by drift. » Wed Mar 21, 2018 2:04 pm
I wish I had muse, I would paint my hurt away haha...
like a failure, idiot, and im so damn stupid. fun fact- I've never been able to do anything right
I'm sorry that I let you down... I wish that I could say I'm proud..
Really? Don't talk down to me, that's not going to work, not this time. I know your frustrated and scared, so am I. But.... ugh idek what to do this time.
These voices in my head get loud, and I wish that I could shut them out.
I'm so sorry.. I've spent the last hours crying and I wish I could stop and talk to you, I only want to make it through the pain. And I don't like being this way, it's just like I can't escape..