
Catalina looked at Rugar with pity, “You should come with me. We can make it there easily and you won’t have to deal with them anymore.” Despite her assurances his eyes remained downcast and he refused to meet her own. His tailed was tucked between his legs and his crystals seemed to grow dim. His body shivered underneath the moons light. He was scared, no, terrified and he had a good reason. His mother and father had treated him and twisted him into feeling worthless and powerless so he would never disobey them. He always answered their beck and call as soon as it happened because it was hard to argue with those who held power over you. Even worse, when no one else ever defied them and that when those who did, eventually would disappear or get hurt. She understood why, but she tried anyways.
Ruger could do live better, deserved better and living like this now... He would never be able to heal the wounds that he bore while among them. As long as he was here, it was like he was trying to heal himself using broken glass to stave the wounds in his heart. It would only make more and deepen the old ones. He needed help. But there was nothing she could do but give him an opportunity.
Hoping this would be the first step for finally helping him. But instead, he did not move towards her. Instead he took one tentative step away from her. Maybe he wasn’t ready, but when is anyone ever ready? Catalina wished she could stay and convince him, but there were still more pressing matters to see to. She could not wait for him forever. So she gave him one last glance before turning and walking away. Catalina almost felt like she should stop and stay but her feet kept moving and she took off into the dense forest alone. She could feel Rugars eyes on her back as she left.
Catalina made her way through the forest. Shafts of moonlight slide through gaps in the trees canopy that guided her. She kept to the shadows by the trees and was careful to not make excessive noise or leave deep foot impressions along the floor. Catalina’s late night escape would not be well received. Despite that she knew that she had to go and find the viscet known as Ichtaca. She had heard slivers about her from Morticia when she spoke to Bram. Catalina had learned quite a bit about this new viscet. She knew Morticia vehemently hated Ichtaca and equally seemed unnerved by this mysterious viscet. An important member of one of those other groups as well, meaning a territory forbidden, when Morticia's pursuit will come to a full close. That’s where Catalina needed to go. She had hoped Rugar would go with her but he did not want the help. At least not yet.
Quietly and deftly she moved knowing that they would all easily catch up to her when they found out she was gone. Her heart pounded at the thought of them creeping up on her and she fought the urge to simply run. Until her wings tasted the sky she was at a huge disadvantage and that unsettled her. She needed to find a space wide enough for her to take off but she had yet to find a meadow or clearing. Even a hill would suffice. It had been a long time since she felt such unease. She chuckled bitterly to herself. How she hated time.
Catalina used her nose to seek out the smell of wildflowers found in the meadows of this forest. Her eyes continued searching for expansive light that told her there was open fields as she trudged along her wings rustling with restlessness. Soon the soft moonlight glow became hues of orange and purple. She’d been searching all night yet not a single meadow to be found and now her jaw ached from tension. Deep down she felt as if Morticia had purposely picked this place and a stab of anxiety went through her. Quickly she chased those thoughts away nothing would come from overthinking and psyching herself out.
Instead she focused on making a plan for finding Ichtaca she wasn’t sure about all the details but she knew that Ichtaca had powers that even Catalina had not explored. The gifts from gods and the magic they bestowed upon her were enough to evil spear through Morticia’s heart with fear. That was something she hadn’t seen at all while she first began traveling with the group. Morticia never seemed to have any fear towards anyone or anything. But that night Catalina had overheard them while lounging in a tree she could hear the slight shake of Morticia’s voice. So that is where she would go.