by drift. » Fri Jan 19, 2018 5:07 am
I told my mom to keep this new obstacle in my life a secret until I could get a grip on all thats happening
But she had to make things worse
I knew you would overreact like you did
You didn't need to apologize for what you did... I know I deserved it, I'm just glad you are no longer blinded,
that you remember who am to you.
You may be popular, but I'll never see you as one of the cool kids, so please, don't track me down and don't make a scene in front a lot of people.
I'm grateful you didn't yell, but seriously..? I know you're scared, I think your'e more scared than I am, and I know you'll be by my side for days on end, and telling me everything's going to be fine. We were so young but you were determined to stay as long as you could, I loved it when you would sit beside me. I loved how pissed your mom got that you could be catching the fever as well, but every time she left the room you were right back in the same place. You shouldn't second guess your worth, because without you I could never have made it out of that so unscathed. it isn't your fault, your words and actions didn't do anything.
You were there for me last time, you don't have to be this time around
You have a life, baby... Don't let me drag you down with me. University should be your priority.
I won't remember what happens. Just know Your spot in my heart is too big to be drowned out.
I love you so much, and you won't ever know how I really feel, I'm too much of an introvert and scared of what you may think.
It's clear how you feel, I just don't know what to do. We've had our ups and downs but I'll stick with you, until I can't fight anymore I'll be here.
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drift. on Tue Oct 09, 2018 2:22 pm, edited 1 time in total.