why do I miss him so much that it feels like I’m hollow inside?
How can emptiness be so heavy?
I won’t say that life’s not fair. I know that already. I just want to say that the curse of a vivid imagination is very cruel.
When I picture him, I can almost see him. I close my eyes, and it’s like he’s there. But then I wake up, the dream disperses, and I have to live another day without him.
Another day, knowing that I’ll never see him again.
And nothing will ever be alright.
Because without him, I’m broken.

[Chevelle000]

Guys I’m sick to the point where I feel loopy and unfocused and my head hurts really freakin bad and I have two very important classes Monday (one of them being public speaking) ((where I must present my speech that I was supposed to write yesterday and today but have been so sick I couldn’t think about anything)) and I’m not sure what I’m gonna do lol. I feel sick and tired and very stressed ): (my other class is actually sociology but I love his lectures and they help me absorb information and I get bonus points at the end of the year if I have perfect attendance which I desperately want)

[elio.]

I'm honestly such a coward, I sit here awake every night, tears in my eyes, missing someone who I know hates me. I wish I could speak to them, but how can I when I know I ruined everything?

[cece.]

i went prom dress shopping yesterday and i didn’t find anything and im so discouraged.
it’s not even like im big either like the only think big on me is my bust and i have to accommodate for the girls before anything else.

it’s just upsetting because i went with my friend and all the dresses looked amazing on her and i looked eh

[komi-san]

xxxxxxxI'm tired of feeling such a lack of emotions towards other people (empathy, guilt, shame, love). I'm tired of feeling like a robot going through the routine. I don't know what's wrong with me. My theory is sociopathy or just general sociopathic tendencies, or possibly even depression-induced numbness (though that's far less likely). I don't feel much of anything for anyone, and I hate it. I do terrible things with no remorse that I know I should be feeling. Worst of all, I don't know what exactly is wrong, so it's not like I can treat it.

xxxxxxxCan you even treat what I have with medicine? I don't feel like it's like anxiety where you can calm the nerves, or depression where you can dull the sadness. Can you create emotions where there are none? I hope so. I'm tired of feeling like this, and it's a sad existence. There's no searching for happiness for me when it's unattainable.