When I was first exiled, I had no idea where
to go. At seventeen, I was old enough to get a job, but
I’d have to go to another kingdom to get one, since I
was no longer allowed here. When I left, Barrow
secretly gave me a few things to take on my journey
and wished me luck. I really was grateful for his help,
and his kindness made me feel a little guilty. Gosh, I’d
forgotten what guilt felt like, it had been so long, but
I really did feel bad for mistreating him. He had always
been so good to me, and I’d repaid him with hate and
distrust. I made sure to thank him thoroughly, but
didn’t look inside the satchel until I was well out of
sight. Inside, I found a cloak to hide my identity
when passing through town, a few apples and a
pastry for the road, and…my journal. My eyes
widened. Barrow had snuck my journal with all my
notes and documentations into the bag.
Instinctively, my heart ached to thank him a million
times over, but I was already gone. There would be
no going back now.
I would never see him again.
With a heart full of thanks, I threw on the cloak, but
didn’t put the hood up until I reached the village. It
was weird, passing through the town without having
people flock to greet me. Father and I had visited the
village a few times after he forbid me from it only
for the sake of attending some meetings and events.
It was really just a formality. As I padded through the
village, I found some temporary peace in watching all
the people go about their individual lives. And then
someone bumped into me. “Hey, watch it,” I snapped,
then stopped short. This kalon looked…familiar.
“Sorry, sir,” the young man said quickly. It really
looked like…Jacob! One of my childhood friends,
before my father tore them away from me! I nearly
told him, right then and there, but something
stopped me. I couldn’t. I could never tell him, or
visit him, or talk to him again. Everything and
everyone in this town was forbidden from me, and I
would be arrested on the spot if caught.
Mustering whatever willpower I had left, I muttered,
“It’s alright.” He nodded and continued speeding
down the dirt road, intent on getting to wherever he
was going as fast as possible. I stared after him for a
few moments before continuing on at a faster pace
than before. All I wanted now was to get out of here.
* * *
It had been a long day of walking. I was covered head
to toe in dust and dirt, and my robes that I had worn
out of the castle were starting to tear in some places.
Not that I cared about those things. Now, I was
padding through the woods. It was evening, and the
sky had begun to dim. By hitchhiking on the back of
a kind farmer’s wagon, I’d successfully made it out
of the kingdom. I had not, however, made it to the
next town over yet, so I’d entered the woods in
hopes of finding a place to stay for the night. A tree,
a cave, something. Although, I’m pretty sure I’d
circled the same area three times now.
Pushing through a clump of bushes, my paw landed
in something squishy. I yelped and drew it away
quickly. Inspecting my paw in the evening light, I
found that to my relief, it was only mud. I’d come
across a swamp of sorts. Scrunching up my nose, I
tried to go around the area, but it was no use. Soon
enough, I was up to my ankles in mud. Ew. “Maybe
I should just cut around from the outside,” I
muttered, about to turn back. Then something
caught my eye. Smack dab in the center of the
swamp was a small island. A fallen tree acted as a
bridge across the swamp to the patch of land, and
the end of the tree spread across part of the island,
creating a sort of shelter. It was pretty well
protected, due to the swamp, and it would make a
good place to sleep for the night.
Hm.
Lifting my paw, I slowly made my way through the
sticky mud towards the tree trunk. When I was
close enough, I clambered on top of it and crossed,
nearly slipping with my slimy paws. Nearly. After
making it across, I hopped down and wasted no
time crawling under the dried branches of the
tree. Wrapping my cloak tightly around my body, I
shivered and squeezed my eyes shut. I may finally
be free of my father’s kingdom, but now look at
me. A dishonorable, dirty man with no place in the
world. The more I thought about it, the more I
realized going to the next village over was too
dangerous. There were a lot of people who would
want to capture me and sell me for money, or
something weird like that. They might even bring
me back to my kingdom and return me to my
father for a fat sum of cash, and I would be thrown
into the dungeons to live out the rest of my days.
Muddy swamp or dungeon?
Muddy swamp any day.
And so it was decided. When I awoke in the
morning, I dug through my satchel, starving. To my
great dismay, some wild animal had stolen my
food at some point while I was asleep. Frantically,
I checked to see if my journal was still intact.
