by Pinesong » Sat Mar 24, 2018 8:29 pm
Dear C K,
Hey there. Look who it is!
Aww, I'm sure you remember me. The girl who you misled, deceived and took advantage of for 7 years, victimising me into doing literally anything for you?
You're sick. I am honestly ashamed of you and I genuinely feel sorry for you! You know, I'm not even mad at you any more. I seriously just feel sorry for you. Heck, I even understand why you did that to me. For 7 years.
You did it because you wanted your life to be perfect. You spent every waking moment wishing for more, complaining about what you didn't have. You put all of your problems onto me and let me carry them on my back until I nearly broke.
You wanted a perfect friendship, too! You wanted us to be those two stereotypical girls who were BFF's forever.
Well guess what? nothing lasts forever, C and what you believed was your idea of a perfect friendship was the most twisted thing you had ever come up with.
true friendship isn't just wishing that your friend is happy and loved, wishing that they do great and are getting everything they deserve, it's wishing for them to be as happy as they possibly can be, and hoping that they do great, even if that means doing better than you.
Every time that I achieved something that I was initially so proud of, you got upset that it wasn't you getting it and manipulated me into being ashamed of my own accomplishments. I was your social slave, not your best friend. You blinded me into being this naive little girl who had no idea what true friendship was. I made the right decision to leave you in my wake and find better friends. Actual friends. You used to get so upset that I even had one other friend besides you. Well guess what? I surrounded myself with a whole group of people who love me just as much as I love them. I found people who are so genuine and caring that they always congratulate me whenever I accomplish something. They want me to do great, even if that means doing better than them. They actually care about me and all they want to do is see me grow. They have no toxic wishes to use me as their own stepping stone. They are some of the most truest people that I have ever met and you can bet that all I want is to see them grow and turn into even more beautiful human beings. They are the type of people that I am proud to call my friends. Just so you know, I'm doing great. I'm in an awesome place right now and I think I've finally torn free of the restricting hold that you've had over me for so long. I set myself free. I found real friends to spend my good times with and I did that all by myself, without you to poison my way into some twisted path that you crafted for us both. Now all I can hope is that you've changed. I hope nobody else has to go through what I did with you. I hope you're a better person. I am now, too. And I have so much more pride than to send this to you because I'm never going to stoop that low. I hope you find friends as great as the ones that I have now and I hope that you live a wonderful life. Although you live 2 minutes and 7 seconds away from me (and no, I'll never forget the time that we timed it) I know that I never want to see your face again. So good luck in your life. All I can say is that I'm glad we parted ways.
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Hey! I'm Pinesong
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