by Ɽotten Ⱡegacy » Mon May 14, 2018 7:53 pm
this is for a cat that I lost in 2014. She was taken away from me, and I don't even know if she's dead or alive. I could have stopped it from happening, but I just didn't care, as I was a stupid child back then. I want nothing more than to know what happened to her.
I'm sorry I didn't try harder to protect you.
I'm sorry I ignored you and treated you like a pest.
speaking to someone else
I'm sorry I'm not as interesting as him.
I'm sorry I always pester you with things I want to do. I know you have a bad memory, and I just don't want you to forget your promises. We both know that you have in the past.
I'm sorry that I don't like him, but there's nothing I can do about it. I can't help it when I feel replaced and neglected.
I'm sorry that I never consider your interests. You're the only person I can talk to, and one of the only people I trust.
speaking in general, not to anyone in particular
I'm sorry that I always make jokes at the wrong time.
I'm sorry that I seem insensitive and ungrateful. When I don't know what to say, I keep quiet rather than make myself sound like a moron, because I know that that's the most likely thing that will happen.
I'm sorry that I'm so stubborn and annoying all the time. But it's hard to explain how it makes me feel--like a mindless drone, going through the same systems to end up like everyone else. I don't want to be like everyone else. I want to be different.
I'm sorry that I always make excuses and over exaggerate my pain to get out of things. I really am. But due to my past, and due to my present, I run when faced with a problem. It's easier to run. It's less painful to run.
I'm sorry that I'm willing to lie to get my way.
I'm sorry for everything.
I know I need to change..
But I feel like it would break me.
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