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by nana » Sun Jan 07, 2018 8:41 pm
i'm so tired of this roller coaster. of me being so so tired during the week days then on weekends getting 12+ hours thus wasting my day.
i can't keep going to school and be called fat and stupid by the one friend i have. i'm so so tired of everything.
i'm now 170 pounds. because i just can't do anything else. i can't take showers or do anything related to self care because i'm so tired. i try to fall asleep at like 9 or 10 pm because i wake up at 7 am but i just sleep for 2 hours then wake up and don't fall back asleep. ugh.
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by pjnk » Sun Jan 07, 2018 8:45 pm
i think my crush has a girlfriend.
but that's not what's annoying me.
he always gives me hints as he's flirting with me. and then i find out he is with someone?
and of course that someone isn't me...
k lol well um rip broken heart x2

now all my emotions are all cause of you
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by rookie rook » Sun Jan 07, 2018 8:50 pm
mike wheeler wrote:i think my crush has a girlfriend.
but that's not what's annoying me.
he always gives me hints as he's flirting with me. and then i find out he is with someone?
and of course that someone isn't me...
k lol well um rip broken heart x2 :)
Eww, I hate guys like that. No loyalty whatsoever. You're lucky he didn't ask you out then started flirting with other girls. I'm sure that feels much worse
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by saint » Mon Jan 08, 2018 2:58 am
i feel so bad and guilty right now.
friday i was with the school nurse
and we discussed my eating problems
and then she asked, what had made
myself like this and what caused my
anxiety and low moods. i couldn’t
help it, so i said my dad was the cause
of it. he is the cause, which i hate
admitting because i love him with all
my heart yet he just shouts all the
time at my ‘wrong doings’. i told her
that he shouted in my face at minor
things and threatened to break my phone.
a few times he even pushed me and
hit me..
she said it was domestic abuse.
abuse. oh my god. it’s such a strong word
and i started crying at that, since my life
is so messed up and i get nervous about
everything because the image of my dad
saying that i’m a constant disappointment.
i remember when i was young and in first
school, year five or something and i used to
hide behind the sofa. running from my
own father. because i was scared of him.
i’m still scared now.
i’ve lost count of how many times i have
cried during class, one time in maths
i remember; my mum had completely
blanked me the night before and she
was constantly mocking my crying
as if i was pathetic. the girl next to me
asked if i was okay and i said no,
that i wanted it to end. that i didn’t want
to be here anymore. so i walked out and
had a stupid panic attack which i haven’t
had in a while. i was lucky i had so many good
childhood memories with my friends to help
calm me down. i had my best friend by
my side helping me. god, i’m so embarrassing.
the nurse said she was going to call some
people for help and advice and she will see
me again on Tuesday. i just don’t know what
to do. did i do the right thing in telling her
or have i just disappointed?
sorry. i really needed to vent, no one has to
reply. i have no idea if i’ve broken any rules
but i’m just glad that i typed this out.
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by winged-backpack » Mon Jan 08, 2018 4:36 am
my inbox is always open for anyone who needs it <3
I hope whatever is going wrong in your life gets better, and I hope you have an amazing day!
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I'm going to my friend's house tomorrow, and I haven't seen him in a long time, and while we've been apart I've kind of fallen for him??? We talk on snapchat a lot and we're really close, but i'm pretty sure he isn't into me? I'm not even sure what he's into tbh, he's FTM trans and I'm non-binary (AFAB) so idk if I even fit into his preferences?? Sorry just needed to vent that somewhere, not a huge problem ^^
Also, there was a big fire at this university I applied for, which means I'm probably going to have to wait even longer for a response :-/ No-one was hurt, it was put out pretty quickly, I've just been waiting for weeks for a response because it's kind of my dream school. Don't need a response, just needed to vent ^^
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by obsessivehoarder » Mon Jan 08, 2018 6:45 am
why does everyone always cancel on me? At least d would tell me he was coming but s just doesn't show up. Why do I even bother trying???
I love trading, hoarding, and gifting
My Main want right now is pets with no legs.
Auctioning this bunny
Im looking for no legged friends. they all are on my wishlist. looking for quantity. please pm me with the link to the group. this way you can continue to add as you wish

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