Melt your headaches|Ryden 1x1 w/ chemicalwinter

[ChemicalWinter]

Ryan nodded and sat up momentarily, deciding to have the medicine over with. He grabbed the small bit of Pepto-Bismol and quickly downed it, cringing at the taste. Then he took a few gulps of the tea to wash it down. He decided to just go ahead and finish the tea while he was at it, there wasn't much left anyway. After Ryan finished it, he set the ceramic cup back on the nightstand and laid back down, curling up to Brendon and Dottie.

[throam]

Brendon put his arm around Ryan and closed his eyes momentarily. He thought about random, useless things. Like cat videos and MySpace and- Oh God. His eyes shot open and he felt his face heat up and his stomach churn as he thought about the horrific writing he'd read a few hours ago. He decided to wait to confess to Ryan that he'd read it until he, well, wasn't throwing up so often.

[ChemicalWinter]

Even though Ryan was I quite a weak state, he could tell when Brendon was tensing up. He watched Dottie squirm around in Brendon's lap for a moment, then he looked up at saw the expression on his boyfriend's face. It was a look he knew to well, and it wasn't a good one. "What's wrong, B?" Ryan murmured softly.

[throam]

Brendon looked over at Ryan, surprised by how quickly he noticed even the slightest change in him. "O-oh, uh..." He tried to think of something to say. He had nothing, and sighed. "Just, weird internet things." He said, half honestly.

[ChemicalWinter]

Ryan facepalmed and winced. "Oh god. You read it, didn't you?" He breathed out in absolute disgust. Brendon read it, Ryan thought dreadfully to himself. Now he knew all the sick fantasies that the fans had for them. He knew he should've never read it. Ryan made a mental note to ask somebody to take it down, eventually. He really wished his boyfriend hadn't seen it. He felt a little nauseous again...

[throam]

"I-I.. it was there and I was curious!" He protested, becoming embarrassed. "Jon and Spencer kept-" He stopped and sighed. "Yeah." He said in a low voice, looking down a little. He hoped to himself that he didn't make Ryan mad. Ryan didn't need to be in any worse condition that he already was.

[ChemicalWinter]

Ryan buried his face in his hands to hide his embarrassment. After a good few minutes of lamenting over it, he composed him self and pulled his hands away from his face. "That... It..." He furiously scrubbed his face with his hand. "I warned you. And you didn't listen. So now you know." Ryan grumbled. He was not in the mood for this. "Gross." He muttered under his breath, furrowing his brows and feeling a little sick again.

Dottie whined.

[throam]

Brendon didn't say anything. He felt guilty, and like Ryan said, gross. He tucked his legs up to his chest and hugged them again.

[ChemicalWinter]

Ryan shifted over onto his back, putting his hand over his eyes and trying to keep from making disgusted faces. He wanted to say more but he just wasn't feeling good enough to really say much. So he kept his mouth shut and pulled his hands away from his face. Ryan stared up at the ceiling and didn't know how to feel about it. Would this change things between them? Would Brendon look at him differently?

Dottie yelped as she fell out of Brendon's lap, landing upside down on the bedsheets.

[throam]

Brendon moved Dottie onto her belly. He didn't see what Ryan was so upset about, it was just some stupid words that a fan wrote. He tried not to think about about any of it, and hoped they could both get over it soon enough. "Sorry." He said sheepishly, still not looking at Ryan.