TheComfortCorner | V.7

[skypoppy]

I’m just ???? I can’t make new friends, and my anxiety is so bad around people I don’t know... I feel like everyone has no interest in me and I come off weird. Even my closest friends have other friends, I just can’t ?

[motherofpearl]

So my mom is pregnant and due in a couple of weeks.
It's a high risk pregnancy. I mean, she's 40 years old and has had some trouble with blood clots in her lungs. When she is ready, they are going to have to hospitalize her for 4 days and induce her.
She just visited me (i'm out of state and haven't seen her in over a year) and before she left she said to me that she visited incase she didn't make it during the labor.

It's all I think about now.
What if that was the last time I saw her?

[dakotapaws]

can someone whos okay with talking
about gender and listening/advising
about worrys questions and fears
pm me please

its about my partner and i and
im crying and stressing out

its one thirty am now
but ill try and respond

[Vixem]

My friend was staying the night and decided to look through my iPad while
I was taking a shower. I have nothing to hide from her since there’s nothing
inappropriate on it.

She found my roleplay character sheets and information in my notes. She
started laughing and said “what the hell is this?”, “You roleplay?”, “That’s
so weird, lame and childish”.

I brushed her harsh comments off with a laugh and replied “no, it’s for someone
else online. I just need to store it for them”. She didn’t believe me and just
smirked. I feel like she dislikes me now, although we’ve been friends for 5 years.

I enjoy role playing and get a ton of hate for it, which I don’t normally listen to..
but hearing it from my close friend upsets me.

She’s not a bad friend, she just doesn’t understand the concept of roleplayers-
cosplayers-gamers.

[Blueberry]

My friend was staying the night and decided to look through my iPad while
I was taking a shower. I have nothing to hide from her since there’s nothing
inappropriate on it.

She found my roleplay character sheets and information in my notes. She
started laughing and said “what the hell is this?”, “You roleplay?”, “That’s
so weird, lame and childish”.

I brushed her harsh comments off with a laugh and replied “no, it’s for someone
else online. I just need to store it for them”. She didn’t believe me and just
smirked. I feel like she dislikes me now, although we’ve been friends for 5 years.

I enjoy role playing and get a ton of hate for it, which I don’t normally listen to..
but hearing it from my close friend upsets me.

She’s not a bad friend, she just doesn’t understand the concept of roleplayers-
cosplayers-gamers.

No! Own up to it! There is nothing wrong with role-playing or cosplaying! As your friend, she should accept you as you are. If she decides she doesn't want to be your friend over something as small as that, she doesn't deserve to be your friend. Have pride in what you do! Role-playing is great <3

[kidcandy]

I feel so lost all of the time now,,
I don't know what I want to do anymore and I feel so stupid.
I hate myself so much..

[Athaerys]

Ugh, I freaking hate relationships and myself.

You dont have to reply if you dont want to

Bit of backstory. A few months ago I had a dance performance practice, aka I was staying after school to practice for the performance. During that time my bestfriend brought her friend (M) over to my group. We were both antisocial, but got along. Fast forward to the dress rehearsal. We were both in the locker room changing into our outfits and just getting along yada yada. At this point my best friend, and another mutual friend started shipping M and I together. At this point we have already hung out together a few times and have gotten to know eachother more. Later at the end of the month, she was hanging out at my place since she had nowhere to go for a couple hours, and we were chilling. Right before her mother picked her up, I asked her out since I thought what I was feeling was attachment to her and she said yes. We were happy together for a bit until I was thinking on how my feelings were entirely a rebound over the last major crush I had on another friend and how we really rushed into a relationship. Now Im really just uncomfortable being around her and her constant showering of gifts.

I should have known that I would regret getting into another relationship so soon after a huge crush. Now I feel like crap for leading her on and she still thinks Im interested... I hate being a hyper-romantic with commitment issues. Nothing good ever happens if I like someone. I should have learned my lesson...

[momincharge]

rejection is f u n -

[snowdrake]

so, this is a more minor thing I guess, but it's still bugging me a lot and I'd highly appreciate some advice.

I have been together with my boyfriend for 1 year and 2 months now. we're happy together and I don't think I'd want to live without him. but a while ago I started feeling like... I don't know. maybe I'm starting to love him 'less' if that makes any sense. it's not like he's not treating me well or anything, actually, it's quite the opposite. sure, we had a few fights here and there but they are usually resolved very quickly. I have no idea if it has to do with me constantly being extremely stressed due to school, the emotional confusion I had when my godmother visited us for the first time after moving to america 5 years ago (I am very attached to her, she's like... my very best friend and I have gotten a bunch of psychological 'difficulties' because she left us, but that is a different story) or just general slight depression (I actually don't know if I am depressed, never had depression before, but I show signs of depression according to the internet?? I know the internet isn't a doc but I don't want to go back to therapy because of something as small as this). anyways, I don't know what to do about it. on the one side I have this strange feeling that my love for him slowly fades away but on the other side I am so scared of losing him like... what is even going on with me?? this is now a bit more serious and maybe it even has to do with my problem but I think I have a crush on my boyfriends best friend. and I feel absolutely horrible about it. it's weird, I know, but it really started ever since I had a weird dream about my bf's best friend. yeah. I know. I'm not normal. I am so scared that I might do something I shouldn't do when we celebrate my next birthday. why can't relationships just be a little easier??

well, anyway, here's the next thing (I have many problems I know lol): I still can't open up around my boyfriend's friends and family. it's fine if we meet up with his best friend and the friends of this best friend (they are also the friends of me and my boyfriend || so many f r i e n d s lol), but tomorrow we'll go on a birthday party of my boyfriend's brother's friend and her group of friends (also the friends of my boyfriend and his brother) and I am already feeling nervous about it. it's not like they hate me or anything but it's not like they care a lot about me either. I just don't know what to talk about with them, how to behave around them etc. last time it ended up with me drinking a few 'glasses of confidence' too much because I was so nervous and almost scared that I ended up making myself feel sick and we had to go early. I just don't want to embarass myself again or force my boyfriend to go home with me early because I always do that crap when I get nervous on parties. with his family, especially his parents, it's just that I don't know how they 'work'. I don't know where their boarder is when making fun and talking about any kind of topic so I just end saying nothing and generalky bring shy. and in all honesty his mom is kinda weird. don't get me wrong, she's a nice perdon but... in the time I've been togetger with my bf I have already seen her cry like 3 times. she always switches her mood extremely quick and gets upset and grumpy about every tiny thing and then there are the times when she's like.. constantly laughing?? I've never met a person like her and I guess it's just confusing me. also the way they celebrate birthdays etc. they still party like they used to when they were 18, which I am definitrly not used to from my family. I always feel so incredibly weird on these parties. It's not a bad thing, I'm happy that they can still enjoy their time like this (unlike my parents) but I just always feel like I'm such a weirdo and I yet again end up being all shy.

Gah, I'm sorry about the long text! TvT
Again, any advice would be highly appreciated because I don't know what I'm doing anymore TvT

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