Flipping through it, at first glance everything seems
to be in order. Then I noticed the tears. Some of
the pages were torn out, some chewed on, some
had crumbs from whatever had been eating over it.
I narrowed my eyes, glaring around furiously at the
trees, as if the creature would be standing right
there watching me. My notes were near half
destroyed. Maybe two thirds. Whatever, maths was
never my thing. But there were missing parts now.
Parts I would have to research and experiment for
again.
Glancing around, I let out a defeated sigh. Where
the heck was I supposed to practice, now? I
couldn't risk taking up residence in another village,
especially with the war. Maybe once that died
down. I'm sure dad must have handed the throne
down to my butt of a cousin since I no longer
held the rights. He'd be married off to Sabi in no
time, problem solved.
Sabi was an interesting character indeed, but
certainly not my type. She was friendly and all,
but I just wasn't interested. I frowned. Forcing
the two of us together was stupid. Good for
the kingdom, sure, but bad for me. I didn't want
to talk to her, or anyone for that matter. Why
couldn't everyone just leave me alone?
I blinked.
I was alone. In fact, no one may ever bother
me again. Although, I wasn't sure if that was a
good thing or a bad thing. It's not like I could
do anything about it if I wanted to.
Now. Onto food. And water. And building up this
shelter.
SEVEN YEARS LATER
"Just need to pull this stupid root out," Solo muttered to himself as he glared at the weed on the edge of his little island, where his herb were growing. Weeds. Weeds had become his worst enemy over the past few years. Well, after wild animals of course. And starvation. Oh, and sickness, and- okay, so maybe weeds weren't the worst thing in the world, but they were extremely irritating. Especially when they disturbed the growth of his important ingredients. Gripping both paws tightly around the root, he yanked as hard as he could. Nothing. He'd been working on this one in particular for a few minutes. The other ones hadn't been so stubborn, but this little invader absolutely refused to leave. Wiping the sweat off his already mud-covered forehead, he took a deep breath and tugged again, then again. Giving one final heave, the weed gave in and came free of the ground. Unfortunately, Solo wasn't quite prepared for it to give way, and after the initial feeling of triumph, he found himself somersaulting down the slope and smack dab in the muddy swamp.
Ever fallen into a swamp? No? Be grateful, because it's disgusting. Popping his head above the water, Solo sucked in a large breath of air and then gripped the ground of the island, heaving himself up. As he lay on dry land again on his back, he glared at the canopy above. The only thing this darn swamp was any good for was keeping intruders out. And, well, the mud was good for his herbs. With a sigh, he stood up and inspected himself. Covered head to toe in the icky stuff, even his cloak. "Great, thanks swamp!" He yelled at the inanimate goo. "Do you know how long it'll take to get this out of my cloak?!" Solo didn't mind raising his voice. It's not like anyone could hear him anyway. As for the mud, he actually didn't mind getting a little dirty. He was used to that. But falling into the swamp on a day where he's already in an extra bad mood? He just couldn't handle that. Not today.
"Hello? Is someone there?"
A voice. Wonderful. He was hearing voices again. Rolling his eyes at himself, Solo peered down at his "garden." There was still a lot of work to be done today. "Hello?" The voice persisted.
Solo raised his eyes to the sky, which he could just barely see through the leafy canopy. "What? What could you possibly want from me now?"
"Excuse me, sir?" His eyes fell ahead and he caught a glimpse of a hooded figure on the other side of the swamp. So he wasn't hearing things. There was actually someone there. It sounded like a girl.
Furrowing his brow, he glared at the figure and waved her off. "Kingdom's that way," he said briefly, indicating the direction of his former home. It wouldn't be the first time someone had stumbled across his swamp asking for directions. It had been a few months since his last encounter, but nothing had changed. He still didn't want visitors and he still wanted to be left alone.
The young woman stopped in her tracks and seemed to be looking in his direction. "Oh, hello. Thank you, but I'm actually looking for the village."
Solo huffed and squinted to try and get a better glance at her from this distance. "What village are you talking about?" Come on, hurry up so I can give you directions and you can be on your way, he thought.
