✶ ━━ ❝ descent into discussion ❞

[spicyskeleton]

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; squirrelstep, 31 moons, a warrior of ivyclan. he is a lengthy cat with long
; limbs and a long body. his frame is on the smaller side, meant more for a
; gility. his pelt is sandy orange with brown spots and stripes covering his b
; ody. his eyes are light green/gray. squirrelstep is a marvelous warrior,l on
; e of the best even though he may not look it. his attacks are focused on s
; wift blows and dodging. hes alright at hunting, but easily loses focus and
; gets distracted. he is a quiet tom, and a free spirit. he dosent feel the ne
; eed to follow every single rule or take orders from many others. he is obs
; ervant and open minded to many things. he can come off as quite serious
; most of the time, but because of his will to do what he wants, hes actuall
; y adventurous and willing to try new things. he isnt very compassionate t
; owards other cats, but he will warm up after a long while no matter who
; you are. he enjoys the company of others, but values being alone

[spicyskeleton]

res

[sunfool]

███████████████████ asterclaw █

asterclaw is a forty-two year old tom current
ly holding the position of a warrior in ivyclan.
his scent is earthy; almost moss-like.

the tom grew up to be a very ordinary cat. al
ways being self-conscious of his dull brown fu
r and his equally dull hazel eyes, he didn't sp
eak up too much either. his quiet behavior ma
de him spend most of his time thinking to him
self. sometimes it was about various topics, w
hile other times he was creating stories in his
head. and since asterclaw was a natural worri
er it allowed him to excel in battle since he c
ould always think one step ahead. though, his
overthinking also halted him from doing what
he dreamed to do. without his thoughts actual
ly being transferred over into his actions, he s
tayed as an ordinary warrior.
even without the show of extraordinary skills,
he still how managed to be chosen by the lead
er to assassinate the entirety of brambleclan.
maybe it was because of his everlasting obedia
nce, because to him his leader's law overpower
ed his own conscience.

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█████████ yeah, you living right now!
█████████ you don't ever pick sides █

[sunfool]

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█████████ what you know about love?
█████████ what you know about life?
█████████ what you know about blood?

res relations ;^)

[unnamed]

the front has been updated completely and so far everyone's been accepted
poolgaze and lionstrike are both open for relations while i finish up their forms

[paper planets]

x𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐌𝐄 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐀 𝐆𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐑

xx𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐒 𝐀 𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄 𝐁𝐈𝐓 𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 !!

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quillstar (quillkit, quillpaw, quillmask) ; she cat ; 57 moons ; leader of ivyclan
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— she’s a fixer, she’s protective of loved ones and will go to the highest extreme if it means keeping them safe
— suffers from ptsd and anxiety from the war with brambleclan & her mate dying — she wants her fear to go away and the only way she knows how to do that is to get rid of the problem completely
— she was terrified that brambleclan would kill her clan & her kits — if she assasinated them she thought her fear would go away — it hasn’t
— orchidshine got an injury in a battle with bramble, he was weakened from that & fell ill — when he died she saw how crushed her kits were and she wanted to stop their suffering
— in her own dark & twisted way, she was helping her kits
— goes from one extreme to another — quick to lash out — doesn’t think of the consequences of her actions, she just acts on her impulse — ruled by her emotions
— feels isolated now — the clan is at peace, she is fighting a battle within
— lost her faith to starclan when her mate died (it was wavering even before that) and she completely took matters into her own hands
— likes to feel like she’s in control — organized until the aftermath
— passionate about certain things — passion shows through in a calm state, that's the only time to see her completely blissful — her passion, deep down, is being a leader & a mother, she wants to connect with that again
— always on edge — intense & intimidating — wants to be strong for her kits
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protective ; anxious ; secretive ; vengeful ; intense ; sporadic ; solitary ;
temperamental ; emotional ; paranoid ; passionate ; opportunist ; impulsive
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[paper planets]

” and maybe to not bruise so damn easily “
relations for my troubled girl
— deceased mate — orchidshine
— blossompaw & thornpaw are her kits

[ataraxic_gone]

THE OPTIMIST [to be blossomwish ‣ female ‣ 11 moons ‣ apprentice ]
xxxxFame is just our own illusion, of what life is meant to be.

the choice to always see the better in people is a battle fought uphill, a
gainst odds. it is, however, a battle blossom has chosen to fight- and it i
s most likely the only battle this she-cat will ever fight. a pacifist, kind-
wishful and loving. despite all the evil in the world, maybe just maybe t
hings can be ended with love and peace alone. this has put her at odds,
with her brother, thornpaw. his behaviour is quite the opposite of hers a
nd ever since their father's death he had bullied her relentlessly. she do
esn't understand why he does what he does but she knows he's hurting,
she covers up his attacks, saying that they are just sparring aggressively.

xxxxBut I don't need a perfect mirror, I don't care for queens and kings.

loving optimistic agreeable allocentric cheerful fawning absentminded
breezy dreamer whimsical naive repressed delicate kind pacifist

xxxxWe are free and we are perfect, when Lady Stardust sings
xxxxxxxx

[ataraxic_gone]

THE PESSIMIST [to be thornshade ‣ male ‣ 11 moons ‣ apprentice]
xxxxHow to behave in this place- tell me, how to exist amidst the ladies

thornpaw believes that everyone should serve a purpose, that each cat s
hould work for their clan without fail, day in and day out. to not serve s
ome purpose would make a cat worthless and he isn't afraid to point that
out. his soul burns with grief for his loving father- the father that was to
weak to keep himself safe. now he has spun an idea in his head that kind
-ness is weakness and in fraternal urge has begun bullying his sister in an
effort to wake her up to the reality of life.
blossom is the only good thing left in the world uncorrupted by the worl
d and the thought of something terrible happening to her because of it
hurts him- it hurts him far more than being the one to take that faith a
way. the thrill of the hunt is the only thing that gives him any sense of
joy through his depression.
xxxxAnd the babies, am I crazy for requesting, that I be made

familial - protective - reserved - steadfast - pragmatic - intelligent
aggressive - overbearing - critical - strict - domineering - brash - loyal

xxxx an exception to the rule. Instead of asking you I will, slip away-
xxxxx

[ataraxic_gone]

relations-
father [deceased]
mother [leader]
siblings [eachother]