TheComfortCorner | V.8

[LilacSky]

I feel like I'm mooching off all my friends
Like I'm clingy and annoying

They say I'm not like that
And still still feel that way


Why?

There is nothing I relate to more oh my lord

[hiero]

I wish I'd never met you. You might have been young then, but what you did is still unforgivable. Of course I mostly blame your father for encouraging the behavior that made it happen, but I think you're part of the reason I feared other men for so many years. There's so many good male people in the world and you tainted younger me's view of them. I think you're part of the reason I like being distant even to those I am most close to, that I like to feel a disconnect and to be able to drop away for weeks at a time whenever I feel with no issues. I think you're part of the reason I struggle to form relationships.
I hate your father. I very much dislike you, but you were young and thus more easily influenced by him, so I don't entirely blame you. But I still wish I had never met you.

[arovet li]

Vvvvvsvvvs I feel so anxious about my dumb bed covering my window I hate it I want a new bed I just want a window

[skyline]

mental illnesses are godawful and i understand that but
most people don't understand how lucky they are to have those, that can be treated with medication, rather than something physical, that requires countless surgeries and tests to be fixed, pure hell to experience, maybe it's just as bad living with something like depression, but physical pain and the inability to stay out of the hospital for more than two weeks, might be just as bad.

not looking for a reply, just venting, thank you tho

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[halo7]

i keep thinking that i'm getting better but the next morning i go back to feeling awful again. i feel so alone.

[GAIRENTH]

I don't like using the word 'hate' when speaking about someone so I won't.

But I just very much dislike my dad right now. Not just now though, for the past year or even two.

He doesn't listen to me. He doesn't ever believe me. He doesn't ever care. He just hates me now, and I don't very much like him.

He makes things a bigger deal than they are. He won't listen to a word I say, and will just repeat everything I told him, but back to me, as if I was dumb or I never said it in the first place.

He always tries to tell me that everyone else out there except him is dumb, trying to use me, or are just bad people. But that's not true. That's so hurtful too. There are not so great people out there, but there are genuinely some good souls.

I would just think he would believe in me enough to know who is which, and I do. But he doesn't like anyone. So if I do, I'm dumb and wrong. But I've found that lately, the more I listen to him, the more wrong I do and mess up.

If I try to help people, I'm dumb and wrong. If people try to help me, I'm dumb and wrong. He doesn't help me. He just talks crap about me to my mom. And then she gets mad at me until I tell her the real thing, and why he's being ridiculous.

I just don't like my dad anymore. I just want to go away from him and here.

[cswolf.]

Even if I do not work during the day. Work follows me to my home and causes me to be anxious 24/7.

[gamorasass]

allergy testing didn't give me the results I thought it would. its so much worse. im devastated.

[talkshow boy]

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