- dear g,,
oh my god you never knew how much i loved you. i am missing you horribly and a photo i just found set me off-
i loved you so much, and i'm so sorry. what they did is unforgivable. as i speak, i am sobbing. there will never be
any other like you. you were so special, so different, so strong. my life has never been the same and i have been
beaten down so, so many times. everything was better with you. without you by my side, my life has been a
mess. it just went downhill from there. even though it's a new year now, i can't forget you. i hope the horrible
people i am forced to live with carry the burden they have weighted on themselves with them forever. i don't
understand how anyone can take something like that so lightly. they have ruined my life too, you've not alone.
i miss you with everything i have to give. i should have stopped them, shouldn't i have? i should have told some-
one. but i didn't. and now i'm broken.
i miss coming down to see you. you made me happy. you always waited for me and understood life. nothing can
replace you. your existence has made me question life and learn more about myself, my 'family', and my friends.
you have done so much and it hurts so bad. please don't forget me, wherever you are. i just wish you could come
back one more time. please. anything.
your favorite hooman,
a