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[Sciencin']

and I feel anxiety in this Chili's tonight

[farewell]

Getting that diagnosis was so weird to me. I suspected it and I didn’t fight with it, but it was definitely weird coming out of someone else’s mouth. A professional’s mouth.

It’s like you suspect you’re screwed up mentally your whole life and play it off as just being dramatic and what not and then to be told that you actually are... it’s comforting and also very uncomfortable at the same time.

It’s also a type of diagnosis I don’t think would be appropriate to share with people. It’s very stigmatized and the last thing I want to do is have even more incorrect assumptions made about me. Especially in the past few months, this word has been thrown around left and right, mostly incorrectly. People are aggravating.

[will byers]

my friend is being really mean to me
ive tried syanding up for myself but they keep changing the subject
they call me disgusting, ignorant, and tell me to grow up
i thought we were best friends, im trying my best to keep thinking that everyday but my hope is fading away that it isnt true
im sorry i have to be such a screw up
i cant even hold a conversation correctly withoujt getting yelled at by them

[skyline]

no rollercoasters
no coffee
no haunted houses

why can't i have some other illness that doesn't keep me from being able to enjoy my absolute favorite things?
i don't have much dignity anyway, i never did. why take away the little things that make me happy?
why the hell did i have to be born with this condition specifically? just why?

ugh there i go again with my ugly deep 3 am thoughts

[acura,]

I wish I could talk about how mental I am on here. but I cant. I can’t rant. and I hate it. let’s just stay I’m a stupid person. I’m stupid. and I hate myself.

goodnight.

[mean&gay]

X

[Valac]

So many awful things are happening at home..
We're talking about getting rid of my dog... I can't live without her nor will I. I don't know what to do.

I love her so much I can't have her leave ;-;

[Siqnore]

my friend is being really mean to me
ive tried syanding up for myself but they keep changing the subject
they call me disgusting, ignorant, and tell me to grow up
i thought we were best friends, im trying my best to keep thinking that everyday but my hope is fading away that it isnt true
im sorry i have to be such a screw up
i cant even hold a conversation correctly withoujt getting yelled at by them

I totally understand your situation. I have had the same situation a few years ago with my ex bestfriend. She tried to talk bad about me behind my back and it hurted me very badly. She called me a liar, told me that I was a disgusting human with a bad personality.
But it's the best to just let it go. It hurts at the beginning and I cried a few times because of that, but I can assure you that you will feel better later.
You are an awesome person even tho I don't know you. Just feel hugged and talk to someone about that. Empty your heart and it'll soon be gone. :3
*hug, hug*
I believe in you.

[rainbowwrowell]

the power went and im petrified of being alone in the dark...

[Aziraphale]

I'm so not okay, and I don't know what to do.
I'm always wondering if I'm too clingy. I have been friends with this one person for over two and a half years and somehow everything is going very downhill since early 2018. I told her two months ago that she's my closest friend and her reaction was...kinda...disappointing, yes, but I somehow knew that I'm not her best friend as well. She told me she just "doesn't do the best friend thing". Hah. She's been distancing herself from me since September/October, acting very strangely even though she told me nothing is wrong. We used to be so close and I miss that feeling so horribly, I can't help but start crying every time I think how much things have changed and I just don't know what I've done. I miss our talks and just...everything. She told me four or five weeks ago she needs some time for herself, which I completely understand, but I can't shake off the feeling that something is wrong because she behaves weirder than ever before. I'm so not used to this, it's overwhelming in the most negative way possible. Also, she's kinda behaving like ... well, she's being very mean, cold and indifferent and I don't know if that's intentional or not. But I'm so afraid to ask, I'm afraid to ask about literally anything that involves myself or our friendship, I'm so so afraid that she'll just cut me off and I lose another friend. I'm so bad at making friends, I don't know what's wrong with me. I share the exact same interests like the friend I mentioned and still...somehow is never anyone interested in me but everyone in her. Maybe once every five years I'm able to make a new friend until I'm being replaced again. And that hurts so much I just...just once I want to meet someone who won't turn away from me. Just once. These things are always on my mind and I can't concentrate, I don't care for anything else anymore and I know that I'm not gonna pass the exams next week but I just...don't care. Because I'm so afraid of losing my friend, there's no room for anything else to worry about.

sorry for the long rant, i really need to get that off my chest ;-;