She shuffled her paws. "I'm looking for-"
Suddenly, Solo's eyes widened and he was on the move. "Run!" He yelled at the girl, trying to get to her as fast as he could. Going to the left of his small cabin, he jumped up onto the tree trunk that served as his bridge and sprinted across, not losing his footing once. A bear. It was the same dumb bear who had been lurking around this part of the forest for weeks, eating up all the food in the area. And now, it was attacking.
The bear had reared up onto it's hind legs and was now clawing at the woman, who was screaming and ducking best she could. It caught her with it's claws right across her cheek, and at the very same moment, her hood slid off her head. It was all Solo could do to try not to freeze right where he was standing. This kalon...she looked familiar. In fact, she looked almost exactly like Sabi, the young princess he had nearly been forced to marry. The bear's roars brought him back to reality, and he sped into action once again. With one wild leap, he slammed into the side of the bear to get it's attention. The creature turned and focused it's hungry gaze on him while Sabi's look-alike scrambled into the safety of the bushes. She seemed conflicted almost, like she wanted to help, but the deep cut on her cheek and the attack had worn her out. The creature must have gotten her in the head or something, because she looked near fainting.
Solo shook his head. He'd see to her later. Reaching underneath his cloak, he pulled out a small dagger. It was his only actual weapon, and he carried it hanging on his side wherever he went. You never know what -or who- you might meet out here. Clutching the dagger with one paw, he used his other three to lunge at the bear, landing squarely on it's shoulders. Wasting no time, he dug his claws into the monster's back. It roared with pain. Ha, it didn't know what was coming. Solo raised the dagger high above his head, the plunged it down right between the creature's shoulder blades. The bear was furious. Just for good measure, Solo hopped off and whirled around, stabbing it again right above it's left front leg.
He stepped back to watch the bear squirm in pain, circling until it's eyes found Solo. Glaring at him, the bear snarled then limped off back into the woods. Hopefully it wouldn't show it's face around here again. "Yeah, walk away you big lumbering idiot," he called after it. He stood in triumph for a few moments before remembering the woman. Turning around, he gazed at the clump of bushes she'd taken cover in. She was completely conked out. The blows must have knocked her unconscious. With a reluctant frown, Solo hoisted her up on his back and began the short walk back to his cabin.
***
A small groan sounded from behind. Solo glanced briefly over his shoulder at the young woman. She was stirring lightly in the bed. Solo had come to the conclusion that she was, without a doubt, the same princess from all those years ago. He wasn't so sure how he felt about it, but he was glad she hadn't recognized him. Guess it turned out to be a good thing to be covered in mud. In his rush to get her inside and healed, he still hadn't cleaned himself up. Dried mud and leaves clung to his fur. He'd have to go down to the river and wash up later.
"W-what?" He heard Sabi sit up abruptly. "Where am I? Who are you?"
Gripping the minor healing potion and a rag, Solo turned and walked over to her. "Calm down. You were pretty banged up after that fight, so I brought you here to fix you up."
She leaned back in the bed, wincing as she did so, yet looking relieved. "O-oh, right. The bear." She bit her lip, then peered at Solo as he got the corner of the rag damp with the potion. With a surprisingly gentle paw, he began to dab her cut with the rag, refusing to meet her gaze as he did so. "You look familiar," she noted before wincing again.
He shrugged. "Just one of those faces, I guess." Sabi didn't look convinced. "What brings you to these parts? Surely you couldn't have gotten that far off course to end up here."
"Actually...I'm looking for someone."
"Really," Solo replied absently, wetting the rag again.
"Yes. He's someone I knew a long time ago. I...I believe he was wrongly accused of something, and I just have to find him." Her tone was far away and her gaze had become distant. "I need to see him again."
Solo had froze and was now staring at her. He was wrongly accused of something. His father had framed him for murdering one of their own castle servants just to have an excuse to exile him. Surely she couldn't mean him, though...right? Plenty of people were wrongly accused of crimes. But what other convict would she come so far to find? Swallowing, he continued tending to her wounds. She looked up at him. "I swear, I know you from somewhere. Maybe if your face wasn't covered in mud..." Solo flinched away and turned his back to the princess.
