Oof. This thread is Jesus right now.
My family, heh let’s just say that for Thanksgiving, we should’ve gotten a break from each other.
They yelled at each other throughout the whole time and at me. It was six AM and they were yelling of what to do and the other yelling too much and screwing up. And when I just want it to stop, they yell at me for interjecting. Well how the living heck can I be interrupting when you guys when you’re SHOUTING AT THE TOP OF YOUR LUNGS?
Also, a couple of weeks ago (Now I’m friends with a bunch of people that are different in their sets of beliefs. And I believe that it’s fine. That you do you. Your sexuality doesn’t matter to me, religion, or your gender. I just care about people as friends) Now my parents, they expect me to be friends with the good straight Christian kids. And don’t really think I’m ever going to find someone that will love me for being me.
They insist that I have to wear cutesy dresses and makeup. And it’s frustrating. My mum especially is super goody Christian who blackmailed me to a super crowded youth group. Where this girl stole my phone and forced her number into it. All with the promise that I can be cured of my depression if I “take a leap of faith.”
Needless to say I left before the music ended in tears. And I’m anxious to go back to any church.
