TheComfortCorner | V.7

[~ V ~]

im so nervous
im horrified
its been so long since ive last seen her
how would she react when i tell her?
would she approve of the fact that im gay?? why do i care about her opinion so much??
its not like she's been there for most of my damn life so why do i suddenly need her approval so bad?

im worried
im a total wreck.
i know my dad is disappointed in me. he tries hiding it but he still acts so differently and distant
i can't approach him about it without freaking out and tearing up, and just . . .
i don't want to disappoint my mom like i did for my dad
she's arriving here tomorrow and i don't know how the hell im suppose to face her.
i feel like im suffocating

This is who you are. You can’t fight something like this.
I’m sorry your father doesn’t seem to support you, but at least he tries his hardest. Stay strong love, you’ll feel better after this is all off your chest. You are no disappointment. You are the wonderful, beautiful you. Don’t feel shamed to tell the world who you truly are. c:

Trust me, this world will become more accepting eventually. <3

Feel free to PM anybody

~ V

[motherofpearl]

I have to talk to the woman at the front office of my apartment complex about the fact that I don't have rent.
It is already 2 days late.

Not sure I have the strength for that.
I'm gonna cry if the word 'evicted' comes out of her mouth.

[momincharge]

my girlfriend just broke up with me and
a girl on a different site decided to make
lies about me.

f u n

[PixelChan]

why is my mom yelling at me because i threw away a piece of chocolate i dropped on the lawn two days ago? my brother started crying and calling me an idiot, when i threw away my chocolate that he was supposed to have. my mom said it would be gross, so i assumed he wasn't allowed to eat it. so i threw it away and now everyone is screaming.
someone's on her period. -.-

Oh sorry, that sounds pretty crazy. Similar experience happened to me with my cousins and grandma with candy, actually...

[motherofpearl]

it's kind of frustrating realizing that you're putting too much faith in people
it's too much to ask for a friend willing to check up on you now and then, or make sure you're okay, maybe chat with you willingly instead of you having to initiate every conversation or when their other friends are just too busy to talk to them I guess
it's too much to ask for someone who won't make me their last choice. even among strangers, I am the last choice in everything.
I am the ugly girl at work and in friendships. I am the unwanted forced friend.

But even if others make you feel that way, there is always someone who would LOVE to be your friend and want it to be special. Be patient, someone might come along

I grew up changing schools a lot so I actually don't have any friends that I am close to from my childhood. But I always find that new friendships can be just as rewarding. <3

[spaceface;]

a few negative things have been going on in my life, and i'd just like to get them off my chest.

I. why do some people give up on others so easily? i've never understood. when i form a relationship with some
one, i do all i can on my part to keep it strong. some of my friends, however, are breaking away from me. it su
cks to watch the people you love walk away from you.

II. my family had to return one of our rescue dogs to the shelter. she was my favorite. my mom insisted that sh
e was too stressed to take care of her... even though i was the one doing that..? she was stressful, but she wan
ted to do the right thing. you could tell. she was eager to please.
she has a cherry eye, and i'm worried that no one will want to adopt her. there's a possibility she'll get euthanized.

III. i'm probably moving. i told my mom that i didn't want to-i like my house and my life right where i am, but she ba
sically told me that she doesn't care and i can't do anything about it because i'm not a full-grown adult yet. she only
wants to move because she wants a bigger house.
so, just because i'm under eighteen, my opinion doesn't matter? i hear this all the time and i'm sick of it. i'm still a h
uman being. i still have feelings. why do some adults just not seem to care?

there's no need to respond. i just wanted to rant a little bit.

[kalcifer]

Honestly, everything about life just sucks right now.

Nothing is really going wrong but I still just feel so down and tired ALL the time. My mind is kinda just dulled out and I'm struggling to think about everything and I just wanna sleep and then it becomes nighttime and my brain is just plauged with thoughts I don't even really want to talk about right now.

I've lost all and any muse I once had for things I'm passionate about, every thing I do to do with my passions just feels like another chore and its seriously affecting my relationships with friends and family.

At school I feel like I just need pull through and smile at everyone and pretend I'm just like any other happy normal human being but I'm sick of acting like someone I'm not. It's like I've put a happy mask on and now I'm worried what people will think if I take it off.

School seems 10X more stressful despite nothing really changing. I've tried stress relief pills but they just made me feel sick and caused me to get anxiety attacks whenever talking to anyone.
I'm also currently seeing a therapist about it but it's not really getting anywhere and it just feels like a lot of effort to go the the meetings and get nothing out of it.

My parents are just blaming me for everything, telling me to eat more cause it will give me more energy, or to just grow up and that my issues aren't that important and that I'm just not trying hard enough.

You guys don't have to reply, you probably have better things to do with your time then just talk to me about my issues, but if you do feel the need to discuss anything then please do it via pm. Thanks for reading I guess.

[billie eilish]

wisdom teeth removal tomorrow morning. all four of them.

also why is it so hard to find someone who will trade their malk mutant

[illusion.]

Can I disapear now

[Spearow]

Trying not to think about it, but tomorrow is the anniversary of the day I had to have my lilac siamese euthanized. Its been three years now. She was 16 years old. ♥ I miss her a lot and I know she will be on my mind a lot tomorrow. I'm also moving this weekend back to university in the city. I miss my girl, I hope a part of her lives on somewhere.