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[IQuit;;]

dear ryry,
i probably should have written this sooner, but i want you to know that i don't want to force you into any commitment you don't want or aren't ready for. i'd never want you to do anything that would make you unhappy. i do love you and i'd love to officially be dating you, but i'm happy to wait as long as it takes if it means you'll be happier. but i don't mind being dragged into things and i can handle anything a potential relationship would mean or would throw my way. i'll take you as you are<3


let's just build a blanket fort and escape the world. i will snuggle you to death, you lovely meme.

kisskiss,
ollieeeee<3

p.s. you deserve all the praise. you're the best<3 you're great and cUTE. (yes you're cute. i will fite you)

[Wonderland~]

Dear B;
It has been a while hasn't it? I do think of you every now and then and I just have to say that, I'm over it, I don't care about it anymore, haven't for some time, and I don't care about you anymore, you may have been the only friend I thought I had and I won't forget that and I will never forget what you put me through either, those weeks hurt so bad that I felt like giving up but I am over it now, I'm only saying this to get it off my chest, I learnt that talking to someone or just writing about my problems actually helps me.
The friendship that was between us was not a good one for me, you actually hurt my confidence while we were friends and that is not something friends should do and because of what happened I get in these kind of moods were I think that no one cares about me, that I have no friends and its all because of you and I will never forgive you for what you did to me even though it was a few years ago. I am blaming you for what happened because all I was wanting at the time was my friend to help me get through an event that was going to change my entire life but you just couldn't could you?
It doesn't matter now though, I'm happy on how things turned out, I have a whole group of crazy yet amazingly awesome friends, an amazing boyfriend who I care so deeply about, the house that I'm living in is amazing and I wouldn't have it any other way.
- A happy, yet solemn, ex-friend

[Xaeli]

Dear mum,

Please go to bed so that I can sneak into the kitchen and get something to eat.
I'm kinda starving right now, and if I go out while your still awake you'll say
"I told you so." and I'm too proud to admit that I didn't have enough to eat at the
restaurant.

- Much love from your hungry   daughter~

[Yubel Fated]

DEAR EVAN HANSON

No I'm kidding.

Dear Former Best Friend

Its been more than a Year since we've seen each other, how are you doing? What have you been up to?
Have you gotten your drivers license yet? I sure haven't lol. Did you pursue your talent in Art yet? We've
been out of school for awhile now, I kind of assumed most of the class had. I know ******* had wanted to
but ***** hadn't. I don't know if I want to yet, though I'm trying to write a book. Two actually.

That aside, I hope us going our separate ways helped us to become better people and that it was for the
best that we split up. It was a lot better than trying to stay on the same side and bickering behind the
scenes.

I hope your life is fulfilling old friend and that you're on the right track. Don't torture your new best friend
too much either lol. I'm kidding. But seriously. Be good to yourself. Find a best friend that can do the things
I couldn't do for you.

And I'm sorry *****. I really am...

Sincerely,

WinterSerperior

Notice: The star censors aren't curse words, they're names i'm bleeping out.

[f1owercrown]

Dear ...,
God, I got my wish, didn't I? I asked for at least one opportunity to get to know you outside class, and the situation just presented itself without any awkward mess. It was actually funny, and I got to take care of you when you weren't able to yourself (you know what I mean, pfft). You gripped my arm tightly to keep yourself balanced, and I swear I could have just held your hand—

Nah. I should really stop thinking about you, I should stop romanticizing ideas, but I can't, and I hate myself for it. It's probably because it's 2 AM already and my thoughts are creeping into my heart and liking you just feels so weird but nice. Do I have a chance, at all? I'm so scared of so many things; I really want to hang out with you more, but I feel it's going to be near impossible once summer classes end. Maybe you're awkward with things because I just moved on from my previous crush, who was a close friend of yours. You're also not open to the idea of romance yet (maybe?). Ah, god, there are so many things that could go wrong. I just, I just...!

I'm just going to enjoy the moments we share, I guess, even if there aren't plenty yet. We got to talk for a solid 3 hours about whatever, you opened up and so did I and we just immediately clicked. At some point we just kinda looked at each other for a few seconds without any words and I felt so many butterflies in my stomach— I know this time I'm not forcing myself to overlook anything about you that makes me uncomfortable. It's such a rare occasion for me to be comfortable with someone's quirks (because most of the time at the back of my mind, something about everyone bugs me). You genuinely make me laugh, you're a good listener, you're extremely nice... oh my god.

Catch me, I'm falling for you.


Love,
the girl who carried you home tonight.


P.S.: We should hang out (again) sometime.

[dddddonuts]

i miss you so much and i miss when we were together
i think i've found someone new but it's just not the same
i'm not even ready to commit to them because i wish i could have what we used to have with this new person and i know that's the stupidest thing ever because i should be open to making new memories, right?
i don't know if i want to get back with you again- i think i do- and it was my fault that we separated in the first place but i miss when we were together i just miss it so much and i was so weak i just can't believe i was so stupid
and now you're with someone

god nobody knew me as well as you knew me and i never felt safer in anyone else's arms
i knew you would always be there for me and protect me no matter what- you went to the hospital for me every time visiting hours were open
i can't believe we thought we were going to grow old together

[Snow's Storm]

Dear self,

Stop it. You're over-reacting again. Just stop.

