TheComfortCorner | V.8

[cloven]

I just need a hug today...I don’t have the energy to explain everything and there’s a lot...why aren’t I good...

[Valac]

I feel like at least once a month I go through some really awful depression spells and of course I'm going through one now.
I just suck at the one thing I'm passionate about and want to make a career out of. I feel like even though this is something i've been working at almost my entire life I haven't improved.

This is really the only thing that keeps me going anymore and seeing just how horrid I am in comparison to others is really discouraging. I just want to be good at this one thing yet no matter how hard I try I seem unable.

[sniper tf2]

:(

[petrify]

this week has to be one of the roughest weeks i've had in awhile. you think dealing with my own thoughts would be enough, but then my parents belittling me & yelling at me for no reason, & also trying to set me up with a dude in his twenties (i'm a high schooler so that's hella creepy of them) when i already have a boyfriend & they know i do. but i'm not gonna get ahead of myself. my brain has just been ?? unreasonably mean to me? i haven't been able to really get out of bed & have spent most of my time asleep. i've barely had the energy to get up and shower & had gone like three days without showering before taking one yesterday. this has never happened to be me before - with not wanting to get up to even shower - so it... doesn't feel good. then my parents claimed i was gonna lose my doctor & my depression meds if i didn't get up for an appointment. then proceeded to scream that they "shouldn't have done this for me in the first place" & that they're "not gonna deal with it". then i laid in bed & listened to them belittle me before i cried myself to sleep. turns out they lied and i still have everything, so i'm not sure why they did that. why would you even do that in the first place? like just calmly tell me to get up??? instead of yelling??? then they tried to set me up with some creepy man just bc he has money??? like ??? i have a boyfriend??? & then they said that i "wasn't gonna amount to anything so i need a man with money to take care of me". nice way to motivate me to actually get up and do stuff ! i love my parents /end sarcasm
but yeah. life for me right now isn't going well, but what can ya do, you know : ) even tho these both happened more than two days ago i'm still not over it rlly bc they've been acting like they hate me. to be fair, my mom did say she hated my sister & me so it's not that far from the truth, i guess. just sucks

[Shiny_MaineCoon]

Just feeling a lot of self hatred right now. I nipped home earlier and I had to come in through the garden gate. I thought I locked it.. but I didn’t. My dogs escaped , and attacked two others dogs. One can’t walk and the other has puncture wounds , we have to pay both of their vet bills , but we can’t . We’re not very wealthy and we can barley afford to support ourselves. This has come as a huge shock to me, one of my dogs has never ever been aggressive with any animal or child. The other is an Alaskan malamute , whos fine with kids but she’s never been good with other dogs. As well as this, we’re being evicted and early October we almost written off our van in a car accident . I’ve had to take six weeks off of school because I hurt my back too. Bad things keep happening to me and I’m just feeling really sad and ready to give up. Sorry if this isn’t allowed

[onion]

ive had the worst past month and you know what? it keeps getting worse. im this close to being done and giving up. this close.

[heckin-ham]

my anxiety has been all sorts of whack this week but this weekend i got to get into a good headspace, so i think this week will be better. i might've failed my sociology test on friday, but im gonna do well on the english test tomorrow hopefully ♥

[Atlas ♥]

Our house has been really hot lately so we opened up the garage door a
little bit for cool air. During the night our kitten must've slid through the
gap and went wandering because we haven't been able to find him.

We left food and water outside, as well as a few blankets. Since he's still
quite new to our family we haven't yet microchipped him or purchased a
collar. I'm really hoping someone hasn't taken him in otherwise we'll never
be able to locate him..

[casket]

ive come out to all my friends as pan, but i havent come out to my parents, brother, or boyfriend. i do wanna tell my boyfriend, but idk. hes kinda homophobic i think so its scary. i dont know how he'd react ack

[Fwutter]

you would think that since i have been backstabbed, hurt, and ignored so many times i would get used to it. But everytime it happens, i cry. I cry and i cry and i cry and i cry for hours. Why am i not getting immune? I hate keeping on this fake smile for everyone to see, and the minute i take this fake smile off and reveal the real me, eveyone wants to act like i dont exist.i I am starting to give up.

I'm so tired.