TheComfortCorner | V.7

[critter]

I guess I'm just going to fail spanish.
It doesn't matter.
nothing does.

I'm going to talk to my teachers and staff about doing the course online.
I can't catch up and I'm having anxiety attacks everyday because of this class.
I'm not going to make it.

[illusion.]

i want to disappear , at least i wouldn't be a burden to anyone. i cant live like this anymore, I'm not strong enough, also its not fair on everyone else.

[illusion.]

I'm sorry

[i<3 wolves678]

mmm what a terrible week this was
i sure do love it when i start randomly crying for no good reason
i sure do love practically having an existential crisis when i get my awful mock exam results back, start thinking about the future, and draw the conclusion that i'll outlive everyone i love and die alone
i sure do love it when the thing i thought i was over starts again but this time i don't have a councilor
i sure do love people thinking i'm good at something when in reality i can't do anything without ruining it

[cornspurrd.]

I;m going to mess this up
I'm going to mess this up
I'm going to mess this Up

And I'm going to loose her.

[kishu.]

wow, isn't this great? i'm trying so hard to cope with this situation, and my mind
is completely clouded by worry. boy, i cannot wait to have my millionth outburst
of crying. (pm me)

[Sarish]

*shaky inhale, shaky exhale* Heck.

[Vixem]

My mother and I had a massive argument, I was trying to tell her I have a boyfriend.

She doesn't like me dating, I've tried asking why but she avoids the question, I wish
she'd trust that I'm mature enough to be in a relationship and I know how they work.
I'm not a baby anymore, I know how to deal with real life.

I'm already somewhat living by myself for a few months. I know how to cook, do the
laundry and protect myself. She trusts me to live on my own so why not trust me in a
relationship?

I mean, it's not even her business, to begin with. It's not her relationship, so she doesn't
need to boss me around. I'd have to admit, my relationship is a lot better than hers, so
I'm the one who should be giving her advice.

[bug;‌‌‌‏‏‏‏‏]

so
I'm turning a year older on Monday
might end up in the hospital on that day
but that's okay I guess
I don't want to eat
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I want to lay in bed all day and do nothing
I want to cry
but I don't get what I want in life
and for years ive realized this
ive been trying and trying to get better
nothings happening
ive always been stuck with one friend
ive always been lying
I don't know what to do
I want a mom that cares
I want a person that can help
I want to have a relationship with a small animal
I want real friends that I can be honest to
I want to be noticed
I want a hug

[♥RaspberryRedPanda♥]

Some crap from earlier this week:

He made my mom cry.
She wanted to help him - and he turned her down.
He hurt her.

He hurt my mom.


I will never forgive him.