TheComfortCorner | V.7

[Palaye Royale]

i love it when my boyfriend runs into a small issue and gets it in his head we have to break up
like ive been sick + busy the past few days and ive had to beg for his attention and he pushes me away and he has the nerve to be just like "u FEEL distant, break up time"
hes mentally ill and i swear to christ its so much to deal with
i know how to handle it but GOD he gets on my nerves
i just needed to vent.

[ChemicalWinter]

I think I'll probably be crying myself to sleep tonight...

I lost someone really close to me. Got a phone call and found out my ex died.

I'm not gonna be one of those guys who complains about crazy exes, there was nothing bad about him... I guess in the end, we just didn't work it out.

He was depressed, he had lots of issues, he got hurt a lot...

I guess it finally caught up to him.

It's hard because deep down inside, I still love him.

We got hated lots for being what we were, but nobody knew we were together. It was a sweet little secret. I never wanted to break up with him. He was my soulmate, I dare say.

He was pretty great.

He loved horses. He loved the color red. His favorite ice cream was mint chocolate chip. His favorite band was Metallica...

I've still got one of his t-shirts.
It still smells like him...

It's just hard.

I don't know.

I miss him. I wish he didn't go the way he did. I wish there was something I could've done. Even one phone call, maybe I could've saved him...

I'll just never get that chance.

I just want to see him smile, hear him sing one last time...

I just needed to get that off my chest...

[will byers]

hey uh, my friend told me to die and called me other various names but in a joking way. but that is nothing to think about in this situation. my other friend said she'd think about telling her to stop and im tired of being hurt by them on discord. the girl supporting it has been harassing me, but there's a cycle. she'd apologize and then do the same stuff again. i don't know. it might just be me over-reacting but even if they said it hours ago, i'm still sad. hhh

[ωolfie]

i have a stuffy nose and i c a n t s l e e p

[Teddypie]

Been crying for the last four hours, Y? Cuz my bf almost dumped me, my best friend yelled at me, my other friend yelled at me cuz someone lied and they believe them over me, I almost got in a fight with this chick who tried to start drama, class sucks, school suck, my father might leave and he is our money source, and I might move. I have so much stress and my body hurt and I hates being a female! But my bf and me made up so I feel better.

[Spearow]

I am so anxious I don't know what to do with myself. It is nearly 3am and I have made little to no progress on my ten page paper. It isn't due for a week but I cannot seem to just get it started. My thoughts have been racing all day, my anxiety keeps spiking and I'm unable to sleep. I don't know what to do to make it stop. I want to scream.

[.Spaceman.]

Sometimes I feel annoying constantly talking to her about my music, but they make me feel so happy and I don't have anyone other than my sister to talk to. I just get annoying. I talk too much. I wish I had more female friends that actually like the same stuff as me. Or I guess just more friends in general. I always feel so awkward around the girls at school, like I can't really connect with them. I wish finding new friends was an option, but my school is so small and I know everyone already. I've made so much social progress already, but I feel so scared of opening up to anyone. I want someone to understand me. I also need to work on being a little softer. I make myself want to cry sometimes.

Pretty pointless rant, I guess I'm just feeling really lonely.

[cinnamonbun.]

I'm stressed

[riddlestyx]

don't mind me i just need to veeeennnttt before i try going to sleep

well i guess my really bad eating habits are finally catching up to me!! it was frustrating enough having to come home every day and wanting nothing else but to sleep but now i might have a real medical issue. i was never like this a couple months ago, i could stay up till like 2am and not feel an ounce of tiredness. now it's constant fatigue and exhaustion and anytime i try to nap i just end up sleeping for like 3-5 hours and it's beyond irritating for someone who needs to actually be awake to get their work done. everything i search into in hopes of finding a remedy involves eating healthier and fixing your diet. all i've got to eat lately is just some chips and 6 hot pockets that i need to last me until friday, but even after that we have to pay rent and we'll be broke again and i still won't be able to buy much food. we've always had slight problems with having enough money for food but it hasn't been this bad for awhile. now my friends are thinking i'm mildly anemic and i'm starting to believe them. i wouldn't even be able to afford a doctor's visit to get it checked out until maybe a week or two from now. it's beyond stressful and having to worry about classes on top of all of this is incredibly overwhelming.,,

i hope this doesn't come off as attention-seeking or somethin,, i'm not actively looking for replies, i've just got nowhere else to rant and it's been hard trying to keep it all bottled up and it's really starting to get to me :^/

[sillies]

it is 12:36 am and i am awake writing a rough draft of a paper

is this what college is like
or is it my unending procrastination
internal screaming

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my dog is awake and he's also just sorta been coming in and out of my room
is this what he normally does at night
does he just pop in and check on me (an others if he can) even if i dont look at him with a happy wagging tail

these are the thoughts of sleep deprived me

oh dear god i can hear him whimpering now he's gonna howl it's too early in the morning for this please for the love of god dont

dog no why
dog
no

please
spare me

no
n--

and he's howling = n =

oh god i paused my music cause i heard my gma get up and i thought i heard her coming in but when i saw my pupperino standing next to my bed looking at me like 'love meh pls' i was like oh