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Then, it hits you. Every eye in the room really is on you. For some reason, every man, every woman, even every child is staring. Most are trying to be subtle, but the children, well, they don’t know any better. Their jaws hang open, whispers flying around you. This trip is more and more bizarre, but you thought you were past this.
The car accident had left you with scars, both emotional and physical. Stares were nothing new, when your body was not only burned but also practically destroyed by the windshield flying inwards. You weren’t unfamiliar with gawking and pointing, or even crying. Now however, you looked normal. A plastic surgeon and a generous donor family had allowed you to look normal again. Ironically, a car accident had stolen from your body and a car accident had given back to it.
Pushing those dark thoughts aside, you stepped up to the counter and set down your packages and your money. “Mailing first class for the package and 3 sheets of stamps please.” You smile, looking expectantly at the clerk.
The silence that meets you is deafening. Even the children are quiet now, everyone looking at each other. The clerk is staring as well and now, you’re just getting mad. This is absurd. Sure you have a scar left but it’s not that bad! Your jaw is shaped properly, your nose is rebuilt, everything from that devastating day was repaired and now - even now, you’re still a sideshow for people!
Your hand shoots out and snatches back your package and money. You don’t have to take this, there are other post offices! Heck, it’s only a fifteen minute drive to the other one in town. You storm out the door and let it slam shut. It was supposed to be a soft close, but surprise, surprise, that’s broken too. The glass rattles and you get in your car, breathing heavily and looking like a mad man. Fumbling, you shove the key into the ignition and start driving.
Three annoying songs, two red lights and four barely dodged squirrels later, you pull into the parking lot for the other post office and get out. You’ve cooled off now and are ready to face the people in here. You know you have a faint scar of course but the plastic surgeon did a good job with reconstruction and grafting so it’s barely noticeable. But days like today, well, they make you very aware of it. You just want to get this mailed and get home.
Entering, you sigh, only now remembering why you went to the other one in the first place. This place didn’t even have a machine. You had a scale which you had to use yourself and a window to ask for stamps. Once the stamps were on the package, then you could take it to the clerk and it could be verified. A longer process which meant more workers to handle and lines to lengthen the wait.
However, this office was the same. All eyes were on you, staring and nervous for some reason. Clenching your fists, you stalk up to the stamp window. “Four sheets.” The money is slammed down on the counter and you hold out your hand, wordlessly taking the stamps and putting the appropriate number on your package. As you walk up, people move out of the way, staring and whispering to each other.
When even the clerk won’t speak, you have had enough. “What?! Not enough to stare at the scars, you have to act like I’m some pariah? Too good to talk to a man with a few scars?! Well buddy, it used to be a lot worse!” The clerk only raises a shaky finger and points behind you. There are always missing persons posters, we’re on a trucking route and no one sees or mails more than truckers. Sometimes they’re a bit slow getting to us but honestly, it can’t be that bad. Then I turn and see what they’re pointing towards. Or, more accurately, who. On the most recent poster, there’s a picture of me. More accurately, the man who’s face was donated after the accident.
It was new technology but I qualified and the hospital was contacted, being told that there was a match and that I could regain not only function, but appearance. Maybe not mine, but certainly not a face that would make children cry. But, it was donated. He had been in a car accident. I spoke to his family. But if he was missing, who had I spoken to and why did they have him? Would I ever know?
The next thing I knew, the police were there and while I was being led away, I looked back and saw someone else watching. A woman, holding a stack of posters, staring heartbroken after me. He had had a family, a family other than the ones I spoke to and now the man they’d spent so long looking for was on the body of another and being put in a police car. How could I have been so blind? And who had set this up? It was donated, I didn’t pay anyone off. Someone in the hospital had to have done it, someone with influence who could set up a person being taken. So the only question left was this.
How many more were missing?

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