Dear H,
I know it's been in hard times, even after that fight and all, but despite that all, I still have feelings for you.
I am perfectly aware that I have lief to you a couple of times, but even after those times, I felt like I couldn't live with myself.
We are friends, maybe even close friends. But despite our bumps and long, awkward moment in our skype calls, I am still helplessly, and madly in love with you. It's something about how natural you talk to me, the personality you bear, or how you just treat me like a human. But even still, I cannot proceed to take this friendship further than it has come. it could break what I have made, and I could never talk to you again. You might take it the wrong way and be disgusted or disappointed in me. I remember when it was all simple, when I first met you. You struck me as a very nice person to talk to, and I looked forward to talking to you a lot, even today. One of my deepest fears is you leaving. It would leave a deep, empty hole in my existence. I may have only known you for a year, and these feelings might seem so god d*mn foolish, pointless, and meaningless, but they are very true.
On the contrary, I have so many questions.
I'm a very self conscious person, asking other people if I'm annoying or not.
I don't want to know the answers to these questions, but I also do. I have no clue. Am I annoying? Does it hurt to talk to me? Am I repulsive, not visually pleasing, a burden? I just want to be perfect. For you. I may not ever be, though. I may not be the person that you constantly think about, daydream about, but hell, I will probably try. And fail miserably, but whatever. Because to me, you're that person. Call me creepy, but it's true. I admit, sometimes I form small crushes on certain people, but the feelings for you hit me like a truck. It may be too soon to speak though. But anyways,
H, thank you for being with me this whole time, even if you do not return my feelings.
With deepest sincerity,
M 
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Standard Poodle Mom 
Pro Dog Groomer 
