TheComfortCorner | V.7

[momincharge]

okay i don't exactly need comfort on this but-
is it normal to imagine characters from like a t.v. show or something around you ? and actually talk to them ??
sometimes i go to a point where i think the characters are real. i think they talk to me and i talk back. sometimes i go to touch them.
its like an overly-obsessed fangirl.
but the thing is, the t.v. show that i imagine to be around me is a family of killers, and i like to think that i work with them-
i highly doubt its normal. i would go ask my therapist but she would tell my mom and call me insane, and then my mom would bring me to a flibbin mental asylum or somethin'

it isn't normal
i'm not normal
thats good :)

it happened at school the other day and kids called me 'weird', 'insane', and a 'freak' and i just replied with "tell me something i don't know"
i mean, the whole characters thing might be because i have no friends and im desperate for some irl ??? i have like 2 but they treat me like a bag of crud. they physically and mentally hurt me.

but seriously. is. this. normal. to. imagine. characters. around. you.

[aespa]

man, i get how my friend is just super negative about
life, due to what shes gone through. i definitely get it.

but theres so much positivity i can do if she won't want to help herself.

i feel sad now, but its not my problem to solve.
im already trying to solve my own problems.
and i'm trying to be a good support system.

i can tell you one thing tho is that i am very determined.
im glad for all my friends and i pray they all get blessed forever

[Spearow]

My anxiety is really bad today, feeling scared and frustrated. I don’t want to do anything, I made myself get up. I don’t want to read, watch tv, play any games, or do anything i usually enjoy. I need to eat, shower, but don’t feel like it. I can’t stand feeling like this xc

[TheCuriousEspeon]

I cant do this... I really cant.
The one person i had has left me.
Im all alone now. Idk what to do.
Im losing it. Im a mess.

[pereyra]

I am so sick right now I honestly feel like I might literally be dying. It's probably just the flu and I'm probably just being dramatic but I don't get sick a lot and I just...
That, and people irl keep messaging me to get advice. Which, I'm usually okay with, but I swear if one more person to-day messages me about all of their life's problems I am going to vomit on them.
I just want one day off. One day.

[SpookyWindchime]

I give up on friendship!

[M0rute]

if you threaten me one more time that's it.

[- Alice -]

Well today was just horrifically bad. It started bad with a nightmare, death and fear ect ect. Woke me.up at 7 am 3 hours earlier than what it was meant to be. Unable to fall asleep i mooched in my room not feeling the urge to do anything than play games. Parents start nagging and i do something "productive" all their frickin cleaning. to top this off at 11am i get a text: hi *blank*, its your manger from work, can you come in and work 8 hours?" my internal response: heck no its my one day off. Yet my parents insist and i am forsed to work from 3pm till 11 aka now. During this shift, several drunk people came in shouting and messing up the shop scaring the living crap outta me. Once they left i was forced to work with the least useful and least hardworking member there. To find that there were 6 cages (takes an hour a cage) and it was now 7pm leaving us to work double as well as closing up shop. My coleage useless as he is left for 45 mins to have food. Forcing me to work as hard as i could. Being as chubby as i am i was workinh up a sweat and struggling a lot. Bursting into tears as i tried to face up the shop. When it finally got to closing i was exhausted my coleage taking forevdr to count up money leaving me 15 minutes late. Better still i missed the last bus and now have to walk 45 mintues in the freezing cold rain. Also on top of this my boyfriend who rants to me all the time and brakes down has been usless during my ordeal. Im just tired, cold, sad and wet.

[mean&gay]

so i've been gay since i laid eyes on my preschool carer, but now there's this girl that i fancy. and it's not the sudden change in romantic preference that bothers me- i can handle that. it's the fact that it's this girl in particular. because she is so utterly horrible to me. she's possessive and violent and we aren't even dating but i just can't get her out of my head. i'm so disgusting, i don't know what's wrong with me. i think it might be because she's the one person who's honest to me. i often get paranoid that all my friends secretly hate me. i don't feel that with her, since she's so up front. so up front that it physically hurts me. literally. she treats me like dirt and i don't like it one bit but at the same time i'm not going anywhere any time soon. it's like stockholm syndrome except i'm hardly being held captive. i can't tell if she likes me or not. it's problematic.

[motherofpearl]

Not feeling that great.
Looks like the things I wanted to finally get done will be impossible.
Josh wants to make me food, but any homemade food sounds unappealing.
All I want is fast food. Yet I feel nausous.