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goodbye mom. by .adventure.

Artist .adventure. [gallery]
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goodbye mom.

Postby .adventure. » Sat Jul 01, 2017 11:40 am

my mother became weak in breathing. she was about to start another cancer treatment which had been delayed for so long until she had to be taken to the hospital, and now its too late. tomorrow she will pass on. she was put on a ventilator to keep her breathing, but now its only keeping her alive. the hospice said she will be given medication, then taken off the tubes and should loose the need for air and just fades away peacefully. it still hurts because you never want to let someone important go. i drew her and a horse i had seen in her photo album. she seemed so young and so at peace and i hope she reunites with any animals who journeyed along with her in life.

i hope she sees her mom in the afterlife.

i hope shes at peace and all goes well.

i honestly wish her last moments she could say something to me. i miss her voice, her smile, her laugh. i miss her. she is unconscious while in use of the ventilator so i wont get to hear her again when she is peacefully put down.

the cancer that brought her down, from lung, to liver, to brain and all back around. you've fought for so long i just wish i could have assisted you in the battle against a multiplying untamed beast. im a huge wreck in emotions currently. but at least she'll be at peace. im pretty young to loose my mother. i just wish i didn't have people tell me she'd get better. because there was still a possibility she wouldn't.

please be at peace in the afterlife mom. i love you. ill come to your grave at mothers day and give you flowers. i honestly cant imagine life without you but thats what im going to be thrown into. ill stay strong for you mom. i love you so damn much.

she'd say im the one reason shes fighting for. but im glad she can lay down away from the battle at peace. you'll still see me mom, you'll see me become something great.

goodbye mom.
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Postby deteriorating. » Sat Jul 01, 2017 11:49 am

ah i'm so sorry you had to lose your mother like that :( this is a beautiful piece with a story behind it, definitely deserves a feature
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Postby .adventure. » Sat Jul 01, 2017 11:56 am

ρнαѕєѕ σƒ тнє мσση wrote:ah i'm so sorry you had to lose your mother like that :( this is a beautiful piece with a story behind it, definitely deserves a feature

thank you. its kind of a mess so a feature is unlikely, but thank you. i miss her a lot. i really do.








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Postby notetoself » Sat Jul 01, 2017 12:01 pm

This is beautiful, I hope your mother will be at peace in her final moments of life. I'm sorry you have to loose someone so important so early on in life. She will always be with you until you see her again. I can't image the pain you're in, I hope with time it will get easier to cope with your pain, death is sad, it's ok to grieve and cry. You are strong.





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Postby .adventure. » Sat Jul 01, 2017 12:05 pm

notetoself wrote:This is beautiful, I hope your mother will be at peace in her final moments of life. I'm sorry you have to loose someone so important so early on in life. She will always be with you until you see her again. I can't image the pain you're in, I hope with time it will get easier to cope with your pain, death is sad, it's ok to grieve and cry. You are strong.

ive genuinely been on and off crying. im super emotional because i lost my grandmother around a young age when personality develops so im weak of heart. i cry a lot. but this has definitely been a huge reason to cry. she will stay in my heart and i pray she'll doing well.








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Postby MacabreLion » Sat Jul 01, 2017 12:43 pm

I'm crying now. I'm so so sooo sorry that happened. Just stay strong, friend. If you need someone to talk to, feel free to DM me.
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Postby avior. » Sat Jul 01, 2017 12:45 pm

    aa this had me on the verge of tears. I'm so sorry for your loss, but I'm definitely impressed with how strong you've been. I hope she's in peace. your artwork is really beautiful, though, and definitely does deserve a feature.
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Postby excusemesir » Sat Jul 01, 2017 12:48 pm

So sad! hope your life is still going ok.
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Postby .adventure. » Sat Jul 01, 2017 12:52 pm

Toucanz wrote:This is so beautiful. It actually made me shed a tear or two. Or three.. I am so sorry for your loss. Just remember she always lives on in your heart.

she will mend a broken heart that has been tolled in the whole horror of the situation. even if she can't do it physically.

MCRWolfeh wrote:I'm crying now. I'm so so sooo sorry that happened. Just stay strong, friend. If you need someone to talk to, feel free to DM me.

thank you. i appreciate the offer, i'll look into it. i have many to be strong for. “If you can't fly then run, if you can't run then walk, if you can't walk then crawl, but whatever you do you have to keep moving forward.” Dr. King. there's always some strength, no matter how far you fall down.

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    aa this had me on the verge of tears. I'm so sorry for your loss, but I'm definitely impressed with how strong you've been. I hope she's in peace. your artwork is really beautiful, though, and definitely does deserve a feature.

oh my thank you, i will continue to stay strong. and my art really could be a lot more cleaner but when you keep getting teary eyed it's kind of hard to keep it that way.








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Postby Zama » Sat Jul 01, 2017 2:06 pm

I am sorry for your loss, but everyone has to come and go at some point in life.
This deserves a feature as the art is beautiful, I hope you are ok!
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