"No, she can't know, she can't know," he muttered to himself as he set the potion down on the rickety wooden table and leaned over it. As he scanned the table for pain-numbing herbs for Sabi, his tail lashed back and forth behind him. Shortly after, he heard a small gasp escape Sabi's lips and then she stood up. He turned. "Hey, you shouldn't be standing. Just wait until I grab this..." her expression caused him to trail off.
"You're him," she murmured in complete awe.
"What are you talking about?" He snapped in response, yet his heart was nearly beating right out of his chest. How did she know?
Her eyes flickered down to his tail, and he glanced back at it. The mud covered most of it, but not his shine. His shine. "Shoot," he said under his breath. Once again meeting Sabi's gaze, he saw near tears in her eyes.
"I can't believe it's you," she breathed. "I've been looking for you for so long."
Solo frowned. "What? Why were you looking for me?"
A blush came over her face. "I-I...I wanted to see you again."
He shook his head. "Can't understand why." Turning back to the table, he gripped the edge with both paws as hard as he could. Splinters dug into his pads. "You're on the hunt for a convicted murderer," he continued, throwing all the sarcasm and spite that he could into the last word.
"But...you didn't do it, right?"
Solo scrunched up his face and continued to glare at the wooden surface. "Of course not." He looked over at her. "I would never hurt anyone." Then, almost to himself, he added guiltily, "Not physically, anyway." He'd hurt lots of people, just not the way most might think. He'd hurt his father by letting him down, he'd hurt Sabi by being cruel, and most of all, he'd hurt Barrow by pushing him away.
"I didn't think so." She continued to watch him with her soft gaze before glancing around the small cabin. "So, you live here now?" He nodded almost shamefully. "I like it, nice and cozy."
"Don't get too comfortable," he said flatly. "You're leaving in the morning."
Sabi's eyes widened. "What? But-"
"It was nice to see you again, really," he said, turning to look at her. His words were not a lie. "But I prefer to be alone." As if that settled it, he walked off to rummage through his storage on the other side of the room where his food was. She was probably hungry.
The princess wasn't done yet. "But I've been seeking you for years." Solo was stunned by her words, but he didn't let it show. Why had she wanted to find him so badly? "I was thinking that maybe...I could...stay with you?"
Solo turned around, considering the idea for a moment, then shook his head. "No. You would just get in my way," he said. Oops, he hadn't meant to say that out loud. "No offense."
She looked hurt for a few seconds before piping up again. "What if I could help you?"
He cocked his head. "And how would you do that?"
As if she'd already thought this through, she immediately replied with, "You still make potions, right? I could gather herbs and ingredients for you. Also," she glanced at his torn and muddy cloak hanging on the back of a chair. "I can mend things pretty well and handle a needle. Not to mention various odd-jobs that you need done. And...I wouldn't get in your way. I promise, I won't mess anything up or be a bother."
Solo remained silent as he stared at the floor, pondering. He could use a helping had around here. The cabin was near falling apart, and gathering food to keep himself alive as well as ingredients for his studies was draining. Plus, as much as he hated to admit it, he was tired of being completely alone and solitary. In fact, he was beginning to think his mind was starting to go, even at the young age of twenty-five. He talked to himself a lot, not to mention speaking towards inanimate objects. Another person in the house would be good for him. "What about your husband?" He asked abruptly.
Sabi looked at him, dumbfounded. "M-my what?"
He frowned. "Didn't you marry after I was exiled?"
Immediately, she shook her head. "No. The new prince was horrible and mean and...I was supposed to get married to him, but..." she trailed off, and Solo could tell she didn't want to talk about it.
Heaving a sigh, he looked her in the eye. "Alright. I suppose you can...stay."
A huge grin broke onto Sabi's face. "Really? This is wonderful!" She beamed, nearly bouncing up and down.
While Sabi continued to bubble with excitement, Solo was having a little trouble containing his own. He managed to keep it inward, but in reality, he really was happy. It had been years since he'd talked to someone for this long, and it felt good. But Sabi wasn't just an acquaintance, no. She was a friend. After so many years, Solo had finally gained a real friend.