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[∘Raven∘]

I'm super stressed about literally.....everything. I keep getting sick, and since this semester started, I have been sick at least 6 times, and I can tell I am coming down with something again...
TBH, I'm bone weary. I think I've been stretching myself too far for stuff that shouldn't matter to me irl, and I don't know how to stop.
That's about a third(ish?) of my problems right now. Another big thing is not being good enough at art. I feel like I cannot please everyone, including my professors, and it is really stressing me out, and I don't know what to do because I am doing my literal best at everything I can, and my grades don't reflect that. Looks like I might make an A in 3 of my 5 classes, which means my GPA may not be high enough to get into the art school I want to go to, which means I may not have a career?
And I feel like my art isn't good enough for the age I am when I look at other artists my age. It's frustrating, and I'm so tired I can't actually rest when I sleep anymore. I wake up more tired than when I went to sleep and usually wake up at least 10 times a night, which is just aggravating things. Needless to say, I am absolutely exhausted and feel like I cannot reach peoples expectations of who I am/who I am supposed to be. I also feel invisible to those around me.

I would love if anyone is able to just talk to me about stuff, I don't want to make the friends I do actually have feel like they have to help me with this ;_;.

[bromance]

i don't want to come off as rude but my friend is in this really toxic friendship with someone else(they are constantly belittling them ridiculing/making fun of etc), but then they're constantly running back to them. then they come running back to me saying ''they hurt me, and i'm pretty sure our friendship is over now'' and start crying to me i don't have any problem with them venting to me but i JUST DO NOT know what the heck to even do? do they want me to feel some type of way? of course i feel bad for them, it makes me sad that they're just in that friendship and taking in all that hate from that ''friend'' it's disgusting that this person is treating my friend this way.

and on another note i'm pretty sure he likes me as more than a friend with all the romantic stuff he's been saying to me lately but i can't return the feelings..


advice is greatly appreciated!

[theupsidedown]

u ever start to sniffle/silent cry while watching tv and the person ur watching it with looks @ u and turns the volume up?

[Atlas ♥]

I really despise these irregular waves of sadness washing over me then completely
passing like nothing ever happened.

This morning I couldn't get myself out of bed and felt like I had no purpose and all
the sudden I've snapped back into reality and I'm bubbly, energetic and optimistic.

I mean, I'm thankful I'm happy again but at the same time, it's extremely annoying.

[ashton.]

why do i even try lol

[[⸙] • ノクティス]

I don't want to be here anymore. If only you knew what demons I have to face just to get through one day if misery. I have no one to talk to. All my classmates ignore me. God. I feel so. Alone. Yet. I'm always trying to make others happy. I lost it all. The love of my life. My friends. Everyone. I'm fine. Just have to get through another day. I'm good at faking my emotions. " are you okay? ". Yes. I never been better. I tried to make myself feel better. But I always end up right back at square one. Its pointless. I'm done trying. I'm done trying to smile.

[Kira Nightblade]

I don't want to be here anymore. If only you knew what demons I have to face just to get through one day if misery. I have no one to talk to. All my classmates ignore me. God. I feel so. Alone. Yet. I'm always trying to make others happy. I lost it all. The love of my life. My friends. Everyone. I'm fine. Just have to get through another day. I'm good at faking my emotions. " are you okay? ". Yes. I never been better. I tried to make myself feel better. But I always end up right back at square one. Its pointless. I'm done trying. I'm done trying to smile.

*hugs*
You can PM Me if you need to chat, somebody cares about you. You are important. You matter. you are wonderful.
I hope your life gets better, remember its always darkest before the dawn <3

[mean&gay]

i wish there was a step by step guide on how to live. i'm sick of being uncertain about stuff. i don't wanna build my future, i don't wanna persevere through the hard times. i wanna do everything by the book but there isn't one. i hate this.

my school is the most depressing place right now because it just reminds me of how insignificant i am. i don't wanna work towards being something great. i don't wanna be big. i wanna be small and happy. they always talk about striving to be successful and about how we can all do great things but i don't wanna be all that!! i just wanna be a damn postman holy cow. let me be tiny please.

i feel like i'll be letting people down by admitting that i want stuff to be easy. i'm so damn lazy and i know that's bad but it's not like i'm throwing my life away. i just don't wanna be super important.

i want a quiet life with a beard and a boyfriend and an easy job and i wanna die happy. i don't want to try so hard, is that so bad??

all my friends want to be doctors and teachers and actors and i don't want that. i cant explain why i just don't.

sometimes i wish i didn't have free will. god, make me mindless zombie.

wow im weak

[Kira Nightblade]

i wish there was a step by step guide on how to live. i'm sick of being uncertain about stuff. i don't wanna build my future, i don't wanna persevere through the hard times. i wanna do everything by the book but there isn't one. i hate this.

my school is the most depressing place right now because it just reminds me of how insignificant i am. i don't wanna work towards being something great. i don't wanna be big. i wanna be small and happy. they always talk about striving to be successful and about how we can all do great things but i don't wanna be all that!! i just wanna be a damn postman holy cow. let me be tiny please.

i feel like i'll be letting people down by admitting that i want stuff to be easy. i'm so damn lazy and i know that's bad but it's not like i'm throwing my life away. i just don't wanna be super important.

i want a quiet life with a beard and a boyfriend and an easy job and i wanna die happy. i don't want to try so hard, is that so bad??

all my friends want to be doctors and teachers and actors and i don't want that. i cant explain why i just don't.

sometimes i wish i didn't have free will. god, make me mindless zombie.

wow im weak

It's not bad to not want an important job, I mean, I don't really. Just follow your heart, school is honestly terrible, there is no getting around that, but it doesn't last forever.
You are not weak, not everybody is fit to work 70 hours a week.

[broker]

@mean&gay I agree with the post above. Today's society is constantly pressuring all of us into the same mold, in their eyes if you're not putting over 110% effort into life you're wasting it. But you're not wasting it if you're living the life you want. We're all different, and meant for different roles--go in the direction you feel pulled towards--fate will fill in the gaps with a little bit of time. ♡


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I didn't think a game community could put me in a rut but I got some hate for being an "awful player" and idk, my self esteem is bad and that just really rocked me the wrong way. I hate how one little comment can just set everything else in motion and make the rest of the day bad.

but technically I got the best in hero damage sooo QwQ