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by haunting » Thu Feb 15, 2018 5:14 pm
oh my god i just wanna S C R E A M for hours. i'm giving up on school. i don't
know what i'm gonna do about anything. is everything always going to be so
uncomfortable? in psychology we're supposed to write a story about our life
and in detail where we see ourselves going - and in it, we're supposed to live
until the age of 90. when the teacher was giving directions she literally said
"and no, cody, you can't just croak at 30. figure out some kind of story to give
yourself." and it's like YES CALL ME OUT i'm so going to just slip away in like
my mid-20's just watch me bruh i'm not going to amount to anything kgdnfkg
ughhhh my skin is crawling i literally hate everything about myself and every
single thing i say and do but i love the world around me so much and it's like,
i wish i deserved to exist under such beautiful skies but whoops i don't

HAVE PROBLEMS WITH THEIR SELVES!
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XXXCODY MAXWELL - HE/HIM - ROLEPLAYER
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music is the most important thing to me,
and my biggest hobby
. (besides cleaning
but that's not as interesting).
.. i listen to
many
. different genres
.but the main are
hardcore,
.post-hardcore, midwest
. emo,
and pop punk.
... if on the off chance you
also like
. cleaning,
.. i have product reccs.
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STORAGE - ♪
CURRENTLY LISTENING ♪
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WE
X.X DON'T
XX TALK
XXABOUT
X.X IT


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by Vixem » Thu Feb 15, 2018 10:41 pm
I got bullied at school today,
I was bashed and teased, they smashed my
iPhone.
I told the principal but they snorted and told
me to ‘ not to get bullied again’.
I feel so alone and depressed. Nothing goes
right anymore, I’m stuck in a never ending
maze of torture.
I want the pain to stop, they can’t see how
much I’m hurting.
I cry myself to sleep every night because I
fear of going to school the next day.
My grades are low and I’m really far behind
in my work.
I hate my life, I hate myself.
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by Guest » Fri Feb 16, 2018 12:01 am
i'm srry to come back here again so soon but i just woke up into a???? anxiety attack or smth & feel awful so i think venting might help a bit.... if anyone wants 2 send like a simple comforting message or baby animals or distractions it'd b super appreciated bt not mandatory 💖
i like just woke up from a half dream state & started shaking & feeling super bad & kept thinking abt an intrusive thought (& symmetry??) over + over again n couldn't stop, no matter how hard i tried to change the situation in my brain/rationalize it n tell myself it wasn't something that would evr actually happen i still felt panicked & awful like smthn bad Actually happened evn though it didnt really.. i just did sm breathing exercises a bit ago & don't feel as bad but still feel a dread in the pit of my stomach n feel like vomiting bc i was shaking so bad,,,, this has happened before 2 me but it's the first time it rly got to me. i know i'll be fine though so pls don't worry too much if anyone is <33 i'm gnna drink sm water n breathe n try to drift off to nice thoughts, i just wanted to get this out thoughh hopefully the morning i will feel a bit better thank u sm for reading if u did
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by PixelChan » Fri Feb 16, 2018 3:19 am
My mind is making me forgetful and avoidant of schoolwork and now I am failing.
I've been pretty forgetful my whole life, but not like this. and I talked to my therapist about it, and apparently she thinks my mind is making me avoidant of school (basically making me forget about it) because it knows all my anxiety just comes from it.
I'm not doing my homework as much as I should, I don't study for test and quizzes (or barely do) because when I do it just gives me anxiety and I hate it. So my mind's like, making me forget about it because if I just forget about the homework and studying and do something else. It's so annoying. I'm sorry if this isn't making much sense but basically because homework and studying gives me stress, my mind just starts forgetting to do it. Because of this, I am failing a lot of my classes in school and my dad, teachers, and tutor have all been mad at me and telling me to do my homework, but it is not like I am choosing not to. It's a stress thing. Which really sucks because I don't know what to do about it. I wish I could make myself remember the importance of doing it and do remember to do all of it, as I know I'd be so much better if I did (I do quite well while in school), and it would probably take a lot more anxieties away from my life than just my mind making me not get anxious over having to do schoolwork and homework. I have somewhat discussed this with my parent and he just says I need to remember to record my assignments. I record all of them, i just forgot to look at them (because avoidance).
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