TheComfortCorner | V.7

[Sanctus]

I don't know why. I don't. But I just know that I need friends and at the same time I have none. For a reason I can never understand or find the answer to if I thought I was friends with someone they always always end up getting tired of me. They dislike me. I've tried to change my personality. But I guess it's just too hard. I think it's okay that no oned likes me. I don't like me either. No one realizes how they affect me and when they tell me that I'm annoying and that I should kms and that I'm always just looking for attention that that affects me. I take it into my heart and I never let go. I can't let go. And when they call me attention seeking maybe I'm not looking for attention I am looking for HELP. When they tell me this I think about it when I'm trying to sleep. It keeps me up at night. When I say I am fine mean I am distraught. When I tell you how bad my day was I'm looking for comfort, not an 'ok' not a 'go away' I am honestly tired of fake friends. I'm tired of losing friends. I'm tired of bullies. I'm tired of being tired of. But most of all; I think I'm just tired of being tired. I know no one really likes me and I know I have a bad personality and I'm trying I swear I am TRYING. But it doesn't work. I think I'll just leave. Leave for good.

[Sanctus]

hey, sorry to barge in, but can I just have a hug? I'm stressed for this speech I have to write and present in two hours and I have a test and two huge projects due next week and a problem recently arose in course selections for next year that could affect the rest of my high school career and university applications AND on top of all that I'm remembering a silly thing that shouldn't be bothering me but somehow is. it's silly but I just don't feel good.

**HUGGGGSS* （╹◡╹）♡

[your blanket]

(( sorry if the events you're venting / talking about are over,, i've been a bit busy today,,
but hopefully my words can do something ;m; ))

Good god
I have to go to my Aunts house
I hate my aunts house
She is so condescending. So condescending
Maybe if you talked to me you'd understand that I'm smarter than you think? This 4.0 gpa didn't fall from the sky
So basically I'm also stuck with my little cousin. She is s o annoying. She's that person that wants to do everything I do
No. You can't have my gel pens. Why? Because I paid for them.
No, you can't take my old kid toys. Why? Because they have sentimental value.
God I'm going to be there for hours and it's just pissing me off because I really don't want to go. Not to mention I won't be able to do a n y t h i n g.

Sorry this sounds so petty. It's just pissing me off.

➥ I think we've all had that feeling of not wanting to go somewhere (( to break it down into a nutshell < )),,
just keep focusing on ''I'm going to be home soon'' the time you're there,, try not to get stressed at your little cousin,
believe me when i say i know its not as easy as it sounds, i have a little sister exactly the same, - they're still young
and don't know that when they say things it has an aftermath, and when they do, they forget it the next day.

I actually didn't want to go to my dads girlfriends house because it was a house basically full of adult / teen strangers,
i was basically in a room upstairs all day cause they didn't want to socialise to my understanding, - but thankfully it was over before i knew it! -- it'll be over soon! hopefully it not too stressful for you ;m;

I hate my family sometimes
compared to my best friend, her family is so nice, they LISTEN, don't snap at you, and don't force you to do something

➥ i can relate, but i wouldn't say i hate my family, as they give me a house to live in, internet, devices etc,
but families can be rough, its just what happens, all families go through it,, even your best friends. -- but you said sometimes right?
so they're not like this all the time? - but still, it must be stressful for you, but hopefully it'll get better, all problems eventually do.
if you ever need someone to vent to, my inbox is always open <3

hey, sorry to barge in, but can I just have a hug? I'm stressed for this speech I have to write and present in two hours and I have a test and two huge projects due next week and a problem recently arose in course selections for next year that could affect the rest of my high school career and university applications AND on top of all that I'm remembering a silly thing that shouldn't be bothering me but somehow is. it's silly but I just don't feel good.

➥ woah there! you're miss busy bee !!
depending on the time you have left on each of these things, - i will try and help you with the speech, the test and the projects.
now you say you're stressed? I'm pretty sure most people would as well,, now if its not a team / partner project, you should get in a room or place where you think you find most peaceful, and then, relax. - Open a window ( if possible ) and drink lots of water (if possible),, there's no point doing something if you're going to do it stressed and clueless of where to start. -- I think you should tackle what you think should be done first, piece by piece, not taking on the entire thing. -- and for the speech, don't worry too much about that, -- i'm an overthinker, and i like to plan things out way before they happen, so i stress a lot. - but once its done and over with, i feel a bit silly i was stressing out in the first place! Things can look tough / scary at first, but the feeling when you finally get it over with is a great feeling ! You'll look back and be proud of yourself if you succeed, and even if you don't, its not worth beating yourself up over.

i wish you the best of luck !!

[arabella !!]

hey, sorry to barge in, but can I just have a hug? I'm stressed for this speech I have to write and present in two hours and I have a test and two huge projects due next week and a problem recently arose in course selections for next year that could affect the rest of my high school career and university applications AND on top of all that I'm remembering a silly thing that shouldn't be bothering me but somehow is. it's silly but I just don't feel good.

Oh my, I hope you get breathe soon! -Hugs- <33

[Lancce]

I just feel like a burden to everybody. I feel like they don't want to talk to me. Whenever I want to speak, they ignore me.
I'm just an annoying little brat to everybody.
sorry

[Thalassic]

I really cant afford being in such a low mood right now
I can't afford being depressed right now
I can't, I have so much to do
And yet, it's never really a choice, is it
I don't know what to do, I feel tired even after sleeping

[dakotapaws]

i hate myself so so much

i keep messing up

i know she did nothing wrong

but i shut her out

why do i do this

its only hurting her

and me

[arabella !!]

I really cant afford being in such a low mood right now
I can't afford being depressed right now
I can't, I have so much to do
And yet, it's never really a choice, is it
I don't know what to do, I feel tired even after sleeping

Aw, things will get better. <3 -hugs-

[Dana Scully]

Why? What is wrong with this school year? It's almost over. I thought this was over. Stop it, please.

First the family
Then the girl
Then the daughter
And the boy
And the friend
There are so many others.
And now a child I wanted to know. We both knew eachother, but we didn't quite know eachother yet.

When will the heartbreak stop? I can't handle this much death.

[niko.]

I cant sleep
My back is hurting
I dont know what to do

Im not sure what im thinking about
But i feel pretty useless and unproductive
Im not tired
I have no motivation to draw
All the roleplays im in are inactive

How worthless can someone even get
I wanna cry for no reason but since i have no reason i cant
My eye is starting to twitch and its bugging me
I feel sorta spacey

I have to finish a stupid project over the holiday weekend and the final product included my weight on other planets
Im not overweight or severely underweight or anything but I dont feel comfortable with it being out there
I always seem to have self acceptance issues
People say im thin but theres no way
I have no clue where theyre pulling that nonsense from

I also have a SOL test after the holiday
Its in english
Im nervous
Im a straight A student worrying about a normal leveled SOL
Im in the talented and gifted program yet i worry about a normal grade leveled standard test
The math SOL was in CAT format and it was really easy
Im not sure if it means i did good or bad but i think i did ok
However english is different
Im better at it than math, but it isnt an exact science
Math is exact
You use this formula to calculate that then multiply it by this
English is a different ballpark
I dont understand why im so worried about it but i just am
Nighttime makes me think about things more

I dont know anymore
Maybe ill just try and sleep
I hope i can