TheComfortCorner | V.7

[FooFarny]

my physio therapist told me I need to use a wheelchair now because my legs are becoming too weak to do anything. I have cerebral palsy and lately I have noticed I can’t walk as far anymore. Last year I was able to walk for like 30 minuets at a time but now I can’t even walk less than 5 minuets. It’s heartbreaking for me. I knew this would happen but not this soon. I’m having a hard time dealing with this and I want to cry honestly.

Like why now? Why not until im 30 somthing not this young. Ugh the only good side to this is that when I go back to America next year my Nan won’t have to push me around in a hire wheelchair (getting a powered one).

Any advice would be great..

[pathogenic]

I'm going to mark this, and say,
if anyone needs to talk, go ahead and PM me.
I will try and respond whenever I log on.
I'm a seriously open person, and I really want to
help people as much as I can.

But,

I'm going to share something and hope someone can
give me a lil' support on it though. This is only one
of my many problems but, I need to work on the most
important one first. This isn't even all of it.

Recently, I've been getting into more fights with people.
Only two people, but the same people over and over again.
I've been getting more tired, and been practically
dragging myself out of bed, unlike my past self where all
I had to do was just wake up.

This isn't normal of me, and I have been avoiding any
human interaction for two weeks so far.
I'm not one to be a recluse but at this point, I don't
know whether to avoid these two father figures,
or confront them on the problem.

They both make me upset either way, both being complete
different problems with massive branches branching off.

Does anyone know what I'm facing ?

- Niitrous

[onion]

im miserably sick and nobody cares about me so thats great

[Xenohazard]

tw death, abuse

My grandma has been in the hospital for maybe a week and a half to two weeks? Shes been kind of in and out for it the past few days saying shes going to die and actually might. They lost her vitals once already but were able to rescusitate her. Shes in a lot of pain and i just hate to see her like this.

My grandma is the one non abusive member of my family who is even still alive, and without her I dont know what to do. I dont know how to deal with the verbal and physical abuse my parents put me through even though I'm not even living with them anymore but theyve been shoving themselves into a situation my boyfriend and I are having without our permission and have gotten themselves court involved with it.

On top of that: i have no friends and nowhere to go. I can't open up to anyone. (counseling is too expensive. I am in the US and I have no healthcare and dont make enough to do that when i gotta pinch pennies for food sometimes.)

All of the people i knew from highschool are all too busy adulting now. And the other online community im apart of can be toxic and overwhelming and likes to invalidate everyones vents or issues. Theres just this one group that loves to be pety and hateful because the rules there are so lax.

And I have no friends on CS anymore. I had sorta stopped playing for a while and everyone i knew is either gone or doesnt want to be around me because I've changed so much as a person. I hate being ignored all the time when i try to participate so all I do is lurk here.

I cant handle being so alone.

[TanukiiTricks]

i got yelled at by my mom just now because she is sick of hearing me talk about psychiatric service dogs and how they could help me function if they were allowed in the uk.... ;o;

[billie eilish]

day three of wisdom teeth surgery recovery.
they warned me today would be the worst day but i didn't believe them.
my entire head hurts and i have a coldsore in the inner corner of my mouth.
i am miserable. save me.
despite being miserable i still feel guilty about missing school and dance and play rehearsal and a meeting today.
ugh

[ghostmaker]

i’ve hit peak bottom with how i feel about my art. nothing i draw seems worth it, it all looks like trash. the thing is, i’m almost constantly surrounded by people who are way better than me at art, and no matter how many times i tell myself to stop comparing my art to theirs, i can’t stop myself from doing it. there are rare times when i’m happy with my art, but i just end up hating it afterwards.

everybody has told me the same thing. “oh, don’t compare your art to others, and practice daily!” no. i can’t. i can’t even look at my art, much less practice. practicing daily would just lead to me being even more disgusted with my art. but, i really, really love to draw. it’s so fun, and i just love it. i can’t exactly do something i love if everytime i do it, i feel like throwing up at what i’ve done.

[watts]

i promised i wouldnt cry over him anymore
and yet,
here we are

[belacqua.]

would maybe like a pm and someone to talk to but you don't have to.
i honestly just give up.

it isnt funny anymore.
i dont want this. there's so much pressure on me to make decisions no child should make. they're so scary and i cry all night because of it. everyone says they understand but THEY DON'T!!

i wish i had friends with heart conditions that i could talk to like normal friends do
but would understand. would laugh at the same jokes.

i dont want this anymore
tears stream down my face but no one cares. i'm so ugly it hurts. please don't tell me i'm pretty or anything. no matter how much i slap on i look awful. i look 9.
i just feel like giving up. my chest hurts and my legs are giving out faster.

sigh i'm gonna play the sims all night now.

[CaticomarArt]

I hate that grief hits at the most random times. Like, I'm fine for days or even a week or more, and then out of nowhere I just remember my best friend is dead.
I wish I could tell someone about the him I knew and not the him they knew because he made so much magic.
But I guess him and I are always going to be unfinished business now.

I know how you feel tbh. My parents are dead, most of my pets are dead. I would be having the time of my life! I would be laughing with my boyfriend or having a grand ol time on its own. then all the sudden I FEEL THE DEPRESSION OF TERROR. But dont worry! You can tell us ALL ABOUT HIM! Its fine to talk about the people we lost, so then we can start feeling more better. and, its always best to remember the times you had with them, then that will immediately bring a smile to your face. and as long you were the best for him, then everything will be ok