TheComfortCorner | V.8

[mandalorian]

i just,, i dont know what to do
i feel so nauseous all the time and it's been so long
if the blood tests come back and they dont find something then what am i supposed to do
i just want to lie down and sleep forever at this point

[.bluejay.]

I really, really miss my horse. I had to sell him to afford to go to school, and I really regret it. College isn’t worth having to say goodbye to him, not by a long shot. I feel like horses and barns and country are home to me, and I couldn’t be more homesick for those things. It’s been eight years since I haven’t had a horse in my life and it really just hit me these last few days how much it hurts and how much I miss that. I feel like I’m missing a piece of my heart without a horse, and it’s killing me. I was driving to class yesterday and just broke down crying thinking about my horses over the years. I don’t know when I’ll have enough money to have another horse, but I’m afraid it won’t be for years and years. I’ve got a lot of school still ahead of me, then low paying, starting jobs before I could even dream about being able to afford another horse. I don’t think I can last that long without a piece of my heart. I’m crying again just writing this post, but I just needed to get it out somewhere. I don’t know what to do. I just want my horse back.

[Atlas ♥]

This idiotic headache (or a migraine, I'm not too sure) has lasted three days and it's absolutely debilitating.

I cannot lie down because my stomach churns and makes me feel like I'm going to throw up. I have a fever, my head is spinning and I can't stand up for too long. I legitimately ran out of ideas on what to do. I've tried medication, running a bath, meditation, resting, ice packs, ice cream and cold/hot drinks, you name it.

I have work tomorrow and I have no idea how I'm going to cope for 8+ hours. What if I pass out? What if I'm not able to call in sick because they need me?

I have no idea what to do.

[lupins]

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[friday]

Oof,,, A friend I've been missing for a year apparently doesn't remember knowing me?? At all?? Like he had an identity crisis or smth because I know that user is him... but he says he isn't...

[cornspurrd.]

its fun living in a house full of people who hate you
everybody has learned to hate me and everything seems so pointless.
I haven't even been awake for 3 hours and i'm already crying :))

[Sciencin']

me: okay when I grow up I want a little cabin near some mountains in the taiga. I'll have a big fluffy dog or two, a fireplace, a room full of books and a nice comfy armchair, SO many fluffy blankets and sweaters and coats with fur around the hood, I'll make tea or hot chocolate every evening, I'll go skiing all the time in the winter and biking in the summer because it'll be the perfect temperature and I won't be sweating my butt off in 80 degree weather, on Christmas I'll put lights everywhere and it'll look so pretty with snow covering everything and I'll invite a few friends over and we'll make cookies, and nobody will bother me when I'm trying to draw or write or read, and there'll be an observatory nearby that I'll work at doing astronomy stuff and studying the universe with a few other science nerds, it'll be far away from any big cities and the sky is gonna be really beautiful at night and it'll be nice and quiet and peaceful and cold-

my mom: oh? )) did you say you want to move to... a city? in ) california? )

honestly I should just try to land myself in one of those arctic research stations and only ever correspond with my family via packages that contain cryptic letters and gifts in the form of random rocks
sometimes i just send them an envelope containing a photo of a bear and a letter that just says "BEAR"

[onion]

im lonely and sad and nobodys around and i have nothing to do

[TheSongOfTheStars]

me: okay when I grow up I want a little cabin near some mountains in the taiga. I'll have a big fluffy dog or two, a fireplace, a room full of books and a nice comfy armchair, SO many fluffy blankets and sweaters and coats with fur around the hood, I'll make tea or hot chocolate every evening, I'll go skiing all the time in the winter and biking in the summer because it'll be the perfect temperature and I won't be sweating my butt off in 80 degree weather, on Christmas I'll put lights everywhere and it'll look so pretty with snow covering everything and I'll invite a few friends over and we'll make cookies, and nobody will bother me when I'm trying to draw or write or read, and there'll be an observatory nearby that I'll work at doing astronomy stuff and studying the universe with a few other science nerds, it'll be far away from any big cities and the sky is gonna be really beautiful at night and it'll be nice and quiet and peaceful and cold-

my mom: oh? )) did you say you want to move to... a city? in ) california? )

honestly I should just try to land myself in one of those arctic research stations and only ever correspond with my family via packages that contain cryptic letters and gifts in the form of random rocks
sometimes i just send them an envelope containing a photo of a bear and a letter that just says "BEAR"

Can I just say real quick I really relate to this? I know at some points in my life I've had different ideas and desires for my future and it changes, but like that's okay? Then I'm constantly reminded by EVERYONE of that ONE time when I wanted to do something different.

[halo7]

the moment i became even the tiniest bit happy
my dad gets some sort of disease. it must be my
punishment for forgetting my place & feeling an
ything other than emptiness or rage. sorry, dad.