Siddy wrote:It's late, and I figured why not
1; I'm complete furry trash, and a total dweeb.
2; My girlfriend, OC's, drawing, and my pets are the only things that keep me sane,,
3; I have very little self confidence, I wear my jacket nonstop, and people are constantly asking if I wear actual shirts.
4. I have a fetish for spots, plaid, and vanilla smelling objects hhh
5. I love cliche things so much I can't even
6. I'm very sensitive, I can't take being yelled at unless that's what I wanted to happen/I expected it. Like I can't even be told no sometimes without getting quite upset.
7. I have these random moments where I crave dried out Chinese rice from buffets so bad it literally haunts me and stresses me out if I can't have it hhh qAq
8. I have collected rocks, and almost anything for years, I have a hoard that I'm yet to organize.
9. I have gotten back into Pokemon, and Quilava is, and will forever be my favorite Pokemon.
10. I can't make 'internet' friends at all, and all my friends I currently have talked to me first because I'm kinda shy around a lot of people, I'm getting better though I think,,
yIKES,,, the original post about is three years old now! So I figured I'd post the differences!
We've come a long ways.
1. I'm still a furry, and my arts really improved since then!
2. I'm no longer with the same person, as they turned out to be extremely toxic, but I do have a boyfriend now who has been my best friend for three years 💕 We're both serious about this, and I truly can't imagine not spending the rest of my life with him, whether it be romantically, or platonically!! Drawing is still used as a form of grounding.
3. This has EXTREMELY improved. I can now wear nearly anything I'd like to, and I've even been lifting weights for the last seven months! My hoodie is still a comfort object though.
4. Oh god I can't believe I used that word omg,,,, I still wear plaid flannel all the time, and the perfume I wear sometimes is vanilla lace from Victoria secret 👌 So yes, that hasn't changed!
5. I still love the smaller things/cliches!! Everytime my boyfriend sings to me, or anything like that I melt omg
6. Still just as bad. Less so the no thing however. It's improving over time. Little did I know, my gf at the time was contributing to that anxiety a lot, and was probably at least 50% of the cause.
7. Oh god this is still just as bad lmao, by the dried out bit I just meant not soggy. If I crave things nowadays, it's definitely Chinese food, or various types of sweets.
8. Still collecting, except more seriously! I did get to organize it too! Little did younger me know, I'd actually get a ton of showcases! I may even major in some sort of geology for college even!
9. I have always been a Pokemon nerd, once again, more seriously collecting now however. I have over 5,000 trading cards! Buizel has definitely become my favorite Pokemon. Sorry younger me.
10. Less shy!! Lots of confidence building!! I have a few people I talk to all the time! Starting conversations with people however, especially in real life has only kinda improved. Small talk is a great starter!
Definitely proud of how I've grown/changed! I'll have to do this again a few years from now!