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by Spearow » Wed Jan 24, 2018 3:48 am
I woke up having an anxiety attack and still feel really stressed. xc I hardly slept last night and I can hardly keep my eyes open in my shakespeare class. I’m trying my best this semester not to give in to my depression. I dragged myself to class today. I just want to go home and try to sleep. I’m so exhausted, I haven’t beed able to sleep well for days. <_>
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by eleutheromaniac. » Wed Jan 24, 2018 7:42 am
one of my best friends died three weeks ago. he was sixteen. his entire immediate family was on a plane coming home from costa rica. no one on the plane lived. people keep saying it gets better. they say to give it time. i've given it time. it hurts just as much as it did the moment i heard the news. the moment i read the articles. when i read his name. when they had the memorial service. when they buried him. it still hurts. i don't know what to do.
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by plecostomus enjoyer » Wed Jan 24, 2018 7:55 am
I feel stupid. I feel lied to.
they made it seem like she had hurt them.
I thought I was defending them and nobody bothered to tell me it wasn't true.
who else is deceiving me. another reminder not to trust. I hope you're all happy. up go my walls again. who needs trust when you can have self isolation and doubt and distrust of everyone around you.
I thought I was being helpful. anyone who knows me knows that's all I want to do is be useful and helpful.
well, I guess I WAS useful. I was a source of entertainment so they could laugh at me.
so i guess im happy in a way. i did what i set out to do. even at the expense of my fragile self confidence i made people happy. feel free to keep laughing at me, it's ok.
hi im luce! im a disabled adult player. my pronouns are it/it/itself and hy/hym/hyr.
i love fish and i have two dogs, a border collie mix named rosie and a hound named chance!
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by hakuu » Wed Jan 24, 2018 8:20 am
a girl fell in love with you, she loved you for who you were. you'll never get that anywhere else. not when you took her and destroyed her like you're destroying yourself. you want to be accusatory and make snide remarks? go ahead. she's not ever going to love you again. not when you treat people like garbage, and treated her just like the rest of them. truly, you are the dirt underneath her pretty little shoes.
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by illusion. » Wed Jan 24, 2018 9:08 am
Can I have a hug
To all of my friends on chicken smoothie,new and old ,I am sending this message with deep regret.i will be leaving the forum as I no longer feel welcome.it is hard for me to admit to ,but know that I can do so as you are all all an amazing ,understanding group of people,I am being bullied.now I have admitted to you ,I feel more able to cope.so farewell and thanks again.
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