just
✧ wow ✧
i know this is a relatively dumb thing to be upset about
but i've been having a stupid art block
and on some of the sites im on lately ive been getting literally 5 messages a day
like on dA all my notifications now are watch
and i want to post something but i mean i either cant find inspiration or something gets in my way
and on top of that i've just been getting jealous of
everyone
like it seems like whenever im in a terrible mood
or have an art block right now
my friends, irl and online, always are like on top of the world
and it's so frustrating
and the way they act sometimes also is just ;;
like two of my friends recently both got featured on this site
and i'm just literally losing a follower or two a day
ug h h h
oh and did i mention that two of my friends [online] are having suicidal thoughts?
and i dont know what to do
i want to help but i dont know what to say
and one friend is at an age where she should not be doing / seeing / saying certain things
and i want to tell her but again, i dont know what to say
and then there are irl friends??
i mean there's this one guy i've been becoming close(r) friends with lately
and i mean ive had ;; feelings
for him before and
now my friends every time i talk with him they do these annoying things??
like they give us looks
my friend today gently whacked me in the back with her binder
and i'm glad that they do that when i'm with him and not some other guy
but at the same time it gets all a bit annoying ;;
let's see what else
can i get a pm by any chance?
i think i need to dump some stuff
✧ wow ✧
i know this is a relatively dumb thing to be upset about
but i've been having a stupid art block
and on some of the sites im on lately ive been getting literally 5 messages a day
like on dA all my notifications now are watch
and i want to post something but i mean i either cant find inspiration or something gets in my way
and on top of that i've just been getting jealous of
everyone
like it seems like whenever im in a terrible mood
or have an art block right now
my friends, irl and online, always are like on top of the world
and it's so frustrating
and the way they act sometimes also is just ;;
like two of my friends recently both got featured on this site
and i'm just literally losing a follower or two a day
ug h h h
oh and did i mention that two of my friends [online] are having suicidal thoughts?
and i dont know what to do
i want to help but i dont know what to say
and one friend is at an age where she should not be doing / seeing / saying certain things
and i want to tell her but again, i dont know what to say
and then there are irl friends??
i mean there's this one guy i've been becoming close(r) friends with lately
and i mean ive had ;; feelings
for him before and
now my friends every time i talk with him they do these annoying things??
like they give us looks
my friend today gently whacked me in the back with her binder
and i'm glad that they do that when i'm with him and not some other guy
but at the same time it gets all a bit annoying ;;
let's see what else
can i get a pm by any chance?
i think i need to dump some stuff