TheComfortCorner | V.7

[cornspurrd.]

I feel so worthless.

[rachiechu888]

My mom makes me so mad - I just don't understand her! I'm almost an adult but she still treats me like I'm 12. She got upset that I'm "not doing stuff on time and being responsible" when just today I didn't to the cat litter/clean the bathroom and was busy on my computer (but forget about the times I've unloaded the dishwasher without her asking and managing to stay on top of my classes). She told me I'd have to be off my computer/phone by 9pm and would lose privileges and have consequences if I didn't follow my bedtime...seriously?? It's so frustrating because it feels like I have to depend on her (she doesn't even work full time, but relies on other people's pity and handouts) - I don't have a job, and I don't have a car that I would need to drive myself to a job, and I don't even have my license. It just makes me so mad; I graduate in about 4 months and I don't know what I'm even going to do with myself after that - I feel totally unprepared for the real world... I'd appreciate if someone could PM me to talk about it ):

[BORB]

I miss you. I know it sounds crazy but I am just counting down the days until I will be there, or until you can visit here. You were supposed to have four more months here. My eyes are swollen from crying so much. You mean so much to me and it really sucks that you had to go. You became one of my best friends, and you were there for me even when my other friends weren't. When they left me, you were there. Smiling through the pain. And I admire you so much for that. I cannot even imagine how hard it must have been, being in another country while your mom is very ill. I know you needed to go home. But I need you, and I miss you. I hate the world for taking you 4,540 miles away from me. Even though there is nothing I can do I wish every day to see you. The gifts you gave me still smell like you, and that scent makes me want to cry but also incredibly happy at the same time. You have brought so much to my life in the short 5 months that you were here, and you have no idea how much that means to me.. how much you mean to me.
Danke, dass du meine Freund bist.

[jellybutter]

will i ever be a good person? i mean, i really try but i always set myself back. i always tell myself to stop but this time i mean it. i talked to michael for a long time before snapping out of it, then started talking to brandon- those people are possibly the WORST people in my grade. i shouldnt be talking to brandon, he's such an idiot. i need to get it into my head that this isnt acceptable-
i think it's come pretty clear but i'm not sure yet. we'll see tomorrow

[mean&gay]

this is so stupid lol

there are a few semi-lit roleplays i really really want to join, but they're all containing the same group of users and i feel like i'm barging in on their clique and they're gonna get sick of me. i'm pretty sure they're lovely people but like i'm still paranoid and keeping my distance. and it's not like they're private rps, they're open ones, but still, i get all nervous. i get worried i'm not literate enough, either. like, these guys are so good with their words. lmao.

[wriolette enjoyer]

cried myself to sleep, woke up feeling super depressed.
today was the worst day yet to come. first we had to dance the English waltz and i was paired up with a girl that hated me and i hated her back, now here is where the drama happened.
i asked the teacher, a MILLION TIMES to pair me up with my best friend or preferably someone else more decent than the person i hate, but he refused. i asked him so many times but he kept ignoring me, so i gave up.
i walked over to e (we'll call her e) and told her to get up because we have to do this and she dead straight told me that she didn't want to do this and that it was a stupid idea and of course, i agreed because idk why we were dancing the waltz???
anyways, i placed my hands where i should and she says;; yeah i dont want to do this, to which i replied;; i do not either but we have to, it is a task after all- she just ignored that fact and sat down. i went to the teacher and told him what happened and he comforted her and nOT ME? THEN WHENEVER HE YELLS AT ME AND TELLS ME TO DANCE, I CANT BECAUSE I HAD NO ONE TO DANCE WITH AND YOU CANT, LITERALLY CANT, DANCE THE WALTZ ALL ALONE? i looked like a fool today. i kept telling him the same thing over and over but he didnt care, he only yelled at me even more. i gave up-
then the bullies kicked in.
it was during maths and i was doing the usual work, proportions n junk, then this girl who hates me for being a pansexual human, and bullied me physically for it, took my pen and asked after she took the pen; can i see it
i replied with no because that uncultured swine doesnt even know how to ask????????????
then i take my pen from her hand and she turns around to the person who was sitting next to her and told her: wow she is so ugly
tHE SAME THING HAPPENED DURING FREAKING MUSIC CLASS, BUT THEY BOTH LAUGHED AT MY VOICE AND ME INTRODUCING MYSELF AND TELLING ABOUT MYSELF. i got a little confused into putting things into words and everyone laughed at me for it.
then i was literally crying in front of my grandparents and they didnt care.

[taetxe]

I'm trying to cut off someone who was my best friends for years, but we're just not close anymore..
She hurts me everyday and says she doesn't mean to, she acts and makes me feel like I'm not even there when we're together with my real best friend.. Even if she doesn't mean to, she's not considerate enough to try not to. She's in almost all my friend groups, almost everyone I know knows her.. And everyone loves her and everyone but my best friend and my family thinks she's a freaking angel..
It's so hard after everything we've been through. I don't want her in my life anymore.. But how?

[danibo]

hhahahahaha i cant keep a relationship
my girlfriend of three years just broke up with me saying she kissed her best friend hahahahahah stab me

my mom doesnt think im transgender
nobody does
everyone thinks im just your pansexual cisgender female who thinks she's a guy because she likes females
hahahhaha i want to die
my mom doesnt want me to have feminine clothing if i am male
my mom keeps asking me why im thinking this
"i dont like my body"
"my name"
"my hair"
"my pronouns"
etc and i just oof

[Renmy]

I have heard of this thread before and I wanted to make a post to you all.

You are all very strong and will go far in life you just need to keep pushing forward like you have been. I know sometimes today may seem like the last day you can do it but I am sure other days seemed like that too. Keep pushing through just like you did those days and remember you made it before and can do it again. I am not good at responding and I am new to this site I do not think I can send messages but ya.

[momincharge]

inhaLES// i just suddenly became angry oof
like seriously, i dont know what happened.
i just logged on, started posting in my normal
forum games i participate in, started working
on reply's for roleplays, and i just helped a few
people who posted on this thread, but after helping
this one person i just felt- angry? i don't know. heck-
welp, seems like me. hot-headded, stupid, h a
i tried to think about my crush which usually
helps but didn't, not one bit.
don't bother replying to this. no one has ever
replied to me, why on earth try and help me now?
no one cares anyway.

oh, and dont tell me you care, because within
the first 5 minutes you walk away from your
computer or electronic, you'll forget about me.