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[carmen.]

this is targeted to no one on this site or anyone i know irl just in case someone thinks so


what happened to you? you were such a nice friend back then who didn't care about my short replies, what i said, but now I feel like you're being manipulative
"not a response i wanted but ok" what did you expect?? i cant read your mind and satisfy your every need. i still want to be your friend but jeez,, i feel like our friendship is coming to an end
also the fact that youre probably ignoring me also bugs me. you set yourself offline,, i know you have,, youre probably ranting to some other people about me. ive done nothing wrong. i told you im not good at comforting. i dont know what right thing to say all the time,, why do you expect that from me ?

[connoisseur]

I am open to responses and criticism. PM me or reply via thread.

I feel like this certain topic needs to be more discussed nowadays.
I too have had trouble with knowing myself, or even recognizing who I am. At one point, I had alters in which I would switch to whenever something super stressful happened, like family issues or what I had to deal with in the past. For example, I would subconsciously switch to another ego after my mental breakdown and would find myself having different mannerisms. Sometimes it would last a month, two weeks, a week, or even just a couple of hours. It took me awhile to figure out this was happening until I would check my posts/texts/past interactions and notice that I was behaving differently, or that I didn't remember doing something that somebody told me I did. I started to keep track of these alters, even naming them, but nicknames from myself. I didn't want to think that these alters were different people, just different versions of myself.

Trust me, I am no professional what-so-ever. I'm just sharing my experience that's similar.

Now, I do experience times where things get hard for me, but I try not to label my alters anymore. Instead, I've been trying my best to learn more about myself. I'm more honest about what I like and don't like. For instance... whatever I think first. If I have a flaw, that's me. If I'm good at something, that's me. If there are times that I am nice to people and socialize, or if there's times I'm asocial and stay inside, that's me. I take time to sit down and figure out who I am, or what makes me, me. Even now, I have times where I dissociate and can't focus, and I know that I still have trouble with it. With the social expectations and pressures that everyone is met with, it's hard to recognize who you are, and honestly, it's confusing sometimes between being you, or being someone you want to be.

I really wish I had the means to see a professional about this. I think that speaking to someone who knows more about these issues is a good route here if it persists. Good luck and I hope you feel better!

[cornspurrd.]

i'm not okay.
i wish i could be open
i wish i could spill it all out
it will feel so good..
But.. I'm afriad.

[[⸙] • ノクティス]

Okay okay,, this happened
A while back before school even started,,
But,, I feel used. Took advantage of.
Me and my ex been together for-
5 months. The day we broke up
Was our 5-month anniversary.
Sad right?? Ha..
This has been on my mind ever since..
Was I not good enough?
Was I not the person who she wanted me to be?
She took everything I had.
My happiness,
My trust,
She stole my friends.
I can't bare to see her.
Otherwise, I will breakdown.
That,, or have a panic attack.
I'm left with nothing.
Other then a broken heart.
She was toxic.
Unbearably toxic.

[skyline]

i did it. i sent it. i hope this doesn't end badly. i'm so worried about you. i worded it the best i could. i want to at least try to help you through this. your posts are really scaring me now. you're literally one of the only friends i have i can't loose you. i just can't. please let me help you, call me at four in the morning, i don't care. if you need me i'll be there for you, maybe you don't see me in this way but i've always had to hide who i really am from you guys. because if i didn't you'd probably never talk to me again, or just think i'm weird and try to avoid me. but if i have to open up to save you, i'll gladly do so. last year all you guys did was make fun of me, hurtfully. i'm still not sure if you meant it that way but regardless now things are so much different with both of you, you're really cool people now. i'm closer to both of you. either way,, at this point i don't know if things are better or worse than they were last year. maybe it's just because you're hurting. i don't want to see you like this. let me help you, please.

[zhongliswallettt]

I always feel like Im letting my friends down.
Or sometimes I feel excluded.

Also I lost a friend months ago because she decided to blame me for loads of stuff that I never did.
She acted so petty the whole time; I tried to apologize, but its hard to say you're sorry about something you never did.
I would type multiple paragraphs to express my feelings about the situation and I would get a 4 word response.
Im sorry you never cared about how I felt
I had emotions in this situation too


I hate having to apologizing for what other people do
Its almost impulsive
I do it automatically--I say sorry too much

Pms and replies welcome, but i dont know why youd wanna help me though.

[dotdottdoot]

Life is becoming stupid, boring and pointless. It’s the same routine.
Over and over. You go to school, graduate, get a job,
get a relationship, start a family and then retire. It’s pointless;
everyone’s just wasting their life away doing nothing while I just
sit here and watch. What’s even the point. Who even remembers
you when you die?
Maybe it’s because I’ve finally come to the conclusion:
I don’t care about anyone. Not even myself.

[-TØP-]

I feel like I have to go back to the mental asylum again. I'm not fixed. I need more therapy, I'm not okay yet.

[ELDER]

i hate my social anxiety. i feel like the one person in my whole entire school that just goes through the school day without talking to others unless its schoolwork. i cant talk to anyone without wrecking up the conversation halfway through and stuttering. ugh

[kanata]

the freezing sky, the dancing flower petals
they are the corpses of dream chasers
like as if nothing at all occurred
do they plan to obscure them completely?