@Lmbiom
ive gotten away with not having a partner as well lol! well, I'm glad you can relate to my situation. and yeah, I was wondering why he didn't just pick a group for me.... I mean he asked me to find a group at least 2 time while I was just standing there nervously, I think it's safe to assume i needed some guidance for finding a group.
But really, it does make me feel a bit better knowing there are others like me. It kinda lifts my spirits, so thanks for the reply.
and @fika.
yeah, he really comes off as rude sometimes without really knowing it. I guess you could say he's a bit passive-aggressive. anyway, yeah I was pretty embarrassed, lol but I will try not to feel ashamed for it.
I guess I'll make small attempts at making friends, but its very difficult because many people have their small cliques and aren't really that approachable. and whenever I try to say something I instantly feel very awkward and alienated. Anyhow, thanks for the reply. When I saw your post, i felt a bit better and hopeful inside, thank you.