TheComfortCorner | V.7

[Carnations]

I always feel like there's just one person watching and judging me at every moment, even though I know there's likely not, and it's starting to make me feel really nervous

[Ploegy]

So my mom called me today to tell me she might have to have another major surgery soon and it really just upsets me cuz I thought the one surgery this summer would let her get better and I wouldn't have to worry while I was away at school, but unfortunately that doesn't seem to be the case at all.

Ughhhh now I'm even more stressed out than I need to be.

[basil!]

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[Bastiodon]

It makes me so upset when my friend is happy because I'm never happy she's my only friend and she lives 30 minutes away from me She always says how much Ive bothered her,, why doesn't she just leave me if I've been such a horrible friend? I just want to feel loved I don't know

[Zørrø]

Here I am, back with another post.

This morning I woke up, quite refreshed although my sleep was terrible..? I’m feeling way better than I was yesterday, I had a good talk with some people for 3 hours and they really cheered me up <3

I’ve been feeling a little self conscious about my weight lately. I dont know if I’m average or overweight, I’m leaning more towards overweight. I’ve seen girls talking about how they’re betweeen 45kg-50kg which makes me feel horrible since I’m more than that. I know I’m still a teenager and need to grow into my body but I can’t help but feel a little jealous that some of my friends have awesome toned bodies with abs. I’m not the competitive type of person but I am unhappy about my weight and maybe my friends will like me more if I have a body like theirs?

My mum is actually making a workout for me (since I told her about my weight). For once it feels nice that my mum and I aren’t fighting, maybe things will improve more in the future :)

If anyone has any advice on diets or healthy food choices could you please pm me <3?

[snakescales]

scaring myself with my own thoughts, i don't know what to do

[Raikki]

*deep breath* this is going to rant ok be prepared
So for a long time now, I’ve identified as pan. Always female leaning, but not too much! I could’ve pictured myself with a guy.
But over the years,, it slowly became so much more female leaning. To when I couldn’t imagine myself with guys, where now I’m at the point where it disgusts me.
But earlier this year, I denied it. I did a horrible thing I regret.
See, there’s this guy. Our families know each other very well. So, one morning, I slipped a note in his locker. And he said yes.
At the time, I guess I was... happy? Because I was accepted. Yet due to some events I couldn’t attend the dance. So I didn’t get to experience it.
Now, he asked me and so I wouldn’t hurt his feelings, I said yes. The dance is in less than a week and I’m getting sick. He’s asked me out other places before this and each one felt so... wrong. Every single one I tried to avoid until I couldn’t.
The dance is in less than a week and I can’t hold it in anymore. I’ve started avoiding him, I’ve been feeling sick to my stomach. He’s so nice as a friend, but nothing more than that. And I made a commitment. I feel like such a horrible person for doing this, it’s all started by me. Now I can’t get out of it.
It’s all my fault the misery I’m in right now. For accidentally leading a close friend on.

[nana]

My entire life I've been the same way. And I just figured out why.
I've never been first. Or even second. Or even third. I've alwas been fourth or fifth or last in everything. In some of my hobbies. And in life. I've never had a best friend, or girlfriend/boyfriend. I want one so bad. So I can feel first. So I can feel loved. I've never been loved before...

[sillies]

Is it weird to have love at first sight??? Like I'm not used to this feeling???

[carnivorous.]

Is it weird to have love at first sight??? Like I'm not used to this feeling???

It's completely normal! Love at first sight is quite lucky indeed though, get to know them well before choosing if they are the one for you ^^. Good luck!