TheComfortCorner | V.7

[Keir;]

ignore me. i hope they didn't see this;; sorry if you did;;

[Autumn Ghost]

Wow, it's been a long time since I've posted here but I just need somebody to talk to about this because it's just gotten pretty rough over time. So i've started a new school and I can't be with my best friend anymore, I've known her since I was four years old, it's not like we can't see eachother anymore, it's only like a half and hour drive from our houses but not being able to see her every single day is getting so tough. At my new school I talk to tons of people but they've known eachother since preschool and I've never felt so left out, people talk to me all the time but here I feel like I can't be myself. I feel so trapped and especially when people have been friends forever and I'm just here. There's nobody, nobody that i can really consider my friend, even the people o talk to, the people I sit with everyday, they really aren't my friends. It's so tough just not feeling like I'm belonging, I wish i could see my best friend everyday and I can't and it's getting so hard because I miss her, I text her everyday but it's not the same. Everybody, since the age of four knew we were the best of friends but I know i'm being so repetitive but I hate going to school, I hate having to be with people I can't talk to like I would my friend or having the same jokes with them. I've never felt so entirely lonely in my entire life and it hurts so bad.

[doryphoros]

i really want to come out to all the people at school, but i don't want to be harassed for it. there's some super right-wing people at my school, and even though there's some people that i know who are publicly bi or gay, it still gives me anxiety just thinking about it. i just don't really know what to do, and it's stressing me out along with school in general.

and i almost had a meltdown in alg today. i literally almost cried because i couldn't get this one problem that was actually super simple?? i mean, i never had major problems with my social anxiety before but today, it just felt like everyone was staring at me and judging me and laughing at me and it was actually torture. i was on the verge of simply running out and crying in the bathroom, that's how bad it was. it went away but i honestly don't know if i can keep my composure if that happens again.

[Flannels]

i wanna make cs frens but it feels like ppl brush me off?? ;v;
i feel silly aaaaaaaaaaa
i jus want pals bc i have none irl

[onion]

i wanna make cs frens but it feels like ppl brush me off?? ;v;
i feel silly aaaaaaaaaaa
i jus want pals bc i have none irl

i feel this rly hard... ive been here since 2012 and i dont really have any friends i keep in touch with. it makes me sad :(

[friend.shaped.mono]

I don't know how to fix her
I can't fix her
she calls for help but then she rejects the people who reach out to her
I want to help her
i want things to go back to normal

what have i done?
all i want to do is help her feel better
shes right,
im a horrible person
i bet that if we had never met, she'd be so much happier


all of this
was caused
by me
theres nobody else to blame
but me

[christina.]

my depression has been rapidly getting worse here lately...i really want to get back into therapy and try to heal but its so expensive and i cant get too many hours at my job. its just rought yknow? i just want it all to be over but its only getting harder

its the time of the year i think. its always around this time when i start to feel messed up and down. my dog notices it too which is super weird but comforting. he watched me and sticks close to me. its like hes glued to my ankle

at this point i dont even know whats wrong with me. all that bad stuff is in the back of my mind and i dont even think about it that much unless it pops up in dreams (which is kinda often) and the cycle of gross feelings starts all over. its just little general things that set me off and a whole roller coaster of emotions comes with it. i get stressed about school and suddenly im upset about everything and i feel like the world is crashing down

its just...its really hard right now

[maninkari]

Had to see my friends already broken family get essentially torn apart when they found his dad died. I never got to meet his dad in person, it was something I looked forward to while we were dating. That sucked. I know it's selfish because my friend definitely needed the emotional support, but I wish it didn't happen while I was there.

[kishu.]

i don't know but.. i feel like my self-esteem has been lowering down a bit.. i'm afraid that i'm not good enough for the ones i love. i did something really stupid and it made me feel guilty.. my mom is ashamed of me, my dad's ashamed of me.. i literally broke something that was vital to the kitchen last week.. and my mom is quite peeved at me. she literally told me that i should be more mature than i am since i'm old enough and such.. of course it made me incredibly guilty and i ended up tearing up a bit being the sensitive person i am. i feel like i'm a failure to my parents for what i did..

a shoulder to cry on would be nice. (like a reply oof)

[kiwikweenie]

hngd I don't know what to do I'm uncomfortable in this 1x1 roleplay and we only /just/ began it today. I don't want to do it anymore and we're not friends or anything so...I just, idk what to do
I'll probably just end up ignoring it like I do for a lot of things tbh

in another group rp separate from this one I feel like my writing is sooo inferior to everyone else's. ugh this is why I don't normally do group rps I get too overwhelmed ghddoj
these problems are petty but

I just want break to come so my friend can get on and we can continue our roleplay, I miss my outlet for my emotions