TheComfortCorner | V.7

[acura,]

I make too many mistakes.

People hate me because of it.

I try to explain to them,

Why I make so many mistakes.

But no one ever listens.

No one ever hears my cries for help.

I feel worthless. But that’s alright,

Because no one ever notices.

So, I’m invisible.

Which means, no ones ever going

to notice my sorries, apologies or my cries for help.

So.

Everything’s fine.

[Spearow]

Day two or three of being sick and unable to talk. I feel so nauseous Idk if its the antibiotics or what but I don’t feel good. I’m tired and I can’t sleep, just been so anxious and restless idk what to do with myself.

I wish I could just feel okay for once, I’m always sick. I’m so tired. I’m so tired of being sick. <_>

[M0rute]

i was trying to tell my mom that i was upset, melancholy really, and she started talking about how she thought i was trying to argue and yell at her, and start a fight. everyone thinks that I just try to start fights on purpose, and that i 'enjoy' them,
and i like proving people wrong, but nobody cares to even try to ask me my opinion, they just try to cover up the situation with an apology and put it in the closet with all the other skeletons. i dont understand why everyone likes making me feel miserable, and that nobody actually cares, i'm just another bother to them, i don't matter t them, my opinion doesn't matter.

you can pm me if you want,, idk

[Sarish]

Heck.
Because of my heart conditions I have to drink a lot of water a day. And I am a person who is very much not fond of the taste of water unless it has ice cubes in it, and even then I have a hard time forcing myself to drink it. I have to be careful of making sure that I drink enough, and winter can be a particularly bad time if I'm not careful.
Had to go to a family get together for a good portion of today which didn't help because I didn't drink any water while I was there and I have social anxiety and all that jazz.
Got home and almost passed out. That was probably the closest I've ever gotten without passing out, and I stayed on the ground for a little over 45 mins. I unfortunately did freak out which probably didn't help, but they managed to get our dog to help with some dpt. That was a big help, and I'm surprised he stayed as long as he did considering he isn't a service doggo.
I always get a migraine after almost passing out, and gosh I somehow forgot how bad they can be. And then comes the 'would it be better to just pass out'? But I don't think it would because there's a higher chance I'll panic after waking up from passing out and I'll get a migraine anyway and I'll feel off for a while. Especially these days. The last time I passed out I was outside for a long time in the heat, I stayed out for a while, freaked out and because there had been emts already there and I was bad off they had to take me to the emergency room. I usually don't go when I pass out, but they were concerned enough that they thought I should go. But I felt like absolute rubbish for about three weeks afterwards, and that's not an exaggeration. I'm not sure what was different, but I had a migraine for five days, and then after that I just felt listless and tired and cold and unsteady and weak. Fell over once and had a nice bruise on my hip.
I'd rather have a migraine for a few days, I think. At least we never go to a New Year's party.
*sigh*
Everything else I have to do will suffer. Slower, sleepy, less perceptive. Forgetful. Rambling. I've been pretty good at keeping up with drinking water recently... heaven forbid I forget for one day...
We're gonna try to get our doggo to sleep with me, but he's like a bird in that he has a very set schedule and doesn't like it changing. Doesn't like sleeping in a different room. Oh well.
Drink water, kiddos.

[jasp]

ha, i love being called a snake
for caring about other people.
hisss hisss hisss 🐍

[cornspurrd.]

Its just now setting in
they are gone
forever

[Zørrø]

Hmm.

No staff member has replied to my help ticket,

I wonder why it’s called a help ticket when they
don’t even help ಠ_ಠ

[FooFarny]

I wish I had a roleplay partner.. but I guess I’m so bad that no one wants to rp with me.. the only reason to being on cs was to rp with me.. but no one will.. what’s the point? I don’t even have any friends on here.

[starryeyed]

empathetic? i need to be more empathetic?

em·pa·thet·ic
ˌempəˈTHedik/Submit
adjective
showing an ability to understand and share the feelings of another.


i dont know where youre coming from, but ive been nothing but understanding and all youve done is drag me through hell. other people have their own struggles and if yours are so bad you need to see someone about it, especially with the way you talk about wanting to "get better."

nothings gonna frickin happen unless you do it yourself. i know at least that much.

ive given so much, yet i receive so little, and youre telling me to be frickin empathetic??

just stop talking to me, please. ive had enough.

a pm might be nice, but also if someone else has asked, talk with them first, please.

[dxrmon]

they'll kiss your feet while they stab your back