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by yuzima » Sun Sep 16, 2018 4:36 pm
i'm sorry for being such a disappointment
but please listen to me right now at the t
ime i need you the most the time i'm all a
lone nobody there for me my friends vanis
hed my father gone my mother gone the p
eople i can actually talk to, and look at m
e ranting like this to complete strangers w
here anyone can see this anyone can see h
ow i'm feeling and know what i hide and th
e true side of my thoughts and worries abo
ut life i'll probably get made fun of, not lik
e i had any friends to start with because i a
m not "aesthetic" enough or my coding is tra
sh or my profile is trash or i don't have enou
gh friends and everyone probably despises m
e because i'm all over the forum games and i
am annoying and gross and should have never
been and i rant too much and i talk to much b
ut i'm too shy and my voice is too high and my
voice is too deep and my personality is trash a
nd my style is trash and i cant do anything righ
t for once in my life and i'm a disappointment
and need to just end it all with one press of a
button one thing to stop all the pain hidden insi
de making a new person out of what i am and c
hange everything about my so people can love m
e no, i won't be gay i'll change myself to be accep
ted into this sad sad world where we don't take h
omosexuality serious and trans people are hated
and if you even dare try to say you're not a "boy"
or "girl" you're disgusting and we shouldn't be scar
ed of going out just because we look different fro
m others it's not our fault for looking weird it's yo
ur fault for not accepting the new reality so get y
our brain in gear and start accepting things and ju
st to let you know, i'm not changing myself any lon
ger for you no more not ever i am who i am and i'm
proud, not exactly no i'm not proud not proud at all
i just want to boost my self confidence i just want t
o have friends that understand and trust me please
please please please please nobody understands me !
and as the lines get father and father from their original
form it will become more and more interesting how things occur
and now im babbling on and on about absolutely nothing can someone help ??
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by Vixem » Sun Sep 16, 2018 7:34 pm
I’m such an idiot lmao.
Why did I believe her? I fell into the same trap as I did last time, I even saw it coming. Now here we are again, replaying the same scenarios from 2016-2017. There’s nothing I can do about it now, I’m stuck. Gosh, I hate having an alcoholic mother. They can be so manipulative and cruel. But I guess I can’t really help it, I already lost my dad and have no relatives that live in the country anymore. Can’t wait till I’m old enough to move out from this horrid place. To be able to not wear makeup that hides the scars and bruises, to live in a safe environment and to be free from my mother. Thanks a lot mother, you’ve made my life so pleasant. Making me get kicked out of school for low attendance, for making me lose my friends. You’ve done so much for me, I’m so grateful.
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by Plushie666 » Mon Sep 17, 2018 1:30 am
I'm sorry I can't talk to you, I'm so so so sorry. I miss you, i think of talking to you again every. single. night.
maybe i could talk to you in secret
my dad wants to keep us apart for no reason but I miss you
Howdy there~!
I'm a gay nerd who honestly hates herself! *confetti flies everywhere* Yaaaaay!
No but seriously- What's self-esteem? I've never had it. Sounds like fun.
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