it.will.rain and Webmonkey 1x1

[rainbowwrowell]

"I want to. And I am. It's all my fault.." She murmured.

[it.will.rain]

Jax listened to her and shook his head. "No... it is not your fault. You had a good reason to get mad at me. I should have never said yes." He said to her. I really messed everything up." He said looking at her. "I hope you find the type of guy you deserve to date." He said to her.

[rainbowwrowell]

"I really wanted to ask.. could we.. go back out again?" She asked looking at him.

[it.will.rain]

Jax did not say anything for a moment. He looked at her. "You really want to go out with me still?" He asked her. "I thought you would want to date someone better..." He said to her. "You really do not have to start dating me again just because you feel bad about what happened..." He said thinking that is what she was wanting.

[rainbowwrowell]

"I really love you... Promise youll be good for good? Instead of making me feel discarded and as if I was being used."

[it.will.rain]

"I'm sorry I made you feel like that. It was not my intention at all. There are just a few really bad guys I got involved with that if I don't do what they want, I could end up in jail or dead and I did not want that to happen with him... I really do love you so much and I will never do something like that again because I hate losing you." He said to her.

[rainbowwrowell]

She nodded at what he said. She knew he had a rough day, and she couldnt make him feel worse. She wanted to cry. But she couldnt. Not near him at leadt

[it.will.rain]

Jax looked at her. "So if you are sure you are wanting to date me again, I would love that but it is totally up to you and you don't have to answer right away." He said to her. He sighed and put his hand on his head. It hurt a lot. He wanted to get out of here and go home.

[rainbowwrowell]

"I love you so much... " She murmured

[it.will.rain]

"Come here." He said with a small smile and held his hand out. He knew that she had a rough day and wanted to be there for her.