TheComfortCorner | V.8

[cribunni]

I never told you why I did it.
Never told you why he was my choice. Why I showed him nothing but love and affection, but showed none of it to you. It had nothing to do with his looks, or with my feelings towards him. My feelings towards him were never really there, anyway. They were non existent. Fake. Almost as meaningless as my apology to you. I could not apologize for what I did. Could not fix the words I had said to you with an “I’m sorry.” I’m not sure what I expected from you. Did I think you would completely forget what happened between us? Did I think that you- amazing you- would bother to associate with me- disappointing me. I know, there is no reason for you to trust me, after eveything that I’ve done. But please, trust me when I say, that I never meant to hurt you. I meant to hurt myself the most out of this, but never you. I want you to know that I dated him because of something I was going through. It had nothing to do with him, and everything to do with his gender. I needed to see how I felt about him being a him. This, all of this, had nothing to do with me holding feelings for him. Never once. That night when you told me to look you in the eyes and say to you that I didn’t have any feelings for him? I did not laugh because I had feelings for him. I laughed, because I was staring into the eyes of the person I did have feelings for.

[cornspurrd.]

started with the thought of my passed dog, Progressed into the pass of my rats, Then into family members. I'm crying now... I want a hug . Loss sucks.

[sillies]

can my internet dont
im trying to speak to someone over discord but its a lil hard to do that when my wifi keeps on crashing

[zhongliswallettt]

My family likes to not include each other (more just not include my mother)
and argue about every darn situation they get into.
They don't think of the stress it puts on me when they do it around me.
I'm perfectly capable of understanding what you're doing to one
another. I hate to hear you all argue about things. My nana needs a new
house and a divorce; I KNOW what those words mean, okay?
They won't let my mother put in her say and will only ask for her help when they
need it. They're all just using her.
Can't you all just get along for once and stop stressing me out along with school?
Ugh, just tired and frustrated.
I feel like I can't do anything about this stupid situation. My horrible
anxiety does NOT help with this either hh...

[v1s10ns]

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[Mooshidog]

I need someone
And miss someone

[Senbonzakura]

I thought I had a lover for once in my life.

We confessed love to each other... She told me she loved me. We digitally kissed. She called me babe, love, darling....

She came to me and told me she was dating someone else.

And I felt my heart snap into two irreplaceable pieces.

I'm trying not to break down but it's so hard.

[BrainOnSka]

I feel terrible posting here all the time. But sometimes it's the only place I can go.... So how's my semester going? Great!!! It's week 3 and I've already had one sobbing meltdown in the girls bathroom.... Just. Great... I just want to sleep. I have a quiz at 9 am and I have been laying in bed staring at the ceiling or the wall. Since I politely asked my roommate if I could turn the light off and she laughed at me and asked you mean my light??? No!! And then told me off because my boots were on her side of the room. That was at 10 pm it's now 1:15 am... I know I only have until Wednesday but wow. That really hurt. Now she's chewing gum really loud and watching TV shows on her laptop. I'm too timid to say anything to her. So I just lay here. Trying not to have a complete and total panic attack....

[Atlas ♥]

I feel terrible posting here all the time. But sometimes it's the only place I can go.... So how's my semester going? Great!!! It's week 3 and I've already had one sobbing meltdown in the girls bathroom.... Just. Great... I just want to sleep. I have a quiz at 9 am and I have been laying in bed staring at the ceiling or the wall. Since I politely asked my roommate if I could turn the light off and she laughed at me and asked you mean my light??? No!! And then told me off because my boots were on her side of the room. That was at 10 pm it's now 1:15 am... I know I only have until Wednesday but wow. That really hurt. Now she's chewing gum really loud and watching TV shows on her laptop. I'm too timid to say anything to her. So I just lay here. Trying not to have a complete and total panic attack....

You should never feel ashamed or terrible for posting here often, it's why the thread was created. School can be considerably overwhelming so I don't blame you for having a meltdown. Just be absolutely honest with your roommate and tell them, "I'm sorry but could you please be a little quiet? I have an exam at 9:00 am and really need to sleep". If she refuses, there's not much you can do but attempt to block out the noise. Perhaps plugging in your earphones and playing a relaxing playlist could help you fall asleep?

[PixelChan]

Today at school I injured one of my friends and I feel terrible about it. She playfully hit me in the shoulder with her lunchbox and I did the same with mine. I didn't realize there was a metal can in my lunchbox. It hit part of her face. It hurt her and I felt terrible. I got suspended for the rest of the day because a lunch aid saw, and I don't know if she'd believe me if I told her I didn't mean to hurt her.
(I'm not expecting a reply on this, I just needed a place to write down my problem)