TheComfortCorner | V.8

[tea rose]

Don't try suggesting this again. If we start this, I won't embrace it and shut up like last time.

[Mooshidog]

I got sick yesterday. Like coughing up gross stuff.
I couldn't eat much bc it didnt sound good. And more stuff. I felt a little better when I went to bed.
Today comes around, coughed up more stuff and still felt like I was under water. Whatever.
My mom gives me medicine. Mind you, I haven't had this type of medication since I stopped treatment.
So for the whole day I've been blazing hot. And getting heat headaches.
A few minutes ago when I was practicing my instrument, I got hit with a heat wave. I got symptoms from the time I had the stomach bug last year. Which are also side effects from the medicine.
I don't want to go to school tomorrow I feel so bad. But I can't miss tomorrow. I start a new class and I'm not missing the first day. Nor am I missing seeing who's in that class. Ugh.

[basil!]

There’s a lot for me to say but I won’t

I envy the people that will “always be there for their friends”
These are such old scars

Why am I thinking about this again

Why does it hurt so much






Why me? At such a young age?

[cad bane]

i feel nice and bubbly and warm when i talk to strange. you, not so much.

i cant believe i once dated you.

you probably don’t even realize how awful you are to me. you’re too busy victimizing yourself.

[Guest]

im not even old. Grown but not old.

I feel like I have no friends even though a number consider me one. But they dont text me and when I try. We both have this mutual "let's be dry, leave each other on open, etc."

I hate seeing the i get left on read posts. We all do shut up.

I don't want to lose my best friend but she always gives me these. I can do better or im so alone vibes on her stories and posts.

She knew I wasn't doing anything and did things I would've enjoyed with her. She had the audacity to text me "I'm bored."

[Vixem]

So basically my grandfather had cataracts and needed surgery on the 2nd of October (which he got done) and now he has to wait until the 23rd of October to get checked up on.. He’s not doing too well. He loves gardening, riding his bike, pottering around the house and painting but he can’t. Because of this, it’s triggered his depression and now he might have to go back
into a clinic. He refuses to leave the house see anyone apart from my grandmother and leave the house.. He’s nearly 80.. I
hate seeing him so down. I want to help him but I’m worried I’ll make it worse. I am also worried about my grandmother..
Since I can’t visit them, I can only text her. She’s saying she’s fine but I know she’s not.. She takes care of him so well but
she needs someone to take care of her. Her back is getting worse and if it gets worse she’ll have to get surgery done again, then, who’s going to look after my grandfather?

I feel so useless right now, I have no clue on what to do.

[deoxyribonucleic]

i think im going through withdrawal, two nights ago i forgot to take my meds and im shaking like hell . this isnt good at all but no way am i going home again, im so behind already. im just scared

[teabug]

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[Guest]

i hope i dont fail.

[the folly of man]

gee thanks anxiety you're a real pal
you know I love it when you make the minutes feel like hours when I just want to do school and get it over with. 👍

just kidding.

I hate you, anxiety.
you're horrible.

I don't want to be stupid anymore.
please just leave me alone so I can try.
please.

I have the potential. you could ask any of my family members and they'd probably agree.
but you,
you are holding me back.
you're screaming while I try to focus, throwing the words around the place so I can't read them.
it's not me, it's you. all you.