TheComfortCorner | V.7

[Keilime]

Please, don't mind me. I just need to get this off my chest.

Lately, I've been spiraling back into the pit of mental insecurity that I fought so long to get out of.
I feel even more lost, even more insecure, even more anxious; who and what are figures of truth in
my life, and why can't I seem to distinguish them anymore?

My anxiety is catching up to me, and compliments just... don't seem to resonate. They bring self-
doubt instead of warm emotions. Maybe that's it; my low self esteem has finally turned from a sad,
pathetic joke to something that truly is tearing me down yet again. It's a beast that cannot remain tamed.

Whenever I try to tell others, a voice in my head tells me they'll look at me like a freak. They'll run
away and leave me here, stranded to deal with it once again with my heart poured out on the floor.
How can I mend a broken mind myself, if every attempt has ended back at square one?

I just wish I could find security and trust again.
I know this was a pointless and pitiful rant but.. I guess, I just feel alone, even though support is so close.
In fact, people have tried, but it must be that wall of self-doubt that won't let their help through.

[.Ranger.]

So some kid nearly splattered me in the parking lot ten minutes ago. I arrive at school and walk across the parking lot, he pulls around the corner going over thirty and nearly hits me. I was running to get outta there. I've never been that afraid, but I had to get it off my chest before I walk back in that parking lot to go home in two hours and forty minutes. ;-;

[pidge gunderson]

So some kid nearly splattered me in the parking lot ten minutes ago. I arrive at school and walk across the parking lot, he pulls around the corner going over thirty and nearly hits me. I was running to get outta there. I've never been that afraid, but I had to get it off my chest before I walk back in that parking lot to go home in two hours and forty minutes. ;-;

geez what a great way to start the day. sorry about that, Umbra, i can't imagine how terrified you must have been. sometimes i wonder why cares exist?? anyways i'm glad you're safe.

[uniiversally]

wth we're the ones woth the most damage and such in our neighborhood

like
it's not too bad

but i don't appreciate our neigjbors gawking at the tree over pur front door

[pidge gunderson]

wth we're the ones woth the most damage and such in our neighborhood

like
it's not too bad

but i don't appreciate our neigjbors gawking at the tree over pur front door

what a storm. i'm glad that you guys are safe but like same? my house is the only one around with a tree? we're tree buddies. yay.

[Demon.Princess]

Anyone want to talk about random stuff???
I just need more friends.....

[uniiversally]

wth we're the ones woth the most damage and such in our neighborhood

like
it's not too bad

but i don't appreciate our neigjbors gawking at the tree over pur front door

what a storm. i'm glad that you guys are safe but like same? my house is the only one around with a tree? we're tree buddies. yay.

ikr. i'm glad you guys and pretty much everyone else is safe as well.
yeah same? it's like
uh wow ok
but you've got more trees??
i swear at least 3 trees fell

tree buddies
woo

[cornspurrd.]

I have a tree in my pool, Idk how we are getting it out

[pidge gunderson]

I have a tree in my pool, Idk how we are getting it out

just keep your head up. you can call a tree service locally and they'll clean it up but if you want to do it yourself, just be extra careful, you may have to drain the pool first.

[revvington]

Today has been a rough day, I had almost nothing for lunch, I feel like a loser because I'm the one of only ones in my class without earphones, and an IPad case, and I just feel like I'm alone.

I really need someone to talk to.