TheComfortCorner | V.7

[Gifting Dogs]

So im offically fat.

221 lbs at -removed-

I really dont know how to feel about this. I just want to crawl into a hole and never come out....

[kököchin]

is it weird i don't feel some emotions anymore? as life goes on -- my new, unwanted life -- i find that its easier to not care for others, besides the necessity of family members, who i truly love. relationships seem unwanted -- more like not needed. no one comforts me anymore and when they do i get angry ;; i don't know why.... i think they don't understand but what do i know? i don't know what they're going through ;; it used to be so hard to push away others but why is it all of a sudden so easy. why is it so easy to tell them i am not fine. and all the same no one believes in me. even though i have my parents they get more frustrated these days when i can't perform like they want me to do so ;; they say things like 'i don't care,' but i do ;;


responses are not necessary but know they would make my day and spread some light into my life ;; thank you all for being there for not just me but for others, especially when there are not others that can help me in my everyday life ;

[v1s10ns]

Small warning, my post mentions suicide. I do not go into details or anything serious but please be aware if you are sensitive to that kinda stuff, even if it is just a simple mention. If you are uncomfortable with this post, PM me to edit it or PM a mod to delete it, please, I'd hate to cause a stir.

I really don't know how to feel.

Apparently, someone from my school took their own life yesterday. I missed most of the announcement, but caught a name and heard the part about grief help. I assumed the worst, and just a few minutes ago my suspicions were confirmed. I didn't really know the guy, aside from seeing him in the halls, but I can feel the grief in the halls. Even though I can tell everyone is acting normal, I can assume they all feel it, too. I've always heard about this kinda stuff, and assumed that the hallways would be somber, with people crying and stuff, but it feels so normal, too normal. Someone took their own life, and the world doesn't even blink. It's scary to think that the world will continue without us, and eventually we will be forgotten.

Rest in Peace, Michael I never had the chance to know you, but I've heard great things about you. And I apologize if I spelled your name wrong :')
Edit: god, why do I feel so horrible? I never even knew the guy! I'm seriously on the verge of tears after my mom texted me a prayer to think. It's been a long time since I've felt like this. I need advice, if anyone could shoot me a pm I'd be grateful.

I know roght? It’s like nobody seems to notice. This happened in my school a few months ago. My heart goes out to you!

[Lazy.Ferret]

It feels like there is a hole in me. A big ol' hole in my chest. I can't fill it. I failed to fill it.
Also there is an everyday coldness in my body and heart. I feel like blue (it sound stupid but i feel like the color blue).
I'm falling apart. Into little peaces. Slowly fadeing away. Being rude, sarcastic, dosen't give a dang the whole day and getting back home and thinking: "I messes up.. I'm messed up...'
Is this depression?

Everyone keeps telling me that I'm stressed. When I try to tell them they reject it and say that i can't feel that way bevouse i have "everything".
Is this depression or just a faithful love for sadness??

[momincharge]

i don't understand how people
can always say 'it'll get better
soon'. how long do i have to
wait? it doesn't get better.
it never does. don't lie to me
like that when i tell you
how i feel about myself. wow,
you can come to me and say
how 'insecure' you are and i
comfort you, but when i go
to you, all you say is 'it'll get
better soon' and go to your
other group of friends and
call me an attention seeker.
i ain't not attention seeker.
im diagnosed. bullied. my
parents don't care for me.
hah, if anything your the
attention seeker.

[revvington]

It hurts. I know I laugh, but it still hurts. Why are ya'll so optimistic about things, and you make fun of what I like? I know I've said some things, but I meant that jokingly. I know you guys have your own opinions, but come on. Eugh I've said too much... this is stupid.... just some venting..

[vicasterology]

i turned an entire fandom against each other
because i exposed a celebrity for making a racist comment
i started an #overparty so everyone would know what he did
and now people are attacking me,
saying that it wasn't even racist,
and just completely overlooking it.
they're all saying "block out the hate with love!!1!1"
but excuse me if i don't want to love a racist
i'm not spreading hate, i'm spreading the truth.
die mad about it.

[skorch]

talked to the school's 'therapist' about issues and it didn't help

[vicasterology]

i turned an entire fandom against each other
because i exposed a celebrity for making a racist comment
i started an #overparty so everyone would know what he did
and now people are attacking me,
saying that it wasn't even racist,
and just completely overlooking it.
they're all saying "block out the hate with love!!1!1"
but excuse me if i don't want to love a racist
i'm not spreading hate, i'm spreading the truth.
die mad about it.

okay update
i'm getting so much hate.
i'm being called a snake
people are sending anonymous hate to my sarahah
this girl is attacking my friends and girlfriend
i just don't know what to do honestly
i'm crying
i'm hated
i always felt safe in the editing community, and i would run to this fandom for comfort
but now i have nowhere to go

[Azure Dreams]

I get if people hate me, I'm pretty annoying and kind of pushy. I'm selfish and I victimize myself, like I'm probably doing right now. I just wish that if they did they would just tell me