~Storm

[thank]

n --
yo what's up it's me again. you probably don't want me to bother you with what's been going on lately because you're busy and all so i guess i'll just shove it on here again. first of all i miss you a lot. i'm sorry i haven't reached out to you much this summer - you've been busy dancing with famous people because you're just that talented. man, i wish i was as talented as you. you always say that it's nothing but you're fantastic, alright? i look up to you, both literally and figuratively haha ily <33 but honestly you haven't really reached out to me either and i'm wondering what i'm going to do next year. you're all i have and i've been questioning myself a lot lately and i don't really have anyone to turn to. you're always so supportive but now i wonder what you'd say if i told you what's on my mind, what i've been thinking lately. would you accept me? i mean, we've discussed your opinions on this said thing before and you always seemed so confused when it came to your opinion on it. i've been wanting to cut my hair, too. like, really short. as my mom would say, "boy-short", though i disagree with that term if i'm honest, but you get what i mean. i know every time i cut my hair short i regret it but every time i've done it before i've cut it for other people if that makes sense. this time i'd be doing it for myself, to make myself feel better, rather than to impress others as i often try to do. i've gotten a lot of crap from the people i've told and it's making me question if i even want to cut it. i mean, i do! i really do. long hair is just so hard to take care of, and it sticks to my neck, and... ugh. i don't mind looking for masculine than feminine. you understand that! you know i've never been really girly. i mean, dresses and heels and makeup have never been my thing. i've realized that. i've always pretended that they were to, well, make myself fit in. you know how i always do that. i'm slowly figuring out who i am and how i have to stop doing things for other people and start doing them for myself. i don't care about myself as much as i should, y'know? it's awful, i really should start caring. this message is so pointless gah i just wanted to rant for a little bit. so i've learned that my mom has all the same opinions about the lgbt community and that makes me so, so very happy since my opinions are so strong. i never have strong opinions about anything! so that made me really happy. i still haven't watched riverdale i'm so sorry you told me to watch it two or three months ago i forget and i still haven't gotten around to it. i've been watching other things, like aot s2 and voltron. speaking of, you need to watch aot. it's great, i think you'd like it. i'm-- why do i feel so sad writing this? it's a happy message, isn't it? i miss you so much i just needed to get this out of my system. you never replied to my texts even when we were talking so i guess i decided to just dump it here?? you'd probably never read this if i did send it it's such a long pointless message. i'm just rambling now,,,, what do i even say to you? i'll just end this here, i guess. maybe i'll write more later, tell you about some more stuff.


miss you! hope we can talk again soon gah this is killing me
-- i, aka muffins for a day

x


m --

my darling precious nugget the shiro to my pidge, the jean to my marco, my friend. you are so sweet ily so much you make me smile and i just wanted to let you know how special you are to me <33 i know i tell you all the time but that's because i mean it! like honestly i needed a friend right now. so many of my friends have deserted me and i just... ily. thank you. i can't say it enough.


-- your sneeze kid

[IQuit;;]

l,
thanks for like?
being the like only friend/person who's never hurt me in a big way? what did i do to deserve you as a friend?
tbh i'm just always kept up by the fear of losing you. i never want that to happen because if it did i'd be completely alone in the world. you're all i have now.
you're my only friend.

w,
the fact you think this has anything to do with you is honestly just making me feel worse.
god just
please stop.
just stop.


r,
you were right about doing something to drive me over the edge.
i know you didn't plan this or stuff but.
there's just a limit to how much i can take.
it became just too much
i tried and im sure you at least tried a little.
just stop.

self,
you just stop too lol
stop trying to make friends
stop trying to form relationships
you're clearly too emotionally unstable and annoying for anyone to handle.
why does l put up with you lol
nobody will want you.
being ignored literally any place you try and have human interaction should've told you that by now.
give up you worthless piece of trash.
you're just worthless and you shouldn't even try anymore.
your only purpose is to be as good of a friend as your piece of trash self can manage to be for l anyway.
you've got so many problems that even your own family is tired of the burden you are.
you don't deserve to be alive.
the like less than three people who acknowledge you exist deserve so much better than you could ever give them.
please.
just stop.


dear self
you a rotten apple full of worms. you ruin everyone around you with your decay.
you're a bruised fruit. full of impurities and bruises. everyone takes one look at you and never looks again.
you're the living equal to rat poison. you kill and ruin and sicken everyone that tries to take you in.
you're a piece of junk at a scrapyard. too mangled and in such a state of disrepair that it was just easier to discard you and find a replacement.
you are a hypocrite.
you aren't worthy of death, yet you aren't worthy of life.
you're the late-night-infomercial level of useless.

[G.L'S]

Dearest R,
Now that I'll likely never see you again, I don't know how I feel about it. Part of me was happy to see you go, so I wouldn't have to face it. But after 10 weeks, you just settled in. Like you found this little nook in my heart and moved right in, bag and baggage. The idea of not seeing you again is actually upsetting, even if I can't afford such feelings. It's unlikely you saw me in any other way so it won't be a hard pain to ease. If you did, I don't know what I'd do.
Also, your nickname for me has only ever been used by you, and I'll keep it that way. As for it being a way to remember you, how could I ever forget?
In forever fondness,
g