TheComfortCorner | V.7

[Spearow]

Ah haha I don’t know what to do with myself. ^^ I feel a little better after taking a bath but the stress is already creeping back. I’m so tired, and I’ve been so anxious. I feel guilty if I sleep. I get on here and don’t have anything to trade so kind of just ghost over the forums like a creep looking in through a window at people. ;0;

I went up to the city yesterday to pay my rent and bills, I have $25 and change left on my card. :3 I’m not even worried about it at this point. But while I was going up, knowing it was going to work out, I just started crying in the car. I feel so broken inside.

One last thing on my mind. I had to have my one and a half year old maine coon euthanized a few months ago, his name was Elliot. I called him my handsome prince. I miss him and I feel so bad for having to do that to him.
There is a community stray around here that would hang out with him, and the neighbors started calling her Ellie. Ellie and Elliot. I decided I would spend the money I would have spent over the years on Elliot, on Ellie during the time she has left. She is over 16... I know its illogical. But I feel bad inside, taking care of another cat with the same nickname “El”, when my El is gone. I miss my baby boy

[cainhurst]

everyone just keeps on leaving this world and i can't take it
i can't do anything, i can't help them, i can't save them, i'm powerless and it's disgusting
all i can do is watch them all willingly slip away, again and again and again, like sand through my fingers
one day, none of them will be left and i'll be alone and i don't know what will happen then
none of them deserved to be this broken, none of them deserved to be this desperate
i don't know whether i want to cry, or scream at the top of my lungs, or do both
i can't do anything. i'm useless. if i can't protect them from the world, i'm just a waste of space after all, no matter what they told me.
they were probably lying through their teeth to protect me, when the only thing i was ever good for was protecting them
i feel like i'm going to throw up

[NyanCatAndHelloKitty]

crying over stuff that really i shouldnt )': but my chest hurts and im sad

[Zørrø]

Okay, I’m unsure where to start.

A few months ago;

I fell ill. I was constantly coughing, suffering horrible pain in my chest and
lost almost 15-20kg. I thought it was a common cold, and the result me not
eating proper meals.

A week ago;

I had my first seizure, which had never happened before.

I was rushed to the doctor’s (The E.R may have had bigger problems to deal
with). The doctor said he was very concerned with my breathing patterns and
wait loss, he advised us to go to the hospital, where they would get x-rays of
my lungs. After the x-rays, the nurse said she needed to get a tissue sample
complete, so we went through with it.

My mother and I were told I had lung cancer and was lucky to get diagnosed
early (if you are found with lung cancer after a few years, which may of spread
in various please, you only have a 4% chance to live the next 5 years).

I’ve had surgery complete and 4 weeks from now, I will be starting chemotherapy.
I’m extremely anxious.

-

Not only is knowing you are diagnosed with cancer scary, but when you don’t know
if you’ll survive. My family has had a past with cancers, it mainly runs on my
mother’s side of the family (she is a proud survivor of breast cancer).

-

I’m afraid I will not be able to play ChickenSmoothie anymore, I may get sicker
and will not have access to my laptop and tablet. I’ve made some awesome friends,
this community is absolutely amazing. I’ll miss every one of you and never forget
the memories I’ve made with you all <3

- Parizon 01.03.2018

[critter]

its been 3+ months when this depressive episode started and I can't stop it.
I regret so much over 2017, I'm actually so grateful that I made it to 2018.
I never thought I would. My birthday is coming up in 3 days and I am so glad I get to see another birthday. I really hope I get to see what 2018 has in store for me and what many years to come have for me. Please don't stop now.
I want to get better, its so hard. I just want to sleep and never wake up at this point. I really hope that I can keep up this act.
I don't want my friends and family to know, not even my girlfriend.
I wish I was better.
I wish I didn't think like that way I do now.
I want to be normal.

I hate it, my heart aches over something I still feel guilty about, I have some toxic people in my life that I cant get rid of. I hurt so much right now, I wish that I can be the perfect friend, but I cant and I want to get rid of the bad and push in the new but I can't and these thoughts attack me and destroy me. They put me out of commission and I stop working. I don't sleep properly anymore, I stay up late and sleep in so late. I want to get better for her, I want to get better for them. I love my new found family. I hate me.
I'm not skinny.
I'm not as smart as I was.
I'm not pretty.
I'm not straight.
I'm not happy.
I'm not going to be ok for a long while.
So please just wait for me.

[ﻬ elysian ﻬ]

I had a pet fly for ten minutes, he was really chill and was on my fingers doing whatever, it honestly looked like he was cleaning them lol. He didn’t fly away when I picked him up either ^

Then my brother walks in and kills it?

I know it isn’t a big deal but I’ve never liked hurting any animals, including bugs (unintentionally). It really upsets me when I see an injured or killed animal... the fly didn’t deserve to die.

He was so adorable :c

[jasp]

i think i've broken my finger whoops
so here's the story;
so i was in the pool and my grandad
was throwing a tenis ball to catch and
i caught it but it bent my finger back now
it's all swolen and sore, and i cant move it.
also, it's too early to see bruising.
i'm on holiday and everything just feels
so overwhelming at the moment.
is it too much to ask for a hug?

[General Chaos]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Thats all I needed thank you...

[Mooshidog]

My dog, best friend, love, is going to the er tomorrow.

She is getting X-rays to make sure she is alright. She's been sick lately.

Please please send prayers for her. I'm scared out of my mind and she's gonna be gone all day tomorrow. I'm extremely scared for the results and I just need some prayers sent my way and just comfort... My anxiety is very high ;;

[Kit-Kat]

My medication is making me really sad and anxious right now, but I don't want to be a burden and ask someone to keep me company hhhh