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by sundayskies » Mon Jan 29, 2018 2:51 pm
Iβm crying for the dumbest reasons ever on a Sunday.. Iβm crying because I miss my grandma. Even though we never saw each other that much because she lived thousands of miles away.. and she even died last year, why am I so emotional now??..Iβm also crying because I canβt raise my hand in class. My anxiety wonβt let me.. life for me sucks right now and I donβt know how to feel better

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by Spearow » Mon Jan 29, 2018 6:41 pm
I have this hollow feeling in my chest that feels as heavy as a bag of bricks. I feel really hurt. And its making me feel really frustrated, impatient and just overall a bad mood. My feelings are hurt, and my anxiety has been bad. My depression is making me not want to get out of bed and I donβt see myself having a future. Iβve been dealing with this since I was very young (fourth grade), and now over twelve years later with things left unresolved from my childhood, my friends betraying or leaving me, a lot of heartache, and I feel worse than ever. I tell people all the time that things will get better for them, but its so empty when better has never come for me.
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by bleak. » Tue Jan 30, 2018 1:06 am
we took this girl in. we fed her, we invited her into our home multiple times. I thought she was a really good friend until I found out that she was an impulsive liar. She stole $90 from my room and still continues to lie about it. I went through her backpack this morning at school and I found it. It makes me sad that she values money more than our βfriendshipβ.
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by cornspurrd. » Tue Jan 30, 2018 6:50 am
Okay, I get It, I know.
I'm A waste Of time, I Know I'm Worthless
I Know I'm An Idiot, I know That Your tired of me
I know I drive you crazy? So Stop
Reminding me, I'm tired of it.
I've tried to be better, I tried really hard
and nothing came out of that So I give up.
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I'm Desperate to talk to somebody
I haven't been able to say much more
than a couple words to my friends
In the past couple of days Because
My parents Took my phone away
And I really need somebody
that I can talk to. I have no
friends in school, and I wouldn't
dare mention anything to my parents
Because They make me very uncomfortable.
So I'm stuck And miserable
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by Spearow » Tue Jan 30, 2018 7:40 am
i really want to talk to someone but i canβt even get the right words out iβm still processing it
my friend has court today, he didnβt tell me he got arrested, he didnβt tell me he was on probation and then violated said probation, and he tells me all this as iβm about to go to class. iβm by myself and no one to hug ortalk to, iβm having an anxiety attack and now i donβt want to go outside because my eyes are red
if he gets convicted heβs going to call me, and i donβt know what time that would be. iβm so sad, heβst friend and even though heβs been lying to me i love him
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by saint » Tue Jan 30, 2018 8:21 am
well
im shaking
and in pain
thanks dad
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