The next night, I woke to a grumpy Dave, moping outside the cave. I walked up to him but before I could even speak he slowly turned to glare at me and spoke.
“Yes, I’m sure you had a nice night with him. I don’t need to hear ‘bout it. Yes, I am fine.” he stood and started walking. “Yes, you can see Kyori next week.”
He may have spoken bluntly and quickly but it took me awhile to fully comprehend what he said. “Uh, okay, thanks.” I replied and followed after him. “So, I’m catching breakfast again?” I asked.
“When don’t you?” he replied. “‘Course you are, I need to save my bones for fighting you.” he said and started limping more, as if to remind me.
I hurried to the front and he stopped limping as much. I shook my head, but stayed silent. I was so happy for Cobblestone’s visit, because I wouldn’t have anyone but Glory to talk to, and Glory can’t talk back. I glanced behind at Dave and noticed a pained expression on his face. But the pain didn’t seem to just be physical, it looked emotional. He covered it up in a blink when he saw me staring. I felt a pang in my heart as I remembered everything he’d gone through. He had a loved one die in front of him twice. And he probably didn’t get a chance to say goodbye, either.
“I’m so sorry,” I unintentionally muttered outloud. My feathers stood straight up and a chill ran down my spine as I readied myself for a scolding. Instead, all I got was a mutter back.
“Don’t be, it wasn’t your fault.”
I glanced back at him and he acted like he didn’t say a thing. I decided to leave it and resume my hunt. My hunger driving me forward.
When the deer was finally caught, I hungrily dug into it, knowing that I’d need to get as much as possible so that I wouldn’t fail my next attack. I soon finished and stood back to let him eat, but he only ate a couple of bites before he walked off, continuing to the training spot.
He caught my concerned look and replied, “I already had somethin’. Wasn’t that hungry.”
I wanted to argue with that, but let it slide. Maybe he was getting irritated with all of my visits, maybe he was getting annoyed by all of my friends. He was very grumpy and disinterested today. Or maybe it was something else. I had a feeling I’d never get the answer.
The training was normal, just another simple attack that I mastered quickly. This seemed to bring him back to his usual murderously joyful self. But once we had finished and headed back to the cave for the day, his mood decreased. I started to feel concern for him and guilt for all of my visits. But I reminded myself that what he was doing was normal for him, and he’d be better the next day.
Just as I assumed, he was. He still didn’t talk, but he had a quicker step and ate more. The week seemed to fly by, and as I saw Dave in a better mood, my mood increased. We had formed the strangest friendship. I liked him now, and I knew he liked me.
He was not better the next night. He was still grumpy, and was still awake before me. When he watched me walk out of the cave, he slowly stood with a sigh. I knew I shouldn’t have, but I’d regret it if I didn’t.
“Are you okay?” I asked him.
He glared down at me, and I shrunk under his gaze, ready to quickly apologize. He grit his teeth and looked away from me. “You need to stop carin’ ‘bout others so much,” he replied and started walking.
“Stop? When did I start?” I asked.
He let out with a snort. “When I first looked sad. You didn’t say anythin’, but I know that look. If I was your father, I’d stop you from seein’ Kyori and Solstice. They’re a bad influence on your youn’ mind.”
I looked curiously at him and shook my head. “Then I’m thankful you’re not my father, and they say you’re the bad influence.”
He laughed. “That’s why!”
I squeaked, now growing agitated. “And I never had a father, so I don’t even know what that’s like!” I snapped back at him.
I was behind him, so I wasn’t able to see his face when he paused for a moment. I thought this was going to bring something good, but instead it brought something painful. Typical of Dave. “Oh cry me a river,” he mumbled and continued walking. “That does explain your kindness, though, females are like that.”
I stopped dead in my tracks, deeply hurt by his words. “I’m not hungry anymore!” I called out to him.
“Fine by me!” he called back as he kept walking.
“And I don’t want to fight today, either!”
He broke out into laughter. “Now that’s more like it! Now you sound like a hatchling!”
I blinked in confusion.
What did that mean?“See you at the cave!” he called as he faded from view.
I was left hurt and confused in the middle of the woods. I moped there for awhile, just thinking on everything. What he said hurt, and I did realize I was throwing a little tantrum. Something I vaguely remember from my earlier days. How long could I throw it? I knew he’d never apologize, so waiting for one would be hopeless. But I wanted to make an impact.
Satisfied by my decision, I flew back to the cave. I didn’t fly enough, so I did every chance I got. I made it there quickly, since flying was so much faster than walking, and promptly sat myself in my nest. I would wait there until sunrise to show him I meant business.
But sunrise wasn’t for a long while, and soon I got bored. I laid in the nest for awhile, just enjoying the rest and relaxation. It reminded me a lot of The Circle of Mountains, where I could rest or play all day. Dave overworked me.
My tail gave away the first signs of restlessness, as it started to twitch back and fourth. I watched it as it seemed to have a mind of its own. It swung in front of my face and I leaned out to bite it, but it pulled back. I whipped around and tried going for it again, but it pulled out of the way.
I let out with a chirp and lunged for it even harder, flinging myself out of the nest. I tumbled, but caught it in my beak. I didn’t bite down hard, I knew it was my tail and I would hurt myself. I let go of it with a sigh and stretched back out, since I had to curl to catch my tail.
I looked around Dave’s lonely little cave, and noticed my tumble led me to right beside his nest. I looked over at it. It looked horribly uncomfortable, being made of nothing but sticks and leaves. Mine was mostly fluff. Then again, Dave didn’t have fluff. Now standing so close to it, I realized it also had a smell. An old rotten smell.
I leaned in closer to notice old and dried blood stained to the leaves and sticks. My jaw dropped, how horrible! These were too old to come from the fights we had, these must’ve come from the many scars that covered his body. I felt like cleaning it, or putting new sticks and leaves in, but I stopped myself when I realized it would probably anger him.
Shaking my head, I backed away from the nest and returned to mine. But the night was still young, as was I. As my tail resumed twitching, I thought on what I could do with this free night. I could meet Kyori, but I already had Dave’s permission to see her later. Seeing her two times in one week wouldn’t be bad, except I would get annoyed with her endless amount of information.
I didn’t know where Cobblestone was, typically he was the one who found me. Glory was sleeping, I knew that. But Solstice, she was available, and I didn’t know when Dave would allow me to see her. Yes, that would be fun, meeting her. I smiled and leapt out of my nest. After landing gently on the ground outside, I spread my wings and took to the sky. Once I was above the trees, I was able to get my bearings and flew towards the faint shadow of The Circle of Mountains. Beyond that was Dragon’s Land and Solstice.
I flew with purpose, not thinking on much. I didn’t know what we’d talk about, but I knew we’d find something. As before, once I made it to The Circle of Mountains, I slowed a little and looked down at the sleepy griffins. None were visible, of course, all safely tucked in their caves. This saddened me, because I was hoping to catch a glimpse of Trinity. Would I be able to see her again? I was almost forgetting what she looked like.
Blackbird’s skull and claw still lingered, a constant reminder of what I did. Dimidas didn’t have to rub it in. I shook my head and sped up, hoping that if I flew away from my old home, I would leave the memories behind too. I kept my eyes to Dragon’s Land, and flew a little lower to catch the glow of Solstice’s flowers.
That was when I saw somebody else standing in front of Solstice. I flew a little closer and saw the familiar form of Dave. He seemed to have just got there, at least, I hoped. He didn’t walk fast at all, so there was now way he got to her before me. Unless he started walking the moment I flew back to the cave.
I hovered in the sky and thought about where I could hide and watch them. I was curious to hear what they were talking about. I hoped Dave wasn’t complaining about me. Thankfully, a large rock sat maybe thirty feet away from them. It was the perfect place for me to hide behind and listen.
I quickly and silently flew behind it, peeking over just the edge to watch as my ears were focused forward to catch as many words as I could. From what I could see, they were in the middle of conversation.
“I just told Dante to get over not having a father,” Dave told her.
My eyes widened. They were talking about me!
“And what conversation preceeded that?” she asked.
He sighed. “He said you told him I was a bad influence, and agreed by saying that if I was his father, I’d forbid him from seein’ you. Then he said he never had a father, and I told him to get over it.”
“Dave!” she scolded so loudly even I jumped from thirty feet away. “That is not how you talk to him! A hatchling that age would start seeing someone like you as a parent figure, he already told me he sees me as his mother. What if he sees you as a father? You just told him that it was impossible.”
“That’s ‘cause it is!” he yelled back. “I’m too old to be a father, you know that! He shouldn’t get attached to me.”
“He can’t help but get attached to you, and don’t deny that you like him too. Don’t forget the things you told me earlier.” she replied in a calmer tone.
“‘Course I like him! He’s a good kid, but that’s his problem. He’s too good. I’m tryin’ to harden him up, and you and Kyori keep stoppin’ me. I told you not to interfere.”
“We’re not interfering, Dave, you know that. He’s seeing us by his own free will. We’re just telling him what we believe, he can only choose what to do with it.”
“Then I need to train him harder. Get him stronger and fiercer. Brimstone must die when the kid faces him.” he replied with a demented glare.
She cocked her head. “Now why’s that so important? He’s not going to make it a fight to the death, he can get a second chance.”
He sighed. “You know Brimstone, that beast only holds to the Laws that matter to him. He’ll kill the kid no matter what.”
She studied him. “No, there’s more than that. I can see it in your eyes.”
He grit his teeth and huffed. “I won’t make it to next time.” he spit out, like it was poison to him.
Solstice gasped, “What?
I echoed her surprise in a whisper.
“Don’t be so surprised, you know I’ve had it comin’.”
“How do you know you won’t make it, then? You could have two more years left on you.”
“‘Cause I know my bones, I know my hide, I know my strength. Each night I am overworkin’ myself, pushin’ my body to the limit to train the kid. And I still have one more month!”
“If that’s the case, then maybe Cobblestone can finish his training. Or maybe I could ask around to see if anyone else is interested.” she suggested.
He shook his head. “No, I’m two months in, gotta finish what I started. He’s doin’ all the huntin’ anyway, and he’s a quick learner.”
“Okay,” she said, but it was clear she was uncomfortable about this. She wasn’t the only one. “But just tell me or Kyori when you think you can’t take it anymore. You could even tell Dante, I don’t think he’d mind.”
“Got it,” he simply replied.
“So are you going to tell him?” she asked him after a moment of silence.
He scoffed. “You really have to ask? I thought you knew me,” he grumbled. “‘Course I’m not! Then he’ll go easy on me, and I
hate that. He already knows my mate and hatchlin’ were killed, and ever since then he’s shown concern!”
She sighed and shook her head. “You need to let others care about you the way you care about them. It’s only fair.”
“Not when I’m trainin’ him to kill a monster! He must know to fight with anger and violence,
not pity.” he spat.
Solstice looked clearly upset as she bit her tongue. Maybe she’d had this conversation more than once.
Dave looked up at the night sky for a minute before looking at her. “I guess I better be goin’. I want to be back before sunrise.”
“Okay,” she sighed. “What do you think Dante will be doing?”
He chuckled. “Probably poutin’ in the cave, still throwin’ his tantrum.”
“I know it’s stupid of me to ask this, but are you going to apologize? Or better yet, please apologize.” she asked.
He grit his teeth. “No, I’m not that weak.” he replied and walked off. He moved quickly for such an old drake, and it did look like every step hurt him, just as always.
Solstice watched him walk away with sorrow and pity in her eyes. “No, you just don’t want others to like you,” she mumbled. “You are very weak, Dave, stuck in your vengeance and anger.” she looked up at the stars as tears fell from her eyes.
I tried to follow what she was looking at, and noticed that the constellation of The Ancient One hanged right above her.
“Please, watch over him, give him strength. I need him, Dante needs him.” she sniffed and laid down, resting her head beside her flowers.
I resisted every urge in me to run out and comfort her, but I didn’t want anybody to know I listened in to an obviously private conversation. I looked up at the sky myself, realizing that I needed to get back too. I knew I’d get there before Dave, but I needed to look like I’d been there all night.
I took another glance at Solstice to make sure her eyes were closed and took off as silently and quickly as possible. Once I was in the air I ascended as high as possible to make sure nobody would see me and headed home.
When I reached the cave I plopped myself into my nest and resumed the position I was in earlier. I processed everything I had heard as quickly as possible, smothering every last bit of pity and sorrow. I didn’t want Dave to sense anything.
The wait was longer than I had anticipated, and soon I began to grow weary. I sighed and curled up in my nest. I trusted that he would be here in the morning, he always was, there was no reason for him not to. Slowly, I shut my eyes and let sleep take me.
I awoke normally, and the first thing I saw was a thickly scarred face staring right at me. Too close for comfort. I yelped and jumped backwards, shivering from my fright. It was then that I noticed the face was Dave, who was now laughing.
“Glad to see you’re awake, kid!” he laughed.
I ruffled my feathers and smiled. He was in a good mood, which was strange, given his argument with Solstice.
He finished laughing and his smile dropped as quick as rain. “You done with you’re tantrum?” he asked.
I nodded. “Yeah, but I still don’t like you.”
He smiled his cruel twisted grin. “Good, now c’mon, we have to get huntin’ if you’re to be trained today.” he said and started to walk away.
“Okay!” I called and trotted after him.
The walk and hunt were silent as normal. He didn’t speak again until we were ready to get training. “Today we learn the headbutt, which can be a powerful move if done right.”
My eyes widened. I vaguely remembered that word, and what it meant. I shook my head and body in protest. “A headbutt? Are you crazy? I don’t have horns or a thick skull, I’ll die!”
“Oh, right,” he said, “Forgot you were a weak griffin. I knew that Guardian should’ve taken my suggestion to add horns to your spell.”
“Well, I’m thankful she didn’t,” I simply replied, sensing that he wouldn’t be willing to answer my questions about my parents.
“Well, this isn’t in my ability, but how ‘bout I teach you some sky tricks?”
I smiled and nodded. “Now that’s more like it!”
He chuckled. “Good. Since I don’t have any of my own, I shall teach you Brimstone’s tricks,” he smirked. “I would love to see the look on that fool’s face when he sees you use his style.”
With that, it began. Due to Cobble and my tantrum, Dave only had five days left in this week to train me. And since we neglected aerial acrobatics, I spent the last five days perfecting those. I loved every minute of it, because I didn’t use my wings around him.
“Alright, kid,” Dave began once we were at the cave. “If I’m keepin’ my days correct, fightin’ trainin’ is over.”
I squeaked and jumped up and down. “Yeah!”
“Don’t get too excited. You know how to dodge, you know how to attack, but now you need to put those together. Tomorrow I will test you on everythin’ you’ve learned.” he told me.
I shook my head. “Not tomorrow, I’m seeing Kyori then. You allowed me to.”
He grumbled. “Right, I did. Fine, then after tomorrow the third month will begin.”
I jumped with excitement yet again.
“Everything is a game to you, isn’t it?” he asked as he shook his head at my antics.
“Of course!” I replied with a grin. “I have to make it fun somehow.”
Dave settled in his nest and sighed. “Don’t keep that attitude, kid. Fightin’ is not fun. It is needed, but it is not fun.”
I frowned and settled in my own nest. “I know, but I can’t help but see it like that. I’ve always play fought.”
He locked eyes with me, sad and tormented eyes. Maybe, even, pitying eyes. They sent chills down my spine. “Then keep that last bit of innocence while you still can, kid. Brimstone will make you lose it.” he advised and turned away.
All of my prior joy had been sapped out of me. I just laid there, shivering at his sorry expression. He looked at me as if I was about to die. As if Dragon King would be the death of me. Would he? Was all of this, all of these tough and grueling months, for nothing?
Note From Author wrote:Fun fact, Dante also chased his tail in the original. Dave also has issues, but I think everybody knows